2dae..
went to watch movie..
b4 watchin mood alreadi veri down...
some notice
some nid others to tel
back home then i noe my dad scold mi is bcos he scare i come home too late then mum will scold mi again...touched ..even though he wanna b cool dadi..but I LOVE HIM MUACKS dadi..
haiz....
life is changin?
i lied to myself
i dunwanna let myself noe that u chose them over mi..
but y mus u sae it out.....i dunwanna noe..
i noe they are veri veri important.....but pls dun sae u choose them over mi.....
veri hurtin..... maybe i wastoo emotionally weak
please dun sae u belong to mi.......im not ur master...
i rather u treat mi transparent all de time...
then suddenly good then suddenly cold.....
i m not a toy....
i m cryin...AGAIN...
y mus i be the one crying...
it was never ur fault...
tis is de taste of rejection.....
maybe one dae..total freedom would b the bes..
freedom to let u do anithin u like .....
dunwanna let anione worri again ..includin you......
perhaps too much stress n chocolate make mi have pimple breakout..
sad?..
still left bio
hard......
dunoe how 2 do...
haiz..
WAD A BABI U ARE, CELESTINE!
lalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
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