human beings will jus hold on to some things when they noe its goin to be lost...or gone...
before that...they would only take that for granted..HUMAN BEINGS always take things for granted...
once they know they going to lose stuff they used to have..
they try hard to hold it..using excuses...using so call "sweet" talk..
if they suceed..they will count themselves lucky..and slowly the process of caring stop...the cycle start all over again..
if they fail..they will use illusions or lie to themselves..."I have tried..its just that it do not wan to stay..so i let it go..from more pain."
crying will be all that they will do..everyone would hate the thing or stuff that had want to leave..
they would then forget....
no one knows that...its human beings that first mistreated it...
the thing or stuff...have already use up all its power and soul to lie to themselves..thinking that human beings still love them...
the lies....turned painful when they realise that....love have end..or love never even started ...
some still willing to believe...but....its all too late...
letting go something you do not have in the begining would be more painful...
ending would b so different from what they think in the begining...
the thing or stuff will have to live with the pain...
what about typical human beings?
...human beings would therefore give themselves a chance.."Haiz...she or he have leave mi..what am i going to do.....maybe i need another relationship to heal my wounds?"
happily...they went to find one...get one....love one...hurt one...
but its a neverending cycle....sadly everything will leave...
humans never will learn their lesson...being alone is their punishment..
theres no such excuses as "friends do not want me".."family giv up on mi"..
being sad....is just to seek attention..yea...i m an attention seeker...wad ever...

choices...
human beings have alot of choices..
what they want?
who they want?
sometime..theres is no choice...wad u left is ...yourself....
sadness?
ONE MILLION PEOPLE OUT INTHE WORLD is olso feeling the same way like you do....
what are you trying to do?
suicide?
if one is sad then use death..
its so unfair to death...
love everything!


i am so weird..i actually wrote something like tat to scold myself...
little vocabulary...
but o well..writing can relieve some pain....