2dae de mos cham WORKIN DAE i ever had
collect $60 ONLI
de boss like wan scold mi ....T.T
aiya..
sori hor GALS..
..my work is like tat walk here walk there
if work is easy then is not cal work liaoz...
can on de way exercise wad ...
not bad ah?


ren will ren de

i pick up a few words...
...got influenced!!
dunoe is gd words or bad words?

life stil have to go on...

"Friends are God way of apologizing for our Family"
by unknown person

i reali do treasure my friends
so i wont let ani..ani of them get hurt..
so dun come hurtin my frens
dun go insult them

reali am stress..
c my pimples then u noe le

...wad 2 do..
HATE IT WHEN U SAE THOSE THINGS
y lei?
y cant u jus...understand mi?
trust mi...?
y lei......
dun ask mi chose ...
pls..dun force mi....

i wore a mask in de mornin..
pretend 2 b hapi..
but y..when at nite...
my mask jus drop...
y lei...
y mus i always cry..........
wad else can i do....

Narsism Laws:
Path 103 - Good guys are either:
1. Taken
2. Gay
3. Dead
4. Lost but not found...
5. *New Addition!* Animated
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
lame...dunoe where find de..-.-



sianx & stress

who dares tink abt de future?
mayb things wont go de way they are...
mayb things realli did go de way they are..
treasure de present..
missin de past..
lookin foward to de future...
ok..mayb not reali lookin forward
jus wanna 2 noe wad de future might hold


..hahaaa =.= tokin crap again...
listenin to My Chemical Romance "I'm not Okay"
old song ah? not sure leii...
go crazy !!


pimple outbreak
YEAH again!!
mos ugliest person YEAH!!!!!!!!!
haha...my ic olso veri de ugly YEAH!
ugly ugly ugly~~

no comment..
dunoe wad 2 do lalalaaaaaaaaa
workin not bad la...
at leas can keep my mind off sum things
but kinda tired........
..mature~mature~.....
haiz....
LALALALALALLAAA

Artist: The Veronicas
Song: Heavily Broken
Album: The Secret Life of the of the Veronicas
Everyday I sit here waiting
Everyday just seems so long
And now I've had enough of all the hating
Do we even care, it's so unfair
Any day it'll all be over
Any day there's nothing new
And now I just try to find some hope
To try and hold onto
And it starts again
It'll never end
I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
It just seems like I'm chokingAnd I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do
Almost giving up on trying
Almost heading for a fall
And now I'm screaming
I've gotta keep on fighting
But then again
It doesn't end
I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
It just seems like I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do?
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do
And there's nothing I can do
Feels like I'm drowning
I'm screaming for air(Screaming for air)
Louder I'm crying
And you don't even care
I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Could you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move(What can I do)
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken
I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you doI'm heavily broken [x3]

what do you expect mi to do?..
broken..so damn broken

hurt again
giv mi a break..
please..
really..no point hangin on since u said tat
i am stil a weakling...my heart would still get hurt de
will get broken de
let mi heal...



ivone blog de song..is veri veri de nice...
I NOT MISSING YOU
especially de lyrics..
rox my socks!

wa seh...second dae..
yeah..broke my record...
but..ya..haiz..tired...
luckily got ppl rootin for mi..
.rest assure...
i will b strong de..
thx jaylet..
mayb u cant read tis but..yeah..wad u said..reali..
ya..make mi retink myself as a person..
thx..i will stay strong..dun b a weakling like las time le :D
tml mus jia you...

...HELP
those who angry dun angry
those who fed up dun fed up
those who unhapi dun unhapi
those who sad dun sad

~.~

not feeling too well either...
haiz..
how lei?

GUYS IN SINGAPORE
you ppl shuld consider urself as lucky
if u guys life in new guinea
wa....u guys would actually die..
by becomin a "man"
u guys have 2 endure 100 scars
all made usin razor knife
de age range is frm 11-30 yrs old
once de first cut is made...theres no turnin back
they will contiue 2 cut
n de bigger de cut de better seh...
pain olso still nid 2 contiue..
no numb medicine could b use..
de ppl there thought tat scars are a symbol of de crocodile
scale...
n tis is olso let de mother blood in u flow out ..
cos when u are born..u have ur mum blood so..if u wan 2 b a real man
u have 2 let de blood flow out...waa...eek
myth?tradition? urgh....pain la..
waa..painful..
wif sum much blood..
urgh..
CONSIDER URSELF LUCKY man!!!

afternoon went to sch n bought one txtbk..
de security guard scared mi..
sae GD MORNIN so loudly..
but like tat kinda friendly?
but i onli bow back..

wa...now then i noe vone veri pro in telling
COLD JOKES..
tml no one NOONE can ps us...
>.< or fridae de newspaper headline would b
one student suicide lolz:P
reali la...all canot ps...

omg..
i realli nid anger management
>.<
tis few dae i get angry so fas..n sumtime its over small matter...
omg..
i shuld drink more coolin tea?
if i scolded some of u withouth a reason..so sori..
>.< i gettin older influences by teng
>.< old ppl get angry faster?
dunoee...
LOVE U GALS ..muack

stress dae
found a freakin job..
hope everything will go well..

wad 2 do..................
wad 2 do....................
wad 2 do........................

anione can teach mi?

yeah...FRIENDS :D
ok..now i mus treasure every single one even more...more than las time..
LOVE U PEOPLE

waa...
watched Ep 01 of Hana Kimi
omg..so cute...
but wad a pity..jiro is a third party as usual
o well he is cute aniway
ella...hmm sometime have too mani expression
on her face...
but ALSO VERI DE CUTEEE
we zun ..cool guy !!
cute cast
mus watch !!

...
tink i did wrong...
make alot of ppl angry...
haiz...
sorii..

most ppl is feeling depress..
includin mi .
wad a sad holidae..
everyone mus jia you..jia you!

i nid anger management
PLEASE
wad de hell can i do?

dun care animore le

nothin happen

my life jus sucks

i jus dun tink ..
no wonder i cant save it

I DUNWAN TO LOSE ANITHIN

i wan to try one more time..
i wan 2 save it...

歌名：会有那么一天 (There will be a day)
歌手：林俊杰
一九四三
1943
世界大战
World War
阿嬷年轻的时候
When grandma was young
爷爷爱她那么多
Grandpa loves her so
他们感情很深
They love each other deeply
但是爷爷
But grandpa
身负重任
Bears a heavy responsibility
就在离乡的那夜
The night he was due to leave town
给了阿嬷一个吻
He gave grandma a kiss
轻声说到
Softly he said
我要离去
I am leaving
别再哭泣
Don't cry anymore
不要伤心
Don't be sad
请你相信我 要等待
Please trust me, and wait
我的爱 陪你永不离开
My love will accompany you and will never ever leave you
因为会有那么一天
Because there will be a day
我们牵着手在草原
We will hold hands on the grass fields
听鸟儿歌唱的声音
Listening to the sounds of birds singing
听我说声 我爱你
Listening to me saying, I Love You
夕阳西下
Under the sunset
鸟儿回家
The birds have returned home
阿嬷躺 在病床上
Grandma lies on her sick bed
呼吸有一点散漫
breathing slightly weak
眼神却很温柔
But gentleness was in her eyes
看着爷爷
Looks at grandpa's
湿透的眼
Tears welled eyes
握着他粗糙的手
Holding on to his rough hands
阿嬷的泪水开始流
Grandma's tears started to flow
轻声说道
Softly she said
我要离去
I am leaving
别再哭泣
Don't cry anymore
不要伤心
Don't be sad
请你相信我 要等待
Please trust me, and wait
我的爱 陪你永不离开
My love will accompany you and will never ever leave you
因为会有那么一天
Because there will be a day
我们牵着手在草原
We will hold hands on the grass fields
听鸟儿歌唱的声音
Listening to the sounds of birds singing
听我说声 我爱你
Listening to me saying, I Love You

nice song..nice lyrics..
tis song actually made mi believe theres true love in tis world for a few mins
even if they are not together ..their heart is connected..
sweet..too sweet...
too good to be true
..
ok nxt time dun off handphone le
after ppl tink i is tryin to avoid or wad..
dunwan 2 be mistaken for de wrong idea
..
lack of understandin n trust n communication..
what 2 do?

after i watch s.h.e de Bu xiang zuo ni de peng you
de mv..
i wonder y sum countries dun allow gays or lesbians
even if allowin it means de population would decrese
but every human have de rights to love wad they wanna love.
..
tis make mi wanna c a gay couple ..
surely will support their love de
..
tryin out an experiment..off my hp for 2dae..
c if i can survive..
no smes n calls..
..
thinkin abt sum stuff..
some things reali too fragile le..
perhaps tat was my greatest mistake
if it didnt happen..would it remain perfect?
will life b perfect like de past?
was de past even perfect?
..
sometimes it hurts to understand
it hurts to know the truth...
the real cruel painful **** truth..
..
i finally learnt my lesson

n i tink i goin 2 fail my english le
n i nid 2 slow down my typin..

flag dae
..rejected alot of time 2dae T.T
sum even sae i fake de......
haiz..adults ...

we walk from city hall to bugis
than stay there till 3 plus
in between bought irene back 2 city hall by FOOT
cos she goin home le
then sit mrt wif jocelyn back to city hall
jocelyn too hardworkin le loh..
mus stop her..hmm
then we saw ms tay...so happi.. :D
so chit chat chit chat

then went to suntec (<< like tat spell?)
change home clothes
then yeah..ivone scare us lohh....keep sayin wan go home..
we havent event buy pressie for her..
the shop at second floor loh..so we cant prevent her from goin home
so top record 10 min or more bought 3 thingy for her
then received jes phone sae ivone go home liaoz...
then wa..
but when we went back 2 de third floor..
we saw VONE...-.-
ok so we gav her de 3 pressie we bought
n receive a smile n a thanks:D

leg pain leg pain..then found a place 2 sit..
sit sit sit...then hazel siewteng n i went 2 do more cip
aud vone jes joce jus sit there
but veri fas then we done cos we put our own money in T.T

giv de bag back..then..went 2 eat ljs
but i onli eat a packet of french fries..
aud nvr eat anithin so we went out n walk around..
then they done eatin le.gav us a ring.then went homee...
crowded>.< both in mrt n in bus
reach home n got nag without fail
got use le~

so tis de journey of de 18 NOVEMBER flag dae...

dunoe wad 2 sae...
y mus sum ppl react tat way..
pushin them too hard?
i dunoe..but since they dun wan...dun care
y shuld i care?
tryin so hard..yet nothin..

花樣少年少女..hopefuli would get uploaded in utube..wan 2 watch ella cute acting

hmm
if i ever manage to heal my heart..
wont it feel empty?
cos when it was broken..everything jus drop out..
m i empty now?


芮恩---白色羽毛
庭院中　你栽种的法国梧桐
迎着风　弥漫着你离开的苦衷
公园里　那吉普赛的儿童给我个神秘笑容
一股莫名的感动
命运相同
墙上依旧悬挂那幅候鸟越冬
这房间我看不出什么被移动
白色的　羽毛飘动尘封的　过去解冻
不再去　重温旧梦是我的　一贯作风
白色的　羽毛被风吹动静静的　飘落人群之中
我目送　你的珍重表情里　没有笑容
白色的　羽毛飘动轻轻的　飘向天空留不住　
你的时空我选择　就此放松
羽毛　在我的手中
那伤心　没有想像的重
我始终　不够冲动
对于梦

nice song..
thx james for sendin mi :D

..Ou Qian Yu Sheila 欧千瑜 one of de female contestant
is..from BLSS-.-
..hope she actually would win...
...
ok...wads gone is gone...
i tried..but...
.....life stil have 2 go on...

thx 2 everyone..who comfort mi...thx..

if theres a cryin marathon or wadever it is spelled
i sure win de...

不要爱我的人再担心我 !

thx to those who stil care abt tis dead person..
audrey,ivone,hazel,shimin,shang jie n james..n my bro
thx..

the res..dun notice or dun care or busy or waadever..
nvm...

if u really are angry...then hate mi onli..
pls dun hate de others..
all my fault ok...

hate mi..y not everyone hate mi...

the dae i lost de mos precious thing of my life...
...once de bond was lost...nothin else matter animore...
nothin....i jus another person...
sori ppl...celestine is DEAD....
sum ppl would cheer .....
sum would even feel hapi...
but all of tis dun matter..nth...matter.....

i m jus being emo....but ...heart pain....i reali nid it..
nth...nth..

smiles are gone...
those who love mi...like mi...care for mi..
dun pin too much hopes on mi....
i m nth le...

change bah...i m worthless

...dun angry...pls le..
not we planned de...pls dun assume..
pls listen to our explaination..

found out my face got rashes..urghh
c le scared scared..redred de...eek...
itchy yet cant scratch
dunwan 2 go out de...but
yeah..since nid 2 buy 2 present.n nvr went to vivo city before ..so went out

while we are waitin for the late comers
audrey n shimin walk or u can sae run to jp to escape a person who is askin people 2 do survey..left mi n vone.declinin..then we walk into jp..
we bought drinks n we saw an auntie veri de familliar dunoe where we see her before

after the late comers came..long trip...
went 2 vivo city...
to run away from quarrels n troubles...n for de gifts
quite big..reali can go missin de
watched the dunoe wads de name..covaent? or coveant?
who cares abt de tittle....de show is..cool jus tat..
it shuld b rated M18 instead of PG...wanna noe y? go watch bah..
dunoe who ask go watch de seh...
other than sum scene..i like the part where their whole eye went black
so nice>.<

...i love de rooftop the most..bcos can play water..
*childish* but hey before u make tat comment...everyone was relaxin ..forgettin abt de
stressful life ...quite fun...but was all wet..
wet wet wet..
reached home at 9pm...of cos got scolded by my parents as usual..
but..at leas de trip was fun...n let mi relax abit bah....
hope theres a next time

why people are able to kill those who they once love before?
hmm was doin an article on de model murder case..
life is so wa....
to actually bomb a person u once love...
will u feel de pain?
de love had been forgotten?
how can it even b forgotten?
hatred?
fadin through time?
haiz....wad are human beings thinkin?
maybe bombin is a faster n painless way to die?
hmmmm




o dear...i forgot.....stil got chinese tys.....T.T
so mani hmwwww...........lolz...haiz..
slowly slowly do bahh...

"it's always all right in the end, if it isn't all right, then it isn't the end."

ok done 5 newspaper article...
done pure bio hmw..
done phy wrkbk homework..

left phy tys
9 more newspaper article
4 book review
2 film review
1 documentry review
3 sets of math hmw..
wa...so mani lolz>.<
yy no one invent a machine which can help ppl do hmw??
>.<

"一个人一生可以爱几次?"
"一次."
"为什么有人爱了又爱?"
"只有一次是真的,那人心中明白,其余都是伪装的."
by 流浪

i tink tis IS truth...
only the heart noes the answer..

survey
"wad do u prefer: hurtful truth or beautiful lies?"
ah..so mani ans...
but mos ppl chose truth....truth hurts..reality hurts..
cool...reasons like lies are more painful than truth &
tis is a world of reality...etc etc

why no one chose lies?
hmm...thought human are scare of gettin themselves hurt...
but ..they chose to noe de truth...is tat wad they name as being "brave"?

...........sorri 2 those who i scolded ytd....
wan scold mi back olso can...sori...
n those who i make them angry...sorii..
sori to those who i nvr was there when they needed mi..
if u feel upset or sad or angry....sori..
my fault la~
so i shuld die earlier

"selfish ppl became selfish because..they jus wan 2 get wad they wan...thats not reali selfish"
~mi....

i dont like ppl who insult my character..
dun like mi then dun tok 2 mi..
may i die faster :D


thx for being part of my life
treasure every of my frens..LOVE YA GUYS :D
muacks~


pls dun anihow insult ppl..especially my frens...
kinda disappointed in sum ppl..
yeah..so disappointed...

i jus hope one nuclear bomb will jus drop n everyone will go hell
everyone will suffer

watched project superstar..yeah..not bad..
especially that lady who come back for de second yr..
tat..auntie? errr sori i m veri rude>.<
haiz..
dunoe wad 2 study for bio spa....
photosynthesis? hmm dunoe..
hopefully can pass :D
2 more daes :D then holidae leeeeehhhh~
expect for that 15 n 18 november thingy..
goin 2 have a break....goin 2 change my self...
slim down? hmm...maybe..hopefully..must..lolz..
want to have a mature kinda character lolz..
n i wan 2 grow taller...mus at leas reach 165cm T.T
now..lesser pimple outbreak....so cool :D
but yeah..stil got.-.-
pls brain be more smarter>.< nxt yr goin 2 be a tough ride
there is piles of hmw waitin for uu
and i want to be happpy...i mean realli hapi...so tat i wont upset anione
i know....
LOVE U PEOPLE(famili&frens)
TREASURE EVERYONE OF UU..hope u people treasure mi too :D
and pls dun ever hurt mi..THXX

"I think sometimes when you love someone so much, you have to be numb to it, because if you actually felt how much you loved them, it would kill you."
~unknown person

yeahh..so true....it would kill...cos when u realise that u love tat person too much..u wont even giv a damn for urself ....when he or she jus leave....o...tats so pain...so beware of love .
~negative comment abt love~^^


"Never let someone you love get away... tell them you love them... tell them
how you feel... just say "Hello, how are you?" to them... say anything... for you never know if you will ever get the chance to again... "
~unknown people

grab that special sumone...dun scare of losin..u might even win de game of love ..at leas try...so that u wont live in regrets
p.s ESPECIALLY YOU..you noe who u are
~positive comment of love~^^


.

ahhh
watched goong
"whats de fastest way to heaven?"
first must noe how 2 reach hell faster lolz..
lammeeee

phone bill $90 plus sehh...>.<
kana scold...nvm,....relaz...:D

wish that time can go by faster..
so that i can skip and forget every unhappy memories..
hmm...hope i can reach 18 yrs old....
cos mayb i too emo le..after go suicide lolz..touchwood
hopefully..i wont...n eventually get 2 go 2 de after 10yrs
class outing...tat seem pathetic long...

feeling:mixed
tml got 4 period of math..waa...so "COOL"
o welll......does not make a difference...
stil nid 2 go sch...same routine all dae long...
wish sumthin goood happen n make changes 2 de regular
routine...

hmm 2dae?
nothing much happen...
hmm let mi c...
ok 2dae first time woke up at 12noon plus in
6 months
hmm....chat wif frens...do hmw...
hopefully later.....nothin bad would happen
cos i nvr sense ani comin...
computer YOU MUS JIA YOU..
dun care abt de virus u got ..
i will try n destroy it for u :D
count on mi:D

everyone mus jia you~~
in everything ...no matter frenship or famili or hmw or love..
JIA YOU~ canot giv up :D

..another pathetic dae...
hmw havent finish...
sum problems..
i hope everyone around would b happi
n get wad they wan...
folo ur heart~

urgh..sick..
scolded...again n again..
headache....
sick stil got scolded..
lucky got my frens...
at leas they care...
she dun even giv a damn...
she shuld noe y i treasure my frens more le bah..
i reali cant take it animore...
n now she sae she wan 2 cancel my hp line..
y mus she destroy everything i have?

heart pain...
i noe what shes goin through now...but
she dunid...2 flare almos everytime..
ya...treat mi as invisible...
i dun understand...
tis is one of de reason tat y sumtime
i jus wan 2 get out of tis freaky home...
its jus too much...

great..eyes pain liaoz...
cry too much liaoz...
i m such a pathetic soul
......useless mi...
cant even finish my hmw..wth...pathetic...

Jesse McCartney - Beautiful Soul

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul, yeah
You might need time to think it over
But im just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon lets try
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know if you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You beautiful soul, yeah

...sick lolz...
solved one problem:D
but..omg..2dae...sucks seh...
broke one pipette n conical flask..
.T.T sad...abit guilty...
nvm...slowly it wil lbe back 2 normal