856am
.
i must work from morning sia. x(

erm N.M also got sell baby items
and sell small refrigerator

1st july
YOUTH DAY x)
happy youth day to all the youths

GST 7%
expensive ><

x)
10 am start work x(

go prepare le x)

30 june

7 time


TOMORROW WHO WANT BUY PREGNANT STUFF
or just want to walk walk
WELCOME TO IMM
pls drop by N.M
directly opposite of factory outlet
second floor

tomorrow working X(
from afternoon to night

may my work be a sucess
and wont be tiring at all

may everyone be happy
x)
everyone must take care.



4 more months (estimation ) till the o lvl end

http://blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=147372&action=Preview or http://blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=146500&action=Preview
which one should i choose.
use one as a beta first

751
longest day of the week

and to qwerty.
i would take that as a compliment x)
no harm done to me ?

waiting


thanks for the present

1001pm
indeed i found my file x)
done history and english homework
now working on geography.
have to give ms amy a sincere apology
made her worried ?

long day tml
wish everything is well.. x)

605pm
school end at 510 pm for me
found out that the rest already went home

kinda lost my core geo file
after coregeo remidal
serene followed me and lend me a helping hand to search for my
pathetic grey file
searched
pigeon holes and classroom
STILL CANT FIND
hopefully what serene and laoda is correct
is just that ms amy cant find in the staffroom.
may luck be with me!

hot day
i think its rather unhealthy to go to a airconditioner rooom( itr )
and then suffer hotness later
dramatic temperature change

HOPE NOTHING BAD WILL HAPPEN AGAIN
EVERYONE MUST BE HAPPY

tomorrow would be a torture
3 sciences and one core hums for me
6 periods to listen to mrs hong lesson
hopefully theres good news for ms amy !

614pm
need to go do homework x(
take care everyone

26 June
1013 !
been out for the whole day

officially 16 x)

thanks to everyone who wish me happy birthday
THANKS
and i really appreciate all the gifts x)
thanks thanks thanks

birthday greetings
through handshakes , sms and tags .
THANKS!!!!!!

everyone must be happy
KAI XIN!!!!!!!!!!

sorry if i said lame stuff !

i realised that this year
there is a LOT of family outing
which is a good thing x)
the topic we talked today
is about my brother results and his future

HE CAN MAKE IT DE x)

Chinese food
x(
the best dish should be the sliced fish in dunoe what soup x)




small size photos x)
tomorrow
would be a long day

25 june

lazy + restless
first day of the term just sucks

hate to be blame for something i never done -.-
!!
is this what life offer?

luckily theres still some laughter to brighten up my day

whatever

can something good just happen?


"People can be and sometimes are gritty and grouchy and you might want to plow their heads in with a stick. But that’s what makes people truly falling in love so interesting."


tomorrow might not be a big day
but very special to the other 3 secondary 4 female boonlayians
which have the same birthday with me
HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY
i might not know u well
and u might not even noe me
be happy and strive for de best
x)

856pm
tomorrow would
be the first day of school
after june

x)
换换爱ep 3


x)

endure

1156am
sunday
woke up abt 56 mins ago
this post should be quite long
since i only have some pictures to show the "thousands words"

thanks simping
used up A LOT of your money
next time will repay de x)

yesterday x)
morning meet with simping
and he is sweating like mad x(
gave me a sketchbook
told me to put in my home first
why cant i read first ?

walk to jurong point
play in arcade
remember the machine in pasirris ?
played and waste $5 .(the worst is thats mostly not my money)
played for 2 rounds
got some sweets
then have to go watch movie
free 16 oz drink -.-
SURF UP ~~
penguins are so so so so adorable
one part of the movie is hilarious
is when cody tells the camera crew that his first battle is so
exciting that people would rewind it serveral time
and indeed they did
but it just shows cody falling down from his surfboard
i thinked i laughed quite loud x(
but its funny to me ><
nice movie despite it being abit childish
after the movie
head back to arcade
and continue playing
not bad wor the prizes
even though $8 plus
its fun x)
there would surely be a next time

then head to vivocity
at first thought was goin to punggol -.-
ate lunch at longjohnsilver
took this picture
his pose seem .that he wanting to unleash his evil side xp


finished
jiu bought sentosa ticket
first time take express train to sentosa
we went to dolphin lagoon first
but wrong start
head back to beach station
went to underwaterworld
LUCKILY got offer x)
all marine life animals are so cute! x)
expecially the sea angel .transparent body red organs x)
sharks x)
crabs)
the living fossil sections
is the best . all of the fish is gigantic
if i am allowed to carry one of them
i dont think i am able to even lift them
they must go on a diet !



explored the underwaterworld
jiu went to a beach somewhere
a pity he cant play x(
cos he wear until very formal
dig sand dig sand
buried a stick x)
can we still find this stick in a couple of years later?

jiu go dolphin lagoon
a LOT of people ..
but still get to see pink dolphin
x)
saw a peacock too
hehe

headed back to vivocity
hungry
so eat
and waste some of the food.
too full / bloated
but simping got help me eat some x)
thanks thanks thanks

head to the top
sorry x(
i thought it contain a lizard or something
THANKS REAL MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!








kinda dark

heres x)
x)
9pm head back
took MRT
walk back .
give haykel his handphone.
took too many pictures with that handphone
and some i look horribly ugly x(
><
reach home

bath finish everything le
then read the sketchbook

cried abit
cos it is worth crying about
very touching very nice

i love that gift
noticed that i like presents that is prepared by their own self
><
THX real much!!!!
thx so much for yesterday
i am really
blessed to have him beside me
not forgetting my ke ai de friends x)
not forgetting my dramatic family

today
printed timetable
packed books
preparing to watch hana yori dango
x)

hope everyone is happy
!!!!!!!
kai xin
real geniuses smile

917pm
late update
spend the earlier 4 hours or so
doing combined humanities homework

its rather tough
so think quite long
and to help me boost my brain power
i am also
watching Hana Yori Dango Meteor Garden

watching the drama
make me realise that this was the drama that
makes me want to be protected

remember when Doumyouji wanted to protect Makino from danger
and end up gettin beaten up badly
then Makino was so touched and also tried to protect Doumyouji
from a chair slam .despite she being more physically weak than Doumyouji

i just love that scene x)

dramas

x)

Matsumoto Jun and Inoue Mao is so adorable x)
okie x)

932
hope everyone is happy
must stay happy x)
take careee!


those who took my pictures
i accept cheques x)

sorry melvin
lose temper x(

shouldn't i be sleeping?
959 am

wake up early so i can finish up the graduation certificate
i m so regretting it

went to melvin blog (since he specially leave a tag asking me to go)
and found out that there would be hana kimi in jap too
with jap cast

a question i want to ask
"Why is japan always copying taiwan with regards to idol dramas ?"

making me hooked up with the same storyline again -.-

xpxpxpxpxp
okie back to work
1 noon still got lesson
mrs chan mrs chan !


everyone take care x)
those who have lesson now..jia you x)

703
spend 2 hour or more doing emath homework
some dont know how to do.
but will ask others for help x)

english and emath
english lesson pass too slow
emath lesson pass too fast

x)

happiness is the key in every decision

respect

x)

705pm


everyone must take care
and stay happy/joyful !

944pm
came back from outing!
got hurt a lot of time
too careless x(
even my parents say i clumsy !

board 99 first
then board 174


west mall x(
went to eat some kaya toast
memories of work flashed back
hahs
then start shopping

no money x(
but bought i need
and the slippers i want ! x)
hahs

dinner
spent quite a lot
pizza? hahs ><
one pizza one baked rice x)
3 person shared
and the background music is all my favourite
humming to the tune and eating x)

during the outing my brother called mumi
hmmm
my brother
take care worr!!!
xin ku is xin ku
but train yourself mah!

x)

tomorrow
english and math
THURSDAY!!!!!!!!!!!
finally

x)


but haven't got any clues ........

247pm
Wednesday

i really wish mr yip would be our physics teacher
but nows too late.
just have to cope
luckily chemistry could pull my combined science grades up

x)

now pure physics student should be doing their practical ?
hopefully its easy for them x)
LENG LENG hor x)

XIEXIE!!!!!!!!!

once i come home from gekpoh kfc
my mom told me that we 3 person later go out and eat -.-
so wont be too bored?
?

so now waiting to go out hahs
what should i write for my homework?

everyone must take care x)
be happy!!!!

maybe after outing
will update more

711pm
done core geography and biology homework x)
..
return to school two times ..

but biology pratical the best..
hopefully next time can cut up other things..living things are welcome
not only potato and kiwi -.-
a feeling just surfaced when i was playing with the potato
cutting it with a scapel ..
poking numerous holes
i feel bad for the potato.
it cant even scream
it cant even say no.
can it even feel pain ?
the more i think the more i poke it ..
more holes xp

but i doubt i can pass the whole pratical exams
because my drawing stilll sucks .
x(

back home
did homework for about 3 hours
thats long -.-
well i still left the testimonal as usual
..graduation..
i really want to graduate..
but i dont want to miss any of my friends
......
x)

and please dont terrorise my tagboard -.-
its friendly and it wont bite x)

brother is in camp
x)
kinda lonely since no one would be joking around or
giving temper ?


what should i do now?


take care everyone
smile .

702
18 june

a lot of homeworks!
finished summary
left comprehension and testimonal?
core geo tys
its really how weird when one's mind just goes blank when
reading a simple understandable question?
so i shall not do it today
since my brain is empty


everyone must be happy
real happiness
take care everyone...!
.......
haiz.

learnt my lesson
but how to solve?



707pm

x)

924
6 more mins
S.W.A.T would end

i wonder why almost all girls cant join s.w.a.t?

watching the show.
make me realise i really am not very fit hahs

its really cool
action packed show?
hahs

"de~ nene de~ nene de~ nene"

hahs
back to watch s.w.a.t

tomorow would be a very very long day
english and geography?
o m g

x)



updated 951pm

am back x)
s.w.a.t end

well..
who is interested in watching a lesbian movie?
movie name : spider lillies (taiwan movie -.-)
i only know rainie yang would be in that movie
not sure how it is rated .
should i even watch ?
what if the storyline is just this girl like this girl and
show how they overcome other people's opinion to contiue thier
relationship?


and watching lesbian movies does not mean you are a lesbian !
lesbians or gays are just people who end up loving another person
who is of the same sexes.
so SPARE them from insults x)
they do have a choice right?


lame me

everyone really must be happy
and i want to see real smiles
x)
what should i do now?

Ms Yap and Ms Amy would be among the first batch of teachers i have to see

5 more months
just endure 5 more months x)
x)

Lyrics of my hit song
Missy Higgins
Special two.

I've hardly been outside my room in days
Coz I don't feel that I deserve the sunshines rays
The darkness helped until the whiskey wore away
It was then I realised the conscience never fades
When you're young you have this image of your life
That you'll be scrupulous and one day even make a wife
And you make boundaries you'd never dream to cross
And if you happen to you'll wake completely lost

But I will fight for you
Be sure that I will fight
Until we're the special two once again...

And we will only need each other
We'll bleed together
Our hands will not be taught to hold anothers
Coz we're the special two

And we could only see each other
We'll breathe together
These arms will not be taught to need anothers
Coz we're the special two

I remember someone old once said to me
That lies will lock you up with truth the only key
But I was comfortable and warm inside my shell
And couldn't see this place could soon become my hell
So is it better to tell and hurt or lie to save their face?
Well I guess the answer is don't do it in the first place
I know im not deserving of your trust from you right now
Oh but if by chance you change your mind
You know I will not let you down
Coz we were the special two
And we'll be again

And we will only need each other
We'll bleed together
Our hands will not be taught to hold anothers
Coz we're the special two

And we could only see each other
We'll breathe together
These arms will not be taught to need anothers
We're the special two

I'll step ouside my minds eyes for a minute
And I'll look over me like a doctor looking for disease
For somethin that could ease the pain
But nothin cures the hurt you, you bring on by yourself
Just remembering, just remembering how we were

And we would only need each other
We'd bleed together
Our hands will no be taught to hold anothers
We were the special two

And we could only see each other
we'd bleed together
these arms will not be taught to need anothers
coz we're the special two

1228pm
woke up abt a hour and 28 mins ago
too exhausted yesterday

i am still lazy
so i would only post pictures

its hard to get photo of girls x(

x)









i shall now end post and
SLACK


and maybe
read some core geography for tml x)

"One line can change a story,
So sometimes let the line just be unsaid.."

ah
1006 pm
friday

a lot of drama happen
but wont type
lazy ah

so read jes blog for more info

erm i shall post a picture
where aud,jes,sj and i at de beach tokin abt stuff x)

heres




end here bah x)

938pm
thursday x)
ahh..
well today i never late when meet audrey but was late when meetin
with serene ,vone and jes x)
sorry !
end up waiting for some people
and de boys went to play arcade
but in arcade
saw a guy and a lady
so PRO
can get until so many stuff by playing a machine
x)
i wan play too x(
$5 a turn seem too expensive
x(
then due to the wait too long
so audrey and i go comic connection awhile
i wanted to ambush all of them de..
in the end
we 2 kana ambush x(
then we thought immediately go buy stuff..
wait for 10 mins
in de 10 min bought a heal backache de patch
lolz $1?
then
found out the guys go makan at macdonald
so after we bought drinks
then went up sit down
chit chat

eat eat
then jiu go fair price

and honestly no wonder de patch is one dollar
drop x(
havent hao my backache
x(

spent a hour or so..
in NTUC
hahs
saw my daddy too
audrey helped me massage

hao le
we wait them outside "ts"
then sit down
come le..
so much stuff
sorry cant help take back
will get scolding x(
then
hao le
de gals are seperated
then i jiu sit mrt go je alone
walk ah walk
at je centre walk -.-
then go imm

new attraction but havent open x) in imm
go find mummi
do all her stuff
then i go daiso walkwalk
x)
hahs then help some aunty around
and bought a top X)
hehe $10 .90 only worrr
then hao le..abt 5 plus
laoda jiu come find mi
then again walkwalkwalk
fall down again?
but he olso got help mi massage
my back is old ppl de back x(
then sit bus ..
99
sorry cant help it
bussick
x)
currypuff is my dinner x)

x)
hope everyone is happy x)
948pm
end post x)

Below are the 7 words WOMEN uses:

FINE
This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

FIVE MINUTES
If she is getting dressed, this is half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given 5 more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

NOTHING
This is the calm before the storm. This means "something," and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with 'Nothing' usually end in "Fine"

GO AHEAD
This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it.

LOUD SIGH
This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing"

THAT'S OKAY
This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

THANKS
A woman is thanking you. Do not question it or faint. Just say you're welcome.

WHATEVER
It's a woman's way of saying "Fuck" YOU!


hahs.
so funny
now watchin 换换爱
poor olso not bad
if u got 2 guys beside u x)
helping u..care for u
hahss

haiz
last night
sleepless night due to my backache
x(
hmmm
bored ><

new story i came out
lame
x)
director ; me (as usual ?)
starring :monkie, anithing3 and horsie x)

hahs here it goess

one rainny stormy night
where both monkie and anithin3 was drunk
this is when emotions and hormones runs high
...rubbing off their consciences

next morning.....





anithin3 just wan to forget this..
hahs..and he does..till
3 months later
monkie called anithin3
she said she have something very important to tell him.
wanting to meet him and tell him verbally x) (face to face)
and anithing3 'guts telling him. it wont be a good thing


and indeed this news was too much for anithin3




then they got marry
and live happily ever after(or..is there?)
6 months later
monkie gave birth to horsie
x)



THE END
hahs..
i guess anithin3 is thinkin wheather the child actually belongs to him x)
but well..nothin to do ah me
x)
847 x)

723pm
ahh chemistry for 2day
headache

but at least i got make the effort?
tml read sub physics

ahhhhhh

really must open blog mah?

JUST HOPE EVERYONE IS HAPPY
those who matter to me x)
hahs

aiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
i feel disgustion bored
let me see what can i do x)

ahhhhhhhh
x)
lolz...today
hai ke yi x)
walk united square ,novena square , square 2 and central x)
hahs...

at leas i got spend some money
hmm i later then update other stuff..now mus watch
campus superstar

tml canot slack le
SUB SCIENCE AND PURE BIO here i come ~
x)

last night was a sleepless night
aw..
-.-
cant get to sleep till 3 in the morning

lack of slp?

panda eyes is getting more serious for me

haiz

hmmm
now am at chapter 23 of babyshoes
this story
i guess it teach me a lesson
BELIEVE YOU CAN DO IT..
wel..been 19 and having to take care your half-bro which is just an infant
its hard work

x)

but you can find surprisingly wonderful people that start to spawn around you

trust yourself you can do it?





well i hope i dont get insonmia
x(
hard night ytd

awwwwwww


summer just owned me
this summer sucks x)

no one actually know my real feelings
i want to save
i want everyone to be back
but i guess i blow it

i am tired of trying
tryin so hard
for something that would be gone after 5 months

i just want to be me again


happy..
am i truely happy?

756pm
i wish everyday is like today
x)
hahs

Tittle:
Babyshoes
Author Dawn Garisch
waaa
this book really keep me occupied
NICE BOOKS
words learnt so far(currently at page 5)
hormone driven adolescent
fornicate
x)

x)
hahs

ihope i can read finish by today x)

1057
8 of JUNE
holidays are passing too fast too furious
done 2 math homework le

in fact i dont wish to open
dont see the reason for it x)

hahs
just joking

its like i can write post but you cant see
weird
x)

been reading a lot of blogs
i think the others have a more intersting lives then me
?

but o well

who is my besties and who is not?
x(

hmmmmmmm

ahh

loading of blogs are too slowww~
my computer is a bit too old to restand the enormous speed of modern technology
x(
'

just now watched catdog
i know its a show just for kids
but i guess its okay to watch since i am not offically 16?
dress
which girl dontwant to have a dress?
i want to buy one
hmm


erm..i got one?
but i guess a second one its a great choice too?

hahas

my life wish
must do all of this before i actually pass away
-skydiving?
x)
-scubadiving ?
x)
-swim with a killerwhale..
well...any whale is fine x)
its just the size that matter?
-having millions so i can go on a shopping spree
x)
this is what i can think of

end post?

7.6.06
635pm

with little hopes in mind

jus now watch 换换爱
featured RAINIE MIKE and whoever i forgot

"my life don't need dreams
the more hopes u have the more disappointment u would have ?"

XP

haiz

maybe i was using de wrong way to express myself
really wrong way ?
everything would soon be over?
x(x(

x(
live life live life
LIVE UR LIFE?
does that rhythm?


pack all my books and notes and file
NEAT x)



JOYCE BLOG DE HIT SONG
x)
nice lyrics

萧亚轩-他和她的故事
他说他很爱她 他说会守护她
他送她玫瑰花 一切美得不像话
从朋友变成情人 她不再只有自己
他爱他爱得彻底 真心溢满了甜蜜
时间看清一个人 开始令人昏沉沉
他像变了一个人 太蛮横
她开始悬著疑问 不想再等他承认
不再要任何伤痕
谁爱谁 谁又流乾了眼泪
谁后悔 难分难舍太伤悲
他爱谁 谁应该止住眼泪
她心碎 谁又该乾脆离开
谁爱谁 谁又能反反覆覆
谁后悔 谁在忍受著孤独
谁了解 他退出她孤独
谁了解 谁退出谁孤独
爱得太盲目
谁不满足


will love really never fade?
can everything be like a fairytale if two try hard?
really?

722pm
6 june
IREN B-DAE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAPP B-dae~~~~~~

x)
ben lai
today went out with laopo to do math
but then x)
lolz
meet up with audrey and yilong
really is weird
ytd canot go out
today jiu can
abit weird and unpredictable

we meet them at a bridge near jurong east interchange
and the bus journey there is enough to make me puke !
but o well never ....so i never embrassed myself infront of several people

then i received my birthdae pressie frm audrey and yl
abit shocking?
cause my b-dae is 20 days later
that would make it 2 more weeks and a few days

went to library
slack + do homework
chit chat
x)

hao le..jiu leave
cos all of us cant make up our mind
so we went back to boon lay
walk jp awhile!
then...audrey and yilong went home
awwwwwww
x(

then my laopo and me jiu walk toyarus
play around..
then hungry le..
jiu go makan
nxt time mus eat bakuteh!!!!!!
poor ah poor
only bought 6 dollar for dinner
wasted 1.20 on sweets
then food 4.80
drink 1.40
some borrow from laopo x)

jiu walk home
then he go gekpoh first
wo jiu go home put bag
then bring money
and go gekpoh outside comics connection
and buy 1 comic

i wanted to accompany him go play basketball
but i guess...i need to touch up on my sisscors paper stone skill
keep losin..
end up he need to walk to de basket ball court alone
THX!!!!!!!!!!!!
sorri..
heres are the presents i receieved x)









the best one is the hello kitty pyjamas
and the turquoise water bottle

x) XIEXIE AUDREY and YiLong

hahs..now 742

read comics or play game?

5 june
956 am

wondering why people can see my post?
or they just lied?
x(

well..
so far so good for today
since my mum working morning shift
then my dad workin
and my bro is out to de DOCS

hmm
later goin out?
maybe ?

dots dots

great
MY DAD DUN LET ME OUT
......
childish reason
i hate it
X(
><
hope jes and vone hav a nice day..........
haiz..REALLY SORRRRi!!!!!!!!!!

1119 am
had a bad dream today
..why do everyone seem to have bad dreams?

i dreamed that
my hand was scratched by something..
and the pain..
i can feel the pain..
when i look at my left hand..
its bleeding..
blood ozin out..
then i saw my mum siting on a chair..
i called for her to help..
but she nvr budge..
she just sit there..
watching tv....
then i look back at my hand
and the cut getting bigger..
more blood

that should be the time i force myself to wake up

....
bad dream..
i dunoe wad that mean..
but why..i can feel the pain...
does that mean it would happen?

.......
ah..haiz
bad bad dream

1123

off to surf net..

x)
554pm
people wont able to see this post
but i can see jiu hao le

i must stay happy.. x)
!!!!!
hmm
i will gogogoggogo~
thx all those who support me..

139
.....ytd.
suck xp
hahs

done one emath paper
hmm
got another reason to study le.
haiz

rest hao le
jiu contiue do emath x)


live strong?

what if it will be more worst when i grow up?
hm xp

-.-
hahas
TML I WILL BE BACk
lame mi
childish mi ?
xP

i thought my life...was sweet...
lolz
how did this suppose to happen?

yeah
now i am in agony
yup
those who want to see me suffer..
i am!
so laugh or tease me as much as u wan
make fun of me
wadever
dunid sympathzies me..
i deserve it frm de moment i was born

i thought..
i have a family...
but only my dad take cares of me...
lolz

SO GET IT STRAIGHT
i dun hav a mum
maybe i had..but she jus fade
fade slowly..
leaving de scar more visible

just now
my "mum"
threw my textbooks all at the floor..
yeah..i admit i done some wrong..
but mus it really trigger her to throw it in the floor

the past incident
calling me a dog
hahs
calling me an unlucky star
wadever shit
i forgive....i get over it..and thought it would change..
i thought it would change..
but...its turns out to be more worst each time..
each time...it hurts more..
this time...she totally disrespect my books....disrespect me.
the books that give me knowledge
the books i nid to count on to pass this O lvl
this prelim


whats the meaning of a mum?
the person who gave u life...forgive u..care for u...love u?

lolz..
so do i even had a mum?

well
cause i am not a boy
not the one to pass down the family name
not the one that u care so much

why does life have so much suffering to offer?
NOW i will treasure my dad my friends my book my life

mum lolz
hahs...
mum...
motherly love?
lolz...
maybe..i wasnt fit to even have a mum..

i have enuf..
i will count on myself to live this life

maybe i will regret..
happy memories?
hahs...
maybe i wont

but i wont tolerate this behaviour again.....
forget the whole mother thing


lolz
am so pathetic..
jus pathetic..
lolz
my wrong..to everything
even in things i cant control..

lolz..

i will not give up my life...

sometime i wasnt even happy like i seem to be
but i will hide my unhappiness...


i can do it!

x)
happy me is back !
must be back?


accept this fate
accept everything
mum?
can i have a mum again....?

changed hit song le
so everyone can use that song x)

flavour of life
life is sometime
sweet
sour
bitter
spicy
salty

so whats ur life flavour now?

i wish mine is full of sweetness with a little ting of bitterness
x)

1150am

even if she push me to my limit
i will not give up
even though shes the one who give me my life
indebted
but
i wont never let anyone control my life
x)


GO X)

everyone must stay happy
happy..
x)
sweettt~

friday
1/6 ?
morning totaly sucks
one day
i surely will move out
i will keep my ASS out of this home
i wont let anyone anything destroy my life
MY OWN LIFE
even though i would wonder if there wasnt a me in the first place
will every thing change?
will they be less upset?
saddly i dont think anything would change
but too bad
i am alive
i m here in this world
therefore
i would never never give up on myself, my life
insults take it as compliments
take it as a comment that would help you be more better?


for all the heavy sins i have done in the past
sorry
sorry is what i can only do

blame God that i am not a boy

walking to school
reflecting on everything
on family on friends on me
theres surely happy memories
theres surely mistakes

and then i notice i made much more mistakes?
why should i live my life the normal way?
lolz
well in fact
if i dont......
wont i just be wasting my time?
doing idiotic stuff that would end up killing myself
drop out of school
crap everyday
wont tat be more relax?
haha
it wont turn out that way
that way i am GIVING UP on myself
would disappoint those who actually care for me
and i cant do crap stuff anyway
no money to do crap stuff X(

now i cant even dont care
everything also must care
KPO?
maybe?
its just that all little things matter too much

x) must stay happy? must stay joyful?

mistakes
learn from them?
those insults
learn from them?
those pathetic comment
learn from them?

no one is perfect

BRAIN HAVE IT ALL
trust must be given to those that really deserve it
care must be given to those that really matter to you

i dont even know these basic rules...
is this angry kid
this blame fate for everything
blame herself for everything
my true self?

urghh .....
yucks!
i hate my true self



okie...
think a lot at that point
cos it hurts alot in my heart
like thousand arrows?
-.-


then reach school
shoes all wet
dry
10 am
biology starts
11 -1230
phy/chem pratical starts
thx laopo for the food againn
X)
a few laughters in between
then walk home

ahhh
nw 503
copying biology correction
a LOT


lolz >.<

LAUGHTERS is the best medicine ?
LOVE is the best medicine?
CARE is the best medicine?
FRIENDSHIP is the best medicine?

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm