well..
ytd change my blog skin~~~
lalaaa
experiment a sucess?
half a sucess.....
lalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~
11 jiu mus go imm
12 start work :D!
~.~
bro b-dae.........!
hahas

23 mins jiu shi 1 APRIL LE
...APRIL FOOL DAE...and my BROTHER B-dae
lalaaaaaaa
HAPPY B-dae mackie!
....
lalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
~.~

2dae went out with Audrey aka boiboi :P
well..vone cant join us..dunoe what reasons..
then the res either is cca or too tired?
wu suo wei..
went to jp then woodland then cck then jp !!
well bought some stuff :X
and take neoprint..
well 2 person take nia..so abit exp $8
lolz......one of the neoprint also got to enter a contest...

theme FUNNY guess which one? :D
once at woodland second at lot 1..
:Dlalaaaaaaaaachit chat alot.....gossip
?haha....if u got bad things to sae...jiu too bad lohh!

>.<

:D

fun 2dae but....

...lolz

got some accident

paiseh :D..

.but nvm..

:D last stop yl join us......walk home 2gether!!!!!!

now huse empty..

nid go buy dinner >.<

Summer X Summer YOUTUBE DUN HAVE ALL EP..
tats why..i change....into Corner*With Love 轉角*遇到愛
starring Barbie Hsu 徐熙媛 (大S), and Show Luo 羅志祥 (小豬)
~.~
922 ..
haiz..my mum sae tml i mus work......
in fact every sunday.......
haiz.......!!!!!!!!!!!!


love can be so fun?

FREE PERIOD 3 !

aiya...

.2dae suay dae......

FAKE POLICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fkkk!!!!!!!

2 fat ass........
..!ashole!

aiyo...dun care......

luckily got laopo bside...

....after i will -.-

haiz.nvm...

dun tok abt unhapy things le.

.2dae cos vone n audrey bu key yi go jp.

.then laopo jiu pei wo go..-.-

police sucks..well..

.n i olso place tata sauce usin fries on laopo face

sorii!.............

this yr abit unlucky

term 1 saw sickening uncle -.-

term 2 saw fake police.

term 3 see what?

...

aiyo fed up.........

but bcos laopo jokes...and smile....

HAPI abit...............

lalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

T.T

giv dadi scold..nvm......!

nxt time i wont de same thing!!!!!!!

luck veri low

..........

Summer X Summer 熱情仲夏 !!!!!!!!!!!!

new taiwan drama

nice :D..

gt 鄭元暢 Joe Cheng Zheng Yuan Chang!

mood bad
the most dreadful thing is i still need to go school.
first period MATH
...no mood do wrkshet...aiya..
SORRY MDM SEE
well moody all de way after phy
no mood?
....i cant just resist to smile
when Audrey tries to kiss mi..affection...
THANKS..xie xieee!
but dun be upset urself!
I WILL BE THERE FOR UU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
xiexie hazel for de sweet..realli nid tat extra sugar
and not forgetting those who actually notice...XIEXIE....!

i finally said all my feelings out
well can say feel abit better......much better......
.but i not very sure..if ....laopo actualy understand?
well.........must stay hapi...
even though laopo dunwan tel mi his feelings.
....nvm bah ....hapi jiu hao?

haiz...i really hope everyone is happy.......
...dunwan sad face?
tml FRIDAE...at las..............>.<

take care everyone......

You gotta hurt in order to know, fall in order to grow, lose in order to gain, because most of life lessons are learned because of pain. ..

currently xin qi bu hao..
realli......
everything is trying to test my limits........
i guess i just have to stop
foolish me........
STOP STOP STOP
feelings really are shit
sae the truth no respond
sae the lies then got......
so y not i b a big fat liar?

haha..
.i just dun show my feelings the correct way?..
..i wanted to show i want to spend more time with.....but .......
.haha...idiot me .......
..only can blame myself if the distance become further .....nvr work hard?
...........haiz..........

plus my bad points have added to my disadvantages.........
bad fate?
bad destiny?


now have math and english homework..
...waitin for dinner

well......all my fault.......

you bu ke yi emo.........
canot emo..after ppl will oso sad...
haiz...wear mask !


well..sometime i m reali useless......
i jus wanna....change...
i m like one of those loser in the whole life game.......
i wan to feel needed in this world!
but...for a second thought..who actually need mi?
selfish...stupid...lolz......
haizz

how much can one actually give in to their loved one?

i think too much......

EMO~~~

but mus stay happi.....
dunwan to make other ppl sad...

wont expect more le...
like tat de bes le......
at leas...there is still something.......rather than no thing

listenin to First Day Of My Life by Melanie C
...
i dunoe...well.....
....honestly...i noe i dun reali deserve anithn...
so its my fault to expect a whole lot more from life..
SORRY LIFE

...
emo sux-.-

PICTURES FROM THE WEDDING NITE
ONLI3


my cousin.linda!..hopefuli it will be her turn to get married
pretty wor.... :D

bright lights...

my bro and me...he wearing tie worr...

27.3.08
saw mrs hong for 6 periods.
.well not tat bad...
expect for de tons of hmw she given.
well...core geography was rather fun...songs.
math suck as usual.....using sweets to tempt us....
well..i got hook up as easy as a fish...
.ah....AUDREY SPEAKIN INDIAN is the top smash hit 2dae....
:D .
630 pm..
heard some people wan to jog at the jw stadium...
jia you!!!

lalaaaaaa

despite my mind and heart do not wish to hear the statement
but i know inside of my soul..waiting.....
....the truth hurts alot...and it will double..triple...each time...
...well...but we know telling the truth is the best thing one can do.....
...even if it hurt people feelings ....
....sometime what is not meant to be..wont ever meant to be..
i hate to be an obstacle...
NEITHER DO I LIKE TO BE A BURDEN
i dunwan to be a cage and trap those who badly want to get out.
..holding on........is a gd choice ? or a bad one?
things will fade?

shuld i tell what am i feeling now?
....
shuld i..?


Feeling ..mixed.....

lalaaaaa~
laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~
laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

ah..839
havent do english hmw..
later go do abit......

hm...

ah..life is full of ups and downs
who noes what might hapen?..

slowly bah...

Ahhhhhhhh!
i m back..
its 26 of march..
well...most people noe my com is spoilt...
so for de 4 daes...
i nvr update or surf net or chat!!
BIG suprise when i got home when i saw my new monitor...
YEAH!!!.......hopefuli it wont break down again... T.T

:D well..RAINiNG STONES!!
mus vote worr !!


3 months have past...
hopefuli all will be well.
.thx for all de care...
LAOPO~


..nth real bad happen today....
.hopefuli not tml either...


take caree everyone!!!!!!!!!

all mus jia you..especially those takin part in syf...JIA YOU TAKE CARE!


computer still lag...veri lag...>.<

ANTI ALCOHOL.....
alcohol made mi have headache!!
wedding is a joy to watch...
wedding pictures all so nice...
hmmmmmmmmmmmm~


tml 5 period can see Ms Hong seh....so "lucky"~~

:D
i go eat diner...

ARGH
jus now adrenaline level too high...
thought that my computer is goin to die on mi.
.T.T
but i fix it-.-by luck?..
.hopefuli nothin bad happen to it liaoz....


left chemistry..n core geo!

urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


if wan play water....after school ask alot alot of people together play
like tat more fun.......
:X

HAIZ

add a song
THE SWEET ESCAPE..
rather nice......well......some of the lyrics is really what i really wanted 2 sae..

10 22

The Sweet Escape
(Gwen Stefani, Aliaune "Akon" Thiam)

(Woo-who, yee-who)
If I could escape
I would, but first of all let me say
I must apologize for acting, stinking, treating you this way
Cause I've been acting like sour milk fell on the floor
It's your fault you didn't shut the refridgerator
Maybe that's the reason I've been acting so cold
If I could escape
And re-create a place in my own world
And I could be your favorite girl
Forever, perfectly together
Now tell me boy, wouldn't that be sweet?
If I could be sweet
I know I've been a real bad girl
I didn't mean for you to get hurt
Forever, we can make it better
Now tell me boy, wouldn't that be sweet?
Sweet escape
(I wanna get away, to our sweet escape)
You let me down
I'm at my lowest boiling point
Come help me out
I need to get me out of this joint
Come on, let's bounce
Counting on you to turn me around
Instead of clowning around for some common ground
So baby, times getting a little crazy
I've been getting a little lazy
Waiting for you to come save me
I can see that you're angry
By the way the you treat me
Hopefully you don't leave me
Want to take you with me
If I could escape
And re-create a place in my own world
And I could be your favorite girl
Forever, perfectly together
Now tell me boy, wouldn't that be sweet?
If I could be sweet
I know I've been a real bad girl
I didn't mean for you to get hurt
Forever, we can make it better
Now tell me boy, wouldn't that be sweet?
Sweet escape
(Woo-who, yee-who)
If I could escape
Cause I've been acting like sour milk fell on the floor
It's your fault you didn't shut the refridgerator
Maybe that's the reason I've been acting so cold
If I could escape
And re-create a place in my own world
And I could be your favorite girl
Forever, perfectly together
Now tell me boy, wouldn't that be sweet?
If I could be sweet
I know I've been a real bad girl
I didn't mean for you to get hurt
Forever, we can make it better
Now tell me boy, wouldn't that be sweet?
Sweet escape
(Woo-who, yee-who)(I wanna get away, to our sweet escape)
!

glad that all is alright.......
Xiexie..sorrri ...
reali too selfish le........
wadever sux...
sorii.......


THX TO THOSE WHO ENCOURAGE ME....AN WEI WO.....cos they can see i was reali
......yeahh*............xiexie...

haiz...

tml will b a long dae.......

listening to Mockingbird by Eminem..
sad song..........!.!

thx so much......
make me so much better



end up getting hurt again.....
FUCK

crying sucks

shuldnt have gone online..
whats de use?
noone to chat to..
no net to surf
only write blogs and blogs......

WU SUO WEI....

listening to Ni Yao De Ai 你要的愛
old song.....but suit my mood now
DOWN
lyrics not bad wor......
雖然經常夢見你 還是毫無頭緒
外面正在不著雨
今天是星期幾
I don't know 你去那裡
雖然不曾懷疑你 還是忐忑不定
誰是你的那個唯一 原諒我懷疑自己
我明白我要的愛 會把我寵壞
像一個小孩只懂在你懷裡壞
你要的愛 不只是依賴
要像個大男孩 風吹又日曬
生活自由自在


lalaaaaaa~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

stomach still ache.
.shuldnt b i ate wrong stuff bah.....
..T.T
well..AUDREY JIA YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!i
n doing biology.....................


watched de eps.
waste my time
the ending goes like this
"i know you will be saying that we two are stupid to remain like this...but this is our love....and its olso ur love...its urs ,mine,and hers "
W T H =.=
at leas some confession ?
or some romantic stupid drama would give all the time ? -.-

okie....

nvm...wu suo wei

851 liaoz -.-

HELLO KITTY PICTURES
remember the year 2000
where the passion of HELLO KITTY grows and burn
long queue for the kitty dolls that MACDONALD giv/sel
well my parents collect all
took onli helo kitty...nvr take dear daniel..
sorii enjoyy..

HELLO KITTY BRIDES~~~~~~~~~~

no mouth!!!!!!!

got one more...astronut Kitty...but..well....she is rusty >.<

T.T

sorii.....

lalaaa~~~~~~~~~~~~

7pm mus watch last epd of hana kimi :D

445
2dae was ruined by the stupiid idiot STOMACHACHE
T.T
make my dae so unpleasant
must rest mus rest ..
xiexie to those got take care of mi ..

now got anithing to hug >.<


hmm..sleep bah..tireddd?

957 pm
afternoon
done abit of biology hmw in de library
....then went to other place to explore around..
..pretty fun?
and nvr spent alot of money :D
LAST PART THE MOS HILARIOUS de
:D..


sch reopen tml...
STRESS TIME IS BACK
but i m goin to handle it easy and cool
:P
lalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

take care everyonee!!!!!!!

p.s HAZEL i canot go to ur blog!!!!!!!!

Avril Lavigne Girlfriend
my latest favourite :D

why i like it:
COS ITS BITCHY...
AND CATCHY...
well..go and watch de mv :D

1133 omg..
shuld i sleep?
de song make mi too high le-.-

ah......
1058
goin to sleep soon..
hopefuli everyone is well

really shockin to find how long can a man wait....
well...a student ....
2 years? isit all worth it?
already gt rejected but still hold on......
wa.....
good job!!

everyone should be sleepin by now.....
muacksss!!

LAO PO arrrr~~~~~~~~~
ang ba ba?
bo bau ba?

KATHLYN
WHAT REALLY HAPPEN?
DUN INSULT URSELF LE...
DUN BLAME YOURSELF FOR NOTHIN?

oh gosh...came online jus now...
saw the tag...
what have hapen?
dun sad le wor kathlyn..
currently waitin for her reply.....


haiz...dun sad le worrr!!!!!!!!!


MAY EVERYONE BE BLESSED..

currently feelin extremely BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

totally not in the mood to do BIOLOGY HMW.....

drugs~ and microorganism-.-

well.......sometime i wish that humans look like this

then biology students will just need to know that our body have only two layers

and our eyes is onli BLACK nothin more and SQUARE in shape.

dun nid to draw that HARD OVAL shape -.- and labeling would ALWAYS be correct.

lalaa~

overbored kills >.<

lalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

524

stomach feeling hungry ~.~

my legs is telling me it need to walk tml..

o?

hmm maybe i will have to consider the opinion wisely?

11 14 am.....
what a temper i have thrown ytd to lao po.........
very sorry..

surely very angry with me le........
HAIZ



now dunoe what to do.............?
biology havent finish........
but dun feel like touchin it
......HAIZ

T.T


so A!!!
shuldnt have started buyin it.....
nxt tues hv 2 buy 2 comic books
mus save up money le....
"A" me?


"Follow your heart
Your intuition
It will lead you in the right direction
Let go of your mind
Your Intuition
It's easy to find
Just follow your heart baby"
quoted from Intuition by Jewel
nice lyrics...





howww lao po maybe now very very upset?

I M ALWAYS WRONG
WHAT I DO IS WRONG
WHAT I DUNDO OLSO WRONG
then why m i still on this earth?



afternoon super bored
so last min went out
the ending is so ugly for me


HERES THE PICTURES
went to all those famous shopping centres in orchard.
heeren,shaw huse..taka...far east plaze....wisma....blah blahh


currently mood is the first one
biggest one

i copi siew teng..but no face caught

not sure why de picture like tat..

but everyone is suppose to act cool..

but dunne why jes smile...

funi poses...

hello kitty..

no mouth..

no saddness can be shown..

whose foot is missing?

guess whos foot?

fishes

fishessss!~

cool down abit..

sorii mummi and lao po..

one for shoutin in call..another in sms...

sorii...

but reali m depress .....

dunoe what hapen...

tis is the only pictures i can post.....

nxt time then post more bah
who can find this mark?

dun let mi take pictues of ur hair...
jiu take pictures of ur shoes-.-






















xiexie to those who understand miii
xiexiee...!!!!!arigato!!!!!!!
i will try to adaptttt!!

morning went to school and see laopo band performance...
QUITE GOOD...
dun wori......

well..........HARRY...dun worri olso.i dunoe who is xiang jun .....but i guess
you can beat him?
JIA YOUU!! go for it!!!!!!!!!


pain pain............

later goin out........
dunoe wear wad...............


~.~

BO BA A BO?




insane mii ....................


sometime i dont know whos the real mii?
emo mi ?
or
hapi mi?

WEIRD...


i dunoe what am i feeling now........

weird?
lost?
strange?..
cryinggg?....

PICTURES MAY BE POST by TML or LATER

"people are all the same
& we only get judged by what we do.
personality reflects name.
& if i'm ugly, then so are you."


jia you RAINING STONES for tml band contest.
jia you HARRY for tml campus superstar contest..


feeling weird


thinking about some things....


remember i will there for you if any one of you need mi....
..thats a promise ...........





LAO PO JIA YOU!!!



left biology homeworkk.......

HEARING THAT FROM YOUR OWN MUM.....
wont that shatter your heart?

DUN EVEN SHOW BASIC TRUST AND RESPECT

......wth..........
sucks

feeling so unsure......
..somethings dun seem to be...


why can people with no blood connection wif mi can even treat mi better than people who have blood connection, those who even know me for a much morelonger period of time?
i dunoee.......


i seem to have everything...
but why am i stil questioning myself
"m i lackin something? "

why is my life......so....messy....
..and only revolving around schools and friends?


why is there a slight resentment to the word "home"?




why other people home seem to be more joyous?


is it all my fault?

is time and age just consuming our relations ?

.....haiz


is changes...really needed.....?


everything is breaking down
....
no one is there to glue them together.....
wad can we do?.....
NOTHING...
let it rot?
...
no...
we will have to preserve it...............

Hello!!...
this morning again got shoot!
but o well......
just wan to get out of house as early as i can.

SP AND AUDREY accompany me to school..
XIE XIE...
took some picturess..
walkin up from break...
historyFAILED...9/25 T.T

blurr...cos i move my hand T.T ^^ milaaa

serene so cuteeee!!

after the lecture

went to audrey huse..

i veri high wor..cos dunoe wad might hapen

yilong veri stress bahh.

dun dare look into camera^^

hehe..hp? wan call for help?

blurrr....in audrey huse le....hand move again-.-

the food we was supose to eat...

lolz..

LALAAAAA

dunid go emath :D

i hate being myself......
i hate everything about myself.......
i hate it

CRYIN REALY SUCK
.....
y cant i jus be strong...........
y mus i always be protected.......

WHAT YOU SAID ALWAYS HURT ME
dun u freakin noe?

.........................................
mummi ? -.-
......................................
aiyo......
i dunoeee !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

750
bio is so hard
only manage to finish a few pages.......
tink tml i will hav to start emath le..

lalaaa~~


mummi throwin her temper agaiinn
shootin arrows everywhere and to everyone

luckily my brother not at home......
headache.....
.

haizzz ........

shuld sms now mah??
hmm

changed my skin and song!
well de song is mix japanese and english languages? lolz
:P
rest com le
:D

BOOOOOOOOOO~~~~ Ghostly eint is here to blog...dun mind my ghostly appearances
today went for history n ss remidal...
learnt
housing in singapore from the past till now?
what is cold war?
what factors causes cold war?


air-conditioner makes mi cold >.<

released at 11am went to classroom and do hmw...

heres pictures of the home work(really was bored /sianz therefore..lolz)

OVERBORED..

therefore

took pictures of the white board-.-

YEAH i dun have emath remidal :D

ah..now they are studyin bahhh....

hehe..finish le

i carry on takin photos like a child who never see BAGS before

ivone bag..

audrey bag

yi long bag

of course we also held some discussion ..

FOR THE SO CALLED BATTLE OF LOVE (i name it tat way)

must jia you worr!!

walk home with audrey..

chit chattin

but the scorching sun cause us to sweat like...sweaty people?

>.<

waitin for audrey to be onlinee.

reach home...
i cant stop my growing habit / burning passion? for photograph.

.therefore
i found 5 lovely greeenie model to pose for me

FAMILY portrait?


programme for today

perhaps change my blogskin?

rush my biology 30 pages of homework?

chit chatin?

>> how i wish i can follow that >>

lets go for a commercial break :D