feeling so unsure......
..somethings dun seem to be...


why can people with no blood connection wif mi can even treat mi better than people who have blood connection, those who even know me for a much morelonger period of time?
i dunoee.......


i seem to have everything...
but why am i stil questioning myself
"m i lackin something? "

why is my life......so....messy....
..and only revolving around schools and friends?


why is there a slight resentment to the word "home"?




why other people home seem to be more joyous?


is it all my fault?

is time and age just consuming our relations ?

.....haiz


is changes...really needed.....?


everything is breaking down
....
no one is there to glue them together.....
wad can we do?.....
NOTHING...
let it rot?
...
no...
we will have to preserve it...............