http://8dimentions.com/down-with-love-episode-01/
i missed the first eps on tv
quite light heartily

hi my sweetheart has end

i want to live in a drama
predictable life

i am still an emo shit

i am gonna watch Dear John
"Tells the story of John Tyree, a young soldier home on leave, and Savannah Curtis, the idealistic college student he falls in love with during her spring vacation. Over the next seven tumultuous years, the couple is separated by Johns increasingly dangerous deployments. While meeting only sporadically, they stay in touch by sending a continuous stream of love letters overseas--correspondence that eventually triggers fateful consequences. "


and



the last song
but i do think that there should be a better actresss rather than miley cyrus
A drama centered on a rebellious girl who is sent to a Southern beach town for the summer to "stay with her father. Through their mutual love of music, the estranged duo learn to reconnect. "



both are written by nicholas sparks
weepy
sad

i wont want to grow up and be like my mother

what pisses me off is my imature mother and brother
who only wants money money money and money

saddening
its a most sucky day ever
seriously

emotionally drained

today is a bad day
mr headache been pestering me all day.
i hate being sick

and i been forced to eat panadol

awwwwwwwwwww

still head spinging

thanks for all concern (L)

tomorrow interview date
wish me luck