HAPPY NEW YEAR.....
should b sleepin now...
reali canot...i nid 2 sleep...
cos my sms pok le..so canot wish ppl hapi new year...
so can onli use tag!!!
2dae was fun.....
because can see HER & HIM & THEM(??)
HER:BU YAO SAD!! THEY SHOULD B ABLE TO UNDERSTAND
HIM:HOPEFULI FOREVER :D :D will de bahh :D
THEM:wadever u wish ..u people sure can get it if u try..

2dae went 2 boon lay countdown
before that went to serene huse..


wrote our wishes on a ballon n let it go when time strike 12!!
HOPE it will come true!!

firsttime c fireworks so near...and first time see wif u people...
surely will be in my memories forever... :D

well..2007 might no seem as bad as i thought it would be...
hope everyone would b hapi n i get to have all my wishes come true.....
well.....everyone wishes olso come true bah :D


HAPPI 2007!

>.< tml new year eve..
HOPE A NEW YEAR MARKS A NEW BEGINING OF A GOOD LIFE

SMS POK LEH!~
please call rather than sms...
internet connection veri veri slow...
veri veri lag..
BUT MAY GOD BLESS THOSE IN TAIWAN (TAI NAN)
hope everyone of them is alright!!!!!!

anithin4?
lolz...
stil abit stress...
but dunwanna make u wori......



take care to all those i loved!!

26 december...
important date..
MELVIN Birthday.......
took neoprints.... :D
:D
...
done 1 film review...
but o well.....stil got piles of hmw...

remember the promises we made...
dun ever ever forgot about it......

hope i made de right choice..
hope it wont be fake...........
HOPE HOPE...

a new begining?.....

happy B-DAE MELVIN~~
wish u have everlasting happiness...

had a slight flu..

MAY GOD BLESS THEM..

chirstmas...
hohoho...
bought my my socks n pencil box(veri veri big)..for 2 bucks niaaaa..........
POK....no money le.....
i kinda enjoy chirstmas..but somethings jus make mi sad....
haiz...
hope everyone enjoyed their chirstmas....
:D ...no :D nono :D

logcake nice nice....to eat n to look
hm...
thx Santa for making sum of my wishes come true .....
...THX...




thx to those who cared or loved mi this year...THX THX...
realli appreciate u people...thx...

tml is melvin b-dae ... :D
~.~

ok las post before i go offline..
hmm..saw a fren nick..
o...chirstmas...
hmm..who to spend with is veri important to sum?
isit?...
.......but...not everyone can spend it with de one they want.....
a pity?...
but if got..fate....n destiny.....surely can de.....
to sum...JIA YOU...
jia you to mi olso-.-

.........wad .......craps i wrote........

another post..
told u i m in de mood of writing..
sometimes...
it doesnt matter if i exist in tis world or not..
imagine...in class theres no "celestine"..
less one weird freak..
in de world...less one celestine..
theres still 1000000000 of other celestine..
i m reali not tat important...haizzzzz
should i even ask de question
"WHAT AM I TO U?".....

a nobody?
a friend?



~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
1 hr 40 mins left 2 chirstmas..

hm...hurts...
hmm.....
theres always a limit bah...
gettin hurt is painful..
n de disadvantages is tat u will become fragile..n u cant get use 2 pain.....
wad kind of deal is tat?
wads de use of always getting hurt?
wads de use of hurtin others?
being hurt emotionally n mentally..
wads de stupid **** use of livin?

....
o...m an angry kid...

girls kissin lips to lips...
lesbian act?
but..cant normal gals-frens kiss?
as..
"kissing is most commonly an expression of affection"
....haiz...
i m so lame..
chirstmas...
SANTA
i WISH for...******** * **** ..*** n **** ****** *** * ***** n *********** ** ** ***** *** **** n ***** ***** n ********* **** ******* **** *** n ** ** *** ** **** **** *** *** n ** *** *** ** ** ******
n my emath mus pass..
n my parents will understand mi more..
n dunid to wori about money matters..
n no more freaky problems
n i wish 2 be truely happi..truely cared for...truely love for who i am!
n may GOD bless everyone i love :D

.....................
i m a greedy freak........................
but o well....dun tink all will come true...

.....
2 hr 27 mins left to chirstmas..
clock time is provided from my computer

............

DO NOT NAME MI AS A THING OR STUFF

mood currently is complicated...
not hapi not angry not sad?
veri hapi+veri sad...
moody bah

...........
..2dae mornin jiu go malaysia...
hm...went there shopin.....
mostly wad i nid 2 buy alreadi bought...
stil left some...
then comin home back on train ..
saw jessle :D
finally reach boon lay ..
then my dad go buy stuff from ntuc..
my mum n mi went home first..
but..realised.aiyo....we dun have huse key wor...
so...stil have 2 wait for my dad..
still reach home safety...
where my bro?
where did he go?
=.=
celebrate chirstmas eve wif his frens...
wish him have fun ...
.........

chirstmas countdown?...
o well....dunoe...c later...
later then rite more bah.....

...................
"Wish I could press rewind
Turn back the hands of time"

anithing3...aiyo......
hm...
hmw havent finish...
tml chirstmas eve..
season of givin..
bought perfume knee guard...n ******
.....abit pok...
.........
..............
.................
......................

will it even be better if it doesnt even started?
end end~...
remember can save anithin?
abit angry lolz...BUT if its fated..then ...o..


LIFE ALWAYS UNFAIR..
we just to accept it...
if everything is fair....life would b so..boring...m sadistic?
no use............
angry? piss off? sad? moody?
theres surely more to life than de unfair-ness........



wad else can we human beings do?

can one fren buy a adidas basketball shoes tat cost $149 for another fren without a motive?

please appreciate me!!!
dun treat my concern as craps......

change my blogskin again...o well.....hope its nice now...
"So since I'm not your everything
How about I'll be nothing? nothing at all to you"

o well....hopefuli nth....bad will happen again...
but...lifes unfair...
perhaps ...sumthin bad will hapen again...mayb in a few seconds?
mayb in a few daes?...
dunoe...life in a mess..
아냐, 거짓말이야널 지울 수 없어

is changes realli tat important?

change my blogskin after one sleepless night..thinkin abt everything..
i change my song too..PLAY IT...its jus below de taggie board
..i overreacted..
y shuld i care so much when one has make up their mind?
care so much in de end get hurt again..
i m jus another busybody..
nxt time i wont even care...
since you tink its rite then its rite..
wan change then change loh..
EVERYONE IS CHANGIN..
changin season ?
ok nxt yr is goin to be real bad..
NOTHIN MATTERS ANIMORE RITE?

my attitude is gettin real bad..
MY WORLD IS JUST SH!T
why cant i jus drop dead?
o well who actually cares if i m dead or alive?
MAY GOD BLESS THOSE THAT SHOULD BE ALIVE IN TIS CHAOS WEIRD WORLD


......i m jus.........an................
...idiot...dummy.....

Lyrics For Too Little Too Late
Come with me, stay the night
You say the words but boy it don't feel right
What do you expect me to say
(You know it's just too little too late)
You take my hand, and you say you've changed
But boy you know your beggin' don't fool me
Because to you it's just a game
(You know it's just too little too late)
So let me on down
Cause time has made me strong
I'm starting to move on
I'm gonna say this now
Your chance has come and gone
And you know
It's just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can't wait
Boy you know all the right things to say
(You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway
(You know it's just too little too late)
I was young and in love
I gave you everything but it wasn't enough
And now you wanna communicate
(You know it's just too little too late)
Go find someone else
In lettin you go, I'm lovin myself
You gotta problem
But don't come askin me for help
Cause ya know it's just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can't wait
Boy you know all the right things to say
(You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway
(You know it's just too little too late)
I can love with all of my heart baby
I know I have so much to give
(I have so much to give)
With a player like you, I don't have a prayer
That's the way to live, yeah oh
It's just too little too late
Yeeeeeeah!!!
It's just too little, too late
Yeah it's just too little too late
A little too wrongAnd I can't wait
Boy you know all the right things to say
(You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway
(You know it's just too little too late)
...............................................................



o...give mi another bad dae..
make my life more worst will you?

ok..REOPEN OF MY FREAKY BLOG WITHOUT CHANGIN DE SKIN ...
alot of memories..
alot of care..
alot of protection..
alot of love...
alot of hatred..
alot of pain..
i received tis yr.......

reali hate to end 2006...
my life can b made into a drama..
full of ups n downs..

homework havent finish..
havent study for CAs fot nxt yr...
havent reach 150 kg..

hope my life would stil go on
i reali dun wish 2 have a sad 2007..
i dunwan ani hurtings...ani betray..

is love reali onli a feeling ?

"hey everyone this blog is temporary close !!!!! No other reason just wanna close for the time being so you all can don't need to come to my blog liao !!!!!!!!!".................................
copi from joyce
but reali...close awhile..
noone will be disappointed so no harm done

天使情人 [Angel Lover]
new idol drama...
MING DAO
o..too bad..cant sae wads de show abt...
watch it bah

胡哥 -六月的雨
一场雨把我困在这里
你冷漠的表情
会让我伤心
六月的雨
就是无情的你
伴随着点点滴滴
痛击我心里oh~
我不相信你不是故意的
却为何把我丢弃在风雨里oh~
我不忍心也不想背叛你
惟有默默等你回心转意
我没有放弃也不会离你而去
哪怕要分开我依然等你
我全心全意等你的消息
终会有一天你会相信我我爱你
一场雨把我困在这里
你冷漠的表情会让我伤心
六月的雨就是无情的你
伴随着点点滴滴痛击我心里oh~
我不相信你不是故意的却为何把我丢弃在风雨里oh~
我不忍心也不想背叛你
惟有默默等你回心转意
我没有放弃也不会离你而去
哪怕要分开我依然等你
我全心全意等你的消息
终会有一天你会相信我我爱你
(一场雨想念你在我的心中都不可比拟你走后什么都已经消失在风雨)

ah..one of my fave classic...
thx james for sendin mi..
hmmm meaningful lyrics...
but ...lolz....is it true anot?

i guess life would be alright..
ups n downs..
..homework still havent finish..take it slow bah..

changed my blogskin..
edit a few things..
song nice mah?
i dun understand my feelings...
feelings are too sacred ..
..so hard to understand
but i still know whats right..whats wrong..
somethings will always be a mistake..
dun ask mi who judged it as a mistake..
cos it should b...it IS a mistake
so...had to correct tis mistake ..
...
....
craps again..



friends forever :D
jia you everyone~ especially chipp
:D

BIG JERK
tats wad describe mi now..
i tink....i m..useless...to solve anithin..
haiz..
hurt alot of ppl around mi......
includin those i love....
wad to do?

she treat mi as a stranger...
wad to do.........
wad MUST i do..

too much drama for mi to take it
ytd was a emo freak -.-
ok..2dae eyes abit sore...
crying freak >.<
thx thx...
luckily got u ppl de support :D
thx for being part of my life

i m a useless person...
even my own parents olso hate mi..
imagine ur own parents sae dun treat u as their son or daughter
...wad to do...
maybe shes right..i should not have come to earth..
nth....
......

cryin n sick
m i lucky or wad?

maybe i dun deserve anithin...
i dunoe....
reali dunoe..
life in a mess...

靜靜的 。。 遺留了一點痕跡

thx...

i kinda hate myself..
dunoe..for no reason?

FLU ahh....>.< water="medicine">.<
will be quite nice bah..

is love really tat good?
is love really tat bad?

if i can just turn back time...

temper getttin bad
ah..becomin a bomb..
5...4...3...2..1...BOMB

waa...ok...thursdae mus stay tune to SECRETS OF THE SEXES
...for documentary review..
a short introduction to de show
"You may be surprised to learn that there are 412 different human emotions. But if you’re a woman this might be obvious. Women are said to be better at distinguishing between the fleeting expressions that cross our faces every day. Men are typically ‘systemisers’. That is they’re better at investigating how a system works. They like to get deeply involved in activities such as car repair, computing or building up an extensive music collection. However, many men and women have a ‘brain sex’ that differs from their gender. And that’s where it starts to get really interesting... Engaging new three-part series, Secrets of the Sexes, destroys myths and uncovers some startling new truths about the real differences between men and women. With human trials involving everything from go-karting to speed dating and finding your perfect partner, the result is a hilarious, provocative, informative and entertaining journey through the surprising science that separates the sexes."

cool rite? i missed de first episode..

hmm can a man have a "woman" brain?
can a woman have a "man" brain?

ok
MONDAE stay at home
n finish up a few homework!!!

listenin to S club 7
never had a dream come true
ah..old song...but not bad

change my blog song into
No Secrets-I'll Remember You
hope its nice for u ppl..

2dae went out wif company ppl..
..okok loh...

kana scolded by parents..

SERENE mus jia you!!
support u ..

down wif a slight flu..

"For me, the world, consists of the people I love. If those people aren't here, it's as if the world doesn't exist"
~unknown
........
life mus go on..

i wont eat ppl up de so no nid scare..


fat~fat

yeah at last last dae of work..
omg...
ok..but i gain a few gram..cos of de overeating of
FASTFOOD -.-..
fat liaoz :P
ok..will aim 2 b 150kg de..
JIA YOU

希望每天快樂...

喜歡放在心裡就好了

hopefuli everyone would b hapi :D
dun angry or depress...

"Somethings you see with your eyes...others you see with your heart"

2dae was a failure..
omg..m such a lousy planner.......
haiz...
nxt time i dun plan le..
haizzz

i really hate liars
at leas can tel mi..
mayb i will understand de wad..
please dun even lie ..

2dae abit tired>.<
lolz..2 noon jiu L.A again..
L.A queen :D
reach $100...wif de help of sp again....
da jie nxt time help u :D
haha..las week 2 help ..
dot dot dot..

aiya..hoepfuli tml outin would b a sucess..
ah...abit scare will fail...
dunwan 2 fail........T.T
rember mus arrive on time 12 sharp
brin xtra clothes..
FOOD
n money laaaa~~
everyone is invited so...yeah..
come on down n join LJYT b-dae party :D

wonder how can one noe if he or she love another person?
eyes?
wad if some dun dare to look into one...

mus jia you..

everyone have feelings de..
can feel de bah..


failure in love..
wad 2 do..to make mi pass tis test......

thursdae go west coast

if dunwan then...tel mi ur plan
other than goin 2 west coast
firstly its
-near so those who nid 2 go home early..tis de deal for u
-cheap ..those who sae pok liaoz..ah..cheap ok!!
-GOT BREAKWATER !!
-can see de sea..waves~
-can pinic...brin home food or at there buy ..
-can do wadever u wan to do ..cyclin,swimmin..


2dae de work..
went to hougang..
wa...tat side de clothes CHEAP seh..
rangin from $2 to $10
nice lei
...
ya...collection ah........
THX SP for helpin mi $20
thxthx..





...life mus go on......

i was not as strong as i thought i was..
YES m sad
YES m feelin pain
YES cryin another freaky time
YES i reali dunoe wad 2 do
YES its my fault

hopefuli tis de las time i cry over love



mayb i had hurt others on de way..
sorii..

but mus contiue..tis my choice ..do support mi ppl..

if ani of u felt tat its my fault..
scold mi if u want..

sori to disappoint some ppl

im a big baddie..

look down on mi if u wan...

spend 2dae reflectin about myself

i realise tat in the past i was
-a brat
-act hapi nia
-a ***** joker
-a crapper!
-a lamer
- dunoe de real meanin of friends
-dunoe de real meanin of love
- a freaky person who question friendship OMG
- a freaky person who is despo of love & hatin 2 lose love even if tat piece of love is painful
-SO CHILDISH!!

overall i must have suck in de past
no wonder so mani ppl hate mi...
...if i were to find a person that is of de same character
of my past self..
omg..i would faint..

giving up is not a act of weakness...its letting go stuff
that is not meant to be

friends was there for mi when i was down
i treasure every single one of them
if anione ask mi to chose them over friends..
sori i had 2 sae i chosen friends..

love should not be painful..if it was..its not true..
cos something in de process of love has hurt u
n love does not consist of hurtin those u love..
true love can be felt when u look into de eyes of those u loved or those who loved you..
if u cant even look into de eyes of those u love...how can u even sae love?
how can de person u so called "loved" even believe in u?
cant go on animore
sorri cause u to waste your time on mi..
i had slowly let go..
dunwanna be hurt animore
mayb i might regret it in de future..
but...
i reali hate de pain ..the hurtin


LOVE cause mi alot of pain...
so ..
FINALLY A BREAK FROM LOVE
..
hopefuli stil can b frends ..

memories jus make ppl cry..
but cry for a gd cause?


所有的一切早就已结束

for those who still in love..
mus jia you...
will b rootin for u ppl

now i realise
im emotionally much more stronger..
but i still have 2 depend on certain ppl in my life..
hopefuli they would let mi depend on them until i m more stronger..

HAPPI BIRTHDAE LI JUAN!!..

2dae went to field wif sp..
aiyo..abit slack in de beginin
i got all coins de..T.T
coin ~ coin ~ coin~
toa payoh no gd 2 work...
>.<
so we change to tiong bahru(dunoe how 2 spell) wif jm joshua n kenny
wa...tat side onli got 1 hawker centre?
lolz..5 ppl chiong there -.-
not much money...
.in de end noone got de goal?
tired..leg pain >.<
2dae everytime kick on something..

JM get de mos pay wor...
rich guy liaoz...

>.<
my pay ah..aiyo minus there minus here.
.left $70 plus 2 spend
~.~

MY ENGLISH & CHINESE MUS IMPROVE AH
after giv other ppl laugh at my bad languages again T.T
YOU !JIU SHI NI!

wad more can i do?
life still goes on.

STRESS
tml scare canot get my goal..
not onli mi aimin 2 ring de bell
everyone is aimin for it..
MAY GOD BLESS US
T.T
jia you jia you everyone!!!

最近 by 李圣杰 so nice....lyrics veri de gd
thx shang jie for sendin mi

hmm..2dae nvr do ani hmw..nvr go work..
tml mus jia you...
$350 my goal>.<
too high?

changed my blog skin..
nice mahh?
i nid music codes
I Have Loved You by Jessica Simpson &
Total Eclipse Of The Heart by WestLife
to match my blog?

hmm..
life stil have 2 go on...
sad..not hapi...depress..
still have 2 go on..

love is good when its true
but when its not...
it sucks totally..
but those couples around mi..
i am sure all of them are true to each other
so i dun tink ani bad things will happen..
may God bless them

hope i had pass wad God giv mi as tests


maybe de song may not sound as nice
total eclipse of the heart may not be pop or rock
but the lyrics is wad i m feelin
tis part
"Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart"

lame? ..o well..
if you tink tat way..i have nothin 2 sae...