Friday, 13 April 2007

When You're Gone

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always
get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you


change hit song..nice mah?
haiz morning happen some things..
really HAIZ
but o well..nvm..
1002
how will my life be 2dae?
haz..
10 13
audrey bu ke yi online...
HER BROTHER SO BAD...
hmph!

ah...dunoe wad 2 do ~
X)
928
done geography homework
high % not goin to kathlyn b-dae party..
left english and chinese..tml do bah..
well a birthday girl ask me to go out with her on sunday
well nvr reject.....cos her birthday she mos big le X)
thx hazel for glucose X)

ahh...thx audrey and jessle!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
audrey sorry..>.< pomise i wil be happy noww
i only hve one life...canot everytime sad hor.
soryy.must stay happy!
all the sad things....gone..
hopefully nothing worst come out again..



O GOSH
i really have to stay and be happy...
cannot other people worry..
dunwan anione to dislike mi!


xiexie...
laopo...........
target=the promise X)



and i think that friday the 13 rox!!
even though it rain real hard......
i love the rain sprinking on me........
like washin down my problems!
but luckily..theres sunshine after rain .........
MUACKS to MY FRIENDS WHO is always with me.....
and dun emo themselves le worr!!!!!!!!!
ask me dun emo ..onself emo?
canot!!!
must live happily.............
i must!

934 le...
should i change my skin?

Thursday, 12 April 2007

737
weird dae
thx hazel and li juan for providing me the glucose I need!
Own Audrey and yilong money!
Emath
Madam See never come again therefore got a relief teacher..
Serene and Ivone name him the “xiao shuai ge “teacher
…well he rather cute but a bit short for his age? And very white!
But his skin !!! omg so good!
Test ..haiz either jus pass or jus fail….
Then chem….
Haiz I forgot which test tube was X and Z..
So sure wrong..

Haiz
Well..these few days my memory sucks..
People names also can call wrong…
And I keep forgetting stuff..

EMO
Because I regret trying so hard..
I am pushing people up to the wall
Pushing their limits
making people dislike me
I don’t want to have something by force
Haiz .
Upset.
Wont anyhow gain attention by disturbing or talking much
T.T
Even he admits it…
Really feel like crying…
My heart cry for itself
Bitter tears flowing down..
Holding on to somethinsorig that might be gone….
Can I overcome my fear?
Can I stand by my choice?
Can I really have a happy ending?


i wan my old self back
i wan the girl who smile
i wan the girl who have no troubles
i wan the girl who dun care abt obstacles,failure in anything...

but i m nw a weakling..
i just want to have someone to love me
i just want someone to hug me X(


ENOUGH !!!!!!!!!!
i love everyone who is there for me..
dont care if they like me anot..
thx...

Wednesday, 11 April 2007

UGHHH
755
so manny thing make me upset
my handphone X(
my memory
PIMPLE OUTBREAK
no xin xiang le...

I THINK WHEN I M HIGH I TOO insane
too many bad points le
fat..ugly....attitude -.-..totaly no xin xiang T.T
haizzzzz
can laopo take up this challenge?

2dae is the most worst dae of my term 2
hopefuly fridae 13 will be a great dae X)

abit depresed..

Damien Rice - Cannonball
Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
Still a little hard to say what's going on

Still a little bit of your ghost your witness
Still a little BIT of your face I haven't kissed
You step a little closer EACH DAY
Still I can't SAY what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball

Still a little bit of your song in my ear
Still a little bit of your words I long to hear
You step a little closer TO ME
So close that I can't see what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannon

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to cry
So come on courage!
Teach me to be shy
'Cause it's not hard to fall
And I don't WANNA scare her
It's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna lose
It's not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know

...
haiz.....
the lyrics have indepth meaning..
T.T
X(
11.4.07
KATHLYN B-dae!!
Happy birthday!!!
And to BAND…good job!!! Even if it is a bronze…but u all work hard..!!
So dun be upset!!

2dae…..
glucose is provided by hazel and haykel
I think I will have to reduce my glucose intake
Or my insulin will be very busy
core geography 15.5/25
nxt time mus do better..slowly improve X)
then a lot of homework..
must finish !!
Friday got free period X)
That time do ?

Math teacher never come
PFT..i suck throughout..
Sorry legs…jus now scold you…
Very bless to have you…so sorry…just a bit disappointed with
The results but BETTER THAN NOTHING X)
Biology…haiz
I really hate drawing….that’s why I never take art but
Still need to draw …terrible..circle not like circle


After pft…really don’t feel like going home cos abit emo X(
SORRY AUDREY!!!!!!!!!!
But haiz…slowly understand….
Haiz……xiexie laopo for pei-ing me……

Thx!!
Hmm..now 728
2more mins X) Audrey !!!!!!!
haiz history~~~

Tuesday, 10 April 2007

LAOPO..
happy!!!!!!!!!!!
touched!!!!!!!
xiexie
..
dun angry or sad olso!!!!!!

http://www.mrbrownshow.com/?p=804
anti smokin!!