HAPPY NEW YEAR!
FIRST DAY OF A BRAND NEW 2008 !
365 more days to 2009

i am lazy to post pictures! maybe next time xP
as usual went to boon lay countdown
ending showcast 500 ballons and fireworks!
never send "happy new year" smses to a lot of people
because 1.Sms limit
2.Said it in my heart (o..so sweet >.<)

hahs

MY 10 NEW YEAR RESOLUTION!
1.Learn to control my spending!
by recording and keep all the receipts
2.Be more than an o-so-average student
get into the course i want AND EXCEL in it!
3.Learn to love and forget
better have more friends than foes
(but thats is in the later part of the year)
4.Keep my friends and make more friends !
the more friends ,the more merrier it will be!
5.Be more sporty!
must get into a sport cca and give it all my best!
6.More communications with my family
more family outings will do the trick x)
7.WORK and STUDY at the same time
decrease the burden on my folks
8. Visit the library more often
realise that reading is such an essential in my life.but its a pity i dont buy
books!
9.Be more open-minded(less jealousy!)
TRY to dont mind if he talk to other girls or when he mingle with girls
10.HAVE A FUN 2008 year so i wont regret anything!


Top 10 x)
still got some more such as
Dont cry over small matters
Slim down !
more and more and more~

hahs

okay.tummy is a little hungry .
off to lunch ~
STEAMBOAT x)!


TAKE CARE EVERYONE!

Its have been such a long time since I update!

(I am such pessimistic girl to choose to write bad things first)
About work
Bad news-
I have to work till January 2
Christmas is over means there would be not much business = my commission lower
Good news-
I got off at January 1 x)
I have help this company “Parkers” earn $8058.10

About life
Bad news –
Havent decide whether to go to countdown party or to which countdown party
My poor legs is suffering for injuries and mosquito bites!
No time for my hair and SHOPPING!

Good news-
ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY! Heres the photos x)

Ah ping drinking satay sauce?

nice view of the sky at east coast park

scented candles

the challenge to eat the spicest mee rombus (robus?)

ah ping endure the hot taste and actually eat finish

i reading fish n co magazine

fishy tissue paper

THANKS AH PING <3

second good news-

Thanks everyone for the greetings!

About studies and education

hopefully my points are below 15 !

either will be taking Tourism and Resort Management (COP 10)

or Marine and Offshore Technology (COP 16)

only have 2 choices instead of 12

must slowly decide what can i do in the future!

I WANNA GO SHOPPING IN JANUARY!

11am

gotta go x)

HELLO x)
time flies by so fast
have been working for three weeks
and only three misfortune happened


LOLZ

here's some pictures of my "lovely,sweet,cozy" counter in popular

looking clean! x)

my engraving machine which got cranky for a few days

sales going up and down like a roller coaster.but at least everyday i would get an average of $2 dollar commision which mean i sold $2oo dollars worth of pens and only pens!

hope everyone is doing okay and some even better x)

take care

THANKS TO AUD,JES,VONE,HAZ and AH PING
for the skinnie.or whatever the latest trend call it
its black in colour and its rather expensive >.<
help me decrease the amount to spend on those!
THANKS!~
theres even 2packets of chewy gums and a PINK key chain x)
should be from Aud! lolz.thanks
theres a key chain feature a kolarbear hugging another kolabear.and plus ITS GREEN x)
from Jes who buy from her HK trip x)
THANKS!!!!!!

i was so touched and wanting to cry! Not overreacting!
This wonderful surprise made me very very elated!
Thanks peeps! You all knew i wanted it badly(isnit obviously?)
THANKS LOTS!!!!!!


okay
time for update
er
current "plan" is not going very smoothly.Money matters!
hope for the best!

i really despise those that try so hard to ask for monetary donation by going up to a group
and give those F**KING attitude when people don't even want to listen to your noble act(which in this case its not,cause you can get COMMISSION out of the donations)
ITS PEOPLE 's RIGHTS

in the workplace
Sales is getting better and better .Perhaps indeed it was influences by Christmas and the availability to get engraved pens on the spot!
i am getting the hang of engraving.
Smooth and easy!
Made friends with some stuff except for a particular auntie who have very bad habit such as backstabbing! LOL
rather bored some hours of each working day
dont even notice i hve work for so many days
and actually enduring the tiredness of standing everyday!
but i hope this working experience brush up my communication skill with people!

LOLZ x)
hope i can get my half-pay sooonnnn x)!

time flies by so fast
all work no play
anti hypocrites
school also have
wrkplace also have
zzzzzzz
luckily made friends with some popular staff x)
friendly bunch of people

I suddenly have craving for curry puff,
nasi goreng with ikan bilis (dont understand why i suddenly fall in love with ikan bilis)
and sausages.
>.<

*updated at 1043*

today i ate all the food i crave x)

hahaha

d-e-li-cious

but cannot every time eat,

after become obese which results that next year when i go back to school and take results

people will comment "waaaa amazing, you spent your time gorging food"

x(

want my half-pay real badly .

its the month of giving

today was suppose to be a great day until one thing ruined all!

food of the month

-ham,turkey,beef,chocolate log cake

i am wondering whether to watch the movie "P.S I love you"

or read the book or both

urghh

or

warlords?

SORRY
going to make a LOT of people disappointed
dont think can buy LOTs of chirstmas presents
please understand
since i would only gt half pay before chirstmas
and i still have to spend it on you-know-what
SORRY

maybe the presents might be very cheap >.< class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">erm i copy Aud 's idea.
since Christmas is coming and staff at popular keep playing Christmas jingles
so i placed this song
ENJOY LISTENING

LYRICS
Last Christmas i gave u my heart
but the very next day
u gave it away
this year, to save me from tears
i gave it to someone special
**special**
Last Christmas i gave u my heart
but the very next day, u gave it away
this year..to save it from tears
i gave it to someone special.
Woah Woah..
yeah yeah..
one bitten and twice shy
i keep my distance,
but u still catch my eye
tell me baby, do u recognize me?
well it has been a year, it doesn't surprise me
merry Christmas, i wrapped it up and sent it
leave a note saying '' i love u'' and meant it
now i know what a fool i have been
but if u kiss me now, i know u would fool me again
last Christmas i gave u my heart
but the very next day
u gave it away
this year to save it from tears..
i gave to some one special........
(X2)
oh oh oh...crowed room, friends with tired eyes
i didn't look to u, but u still caught my eye
oh my i thought u were someone to rely on
me .. i guess was a shoulder to cry on
a friend who discover a fire in her heart
a girl undercover but u tore her apart
u tore me apart.. u tore me apart
woah..woah..
now i found the real love
u never fool me again
last Christmas i gave u my heart
but the next day u gave it away
this year to save it from tears...
i gave it to someone special
(X2)
a friends who discover a fire in her heart
a girl undercover but u tore me apart
maybe next year..
i gave it to someone..
i gave it to someone ...
special

these few days have been work, work and more WORK
the key of working as a promoter is having
-patience (wait for the fish to come and ite the bait)
-endurance (no chairs for resting)
-sense of humor ( enable to make youself laugh when theres nothing else to do)
-handphone (OF COURSE.necesaary ..)
-language (sometime i am unable speak in proper chinese sentences! )
-watch (to count down to work end)

the lesson i learn is if you want to be happy with your job
you first have to enjoy the job first
luckily i am starting to adapt with my own lovely counter.
now i just have to make friends with the popular staff .LOLX
yeah
12 to 9 pm
everyday
$5.50 per hour

GOOD LUCK TO THOSE WHO ARE FINDING JOBS
those who are bored know where to find me x)

muackss to all take careeeeee

after i got my pay i would
-place a certain amt in my bank account
-give $100 to my parents
-buy my bro a leg guard
-save $_ _ _ for chirsmas presents
-save$_ _ _ for ah ping
-head to bugis street to buy a few jeans(black white yellow red green)
-head to ESPIRT for some clothes (MUAHHAHAHA at last)
-head to far east for some more clothes and shoes
-buy myself a storybook x) "Dedication" by Emma McLaughlin and Nicol Kraus or maybe other suitable books
-head to somewhere that sell bags x) black bag! white bag! x)

my pay must be at least $1200 to settle all these.
"WTF! $1200? siao siao siao .. crazy girl.think money from heaven drop one ah -.-"
LOLZ
i shall see whether to cancel some anot

and really did know working is hard..
money hard to earn
everytme i eat a meal
this thought would surface
"I have to work for one hour to have the money to eat this meal"
so i never chose more than $5 meals >.<
last time such a fast spender
changed into a new leaf!

hahs long update...
dont tink will update soon..
sorry!
take careeeee

one major event happened
graduation night.
the teachers made it sound like we wont meet them for the
rest of our life
kinda hate this kind of teary situation
but nevermind once in a while.
hahs.

need money
x(
chey
lolz..work work work

good luck to those who have start working
and good luck to those who are searchin for a job.

x)


missing ........
2 more days

JESSLE
WHERE ARE YOU ?
hope you have fun in hongkong!

aiyayayaya
finding a suitable job is easy.
its just waiting for the phone calls that are hard
lolz.
slowly slowly.
when theres a will,theres always a way

vone still cant find a suitable bag,nec
klance and shoes
aud cant find a suitable bag and shoes
there always a tomorrow?

aud and i got scam .
fresh spring roll
yucks

Past few days.
Sat.walk.walk. with Aud ,Vone and Haz .In the end Never pierce ear x (
Sun with boyfriend (know who de right?)
During Mon and Tue – With boyfriend and his friends was searching for a pathetic job that can provide us with the essential thing that make the world go round which is money,MONEY,MONEYYY!!!!!!!!
Still cant find one but never mind there is so many place out there.so cant give up.
Will be searchin more soon!!!!!!

TODAY
GIRLS DAY OUT!
But a pity some girls can’t join us x (next time bah.
All must come ah! Compulsory attendance!
It’s a long time since such a big group of girls going out together so I am quite high.
Well the truth is I am always very hyper when I go out. LOLX
Meet Joce Cindy Jess Aud Cheryl Haz Serene Vone at control station then we set off to orchard
(for me its again!!)
Walk and walk and walk and walk
Shaw house, Wheel lock? , Far East Plaza ,Cinneleisure .LOLZ
Books~
A few laughter here and there .
FAR EAST PLAZA. I made a crazy purchase of a totally random t-shirt
Guess I am insane .think I got so many money to spend.-.-
Therefore now a bit cannot reach prom budget le!
Maybe I am really in to randomness
X)
(The some pictures is in Jes's blog.)




by popular demand, happy family...
Even though our feet is tired, should be can endure some more walking and shopping
So made a last minute decision to go to Clark Quay (I notice I don’t really know how to pronounce Clark Quay so I always say Clark Qauuu which is totally wrong)
Departed with Joce Cindy Salad and Serene in the MRT
And we are in for more crazy shopping. Hahs.
We managed to find some clothes which is pretty affordable and some shoes x)
But it’s so hard to find the right accessories!!!!!
And we meet TengTeng there.
Hahs. Walk more. See more.
Then settle for our dinner.
HIGHEST PURCHASE OF DINNE GOES TO HAZ!
LOWEST PURCHASE OF DINNER GOES TO TENG TENG!
The rest all stuck at the middle range .LOLZ
Then sit MRT and headed to home sweet home x)

Hahs
Waa. Type so long. 1135 liaoz..
OFF x)

GOOD MORNING~
rise and shine~

yesterday
afternoon slacking with my brother .
chit chat chit chat
indeed when we two are in perfect mood.
we are really good towards each other
and when we two are in extremely bad mood,
shouting and quarrels just surface

then around 2 plus went out with family.
eat at Japanese Village for our lunch-cum-dinner
all i want to say is that.they really have money making business-minds!
even water also charge money zz
lolz.
and despite the fact they dont have menus,
the price of one plate of sushie is 99cent
fresh sushi ?
interesting way to order too.
taking ice cream sticks(they surely have save so much money!)
that have the food names and place it in a cup
and just wait for the savoury expensive food to arrive
sushie are cheap but other orders. waa.range from $1.50 plus to $15plus
drinks even cost much more than sushi .
i think my brother enjoy the most since he ordered lots of food
the bill. hhmmmm made it a secret bah.
lolz.

after enjoying our lunch cum dinner
at 5pm plus leave jurong west stadium and had to JURONG POINT
walk walk.
and i saw a particular dress i like. hopefully today its still there
but end up getting nagged by my mum.
"dont change your mind.want this dress then buy this dress"
my mind was thinking
AHEM.
i should
have a big range of selections
then can chose the best one of all(cheapest)
lolz.

today
going to have more holes on my ear
hahs
planning for prom night .......
budgets
have to earn back all the money i soon have to spend.!


"Being normal is like being in a gray cubicle,
while being weird is like being in a pinkish green cubicle,
which is pretty cool"


x)
next Tuesday . last day ~

Happy Deepavali
is everyone in holiday mood?
hahs

"When life offers you a dream so far beyond any of your expectations,
it’s not reasonable to grieve when it comes to an end."
--Stephenie Meyer (author of Twilight)
i wish every dream i have can come true
no point holding a dream that will end

okie
shopping list for next year if i can go to .....
(still need to buy LOTS of things this year!)
-vaio CR VGN-CR25G $2599
-cybershot T70 $549
i suppose its all neccesary.
still adding on .
courtesy of prices from the sony magazine

cost such a bomb.

lolz.

14november x)


currently waiting for the sushi dinner ~

second last day of my exams
a little relieved
feeling slight happiness
you all know those kind of feeling
"waaaaaaaaaaaa.....yippeeeeeeee ..at last finish ."
jump in circle .
dance and laugh like crazy nuts


most people are feeling that..
those who end at yesterday
and those who end at today.
*green-eyes*
x(
but nevermind . 1 more extra day. lolz

the geography paper is super duper hard
geography can be very complicated sometime
the standard is not what we always been practising
our exam standard is.pathetic.compare to the GCSE o lvl standard
i got mixed up by the very first question!
but o well it already end
no point thinking about that paper or any other papers.
hopefully i can get a 30 plus for my geo mcq
COMPLEX GEOGRAPHY

1042am
packed all the textbooks and notes into plastic bags
for either recycling or throwing.
and gosh.4 BIG plastic bags filled with 4 years of knowledge.
why didnt i notice it in the past?hahs

heavy>.<

awwwwwwww
what to do in the holidays?work?play?eat?sleep?
outings x)
evil plans

my room is in its worst state
must pack somemore
jiayou!

long post?

L1R4 must reach my aim !!!!!

wishes


buck up for Os !

People take different roads seeking fulfillment and happiness. Just because they're not on your road doesn't mean they've gotten lost

wa
i am back to the net
(only for a while)

a lot of stuff have been happening
mostly is bad

elmo elmo

2 more weeks
"O" level

x)

life is like that
can see some knives protruding out of my back?

never mind
must stay happy no matter what
x)

o lvls coming !!!

meaningful lyrics
呼吸着一种孤独的味道,
心跳在你沉默以后慢慢的被淡忘掉
我笑了笑反正你看不到,
我要的幸福遗落在你怀抱,
当爱失了焦那些最初的美好,
早被你搁在一角街上拥挤人潮,
走着看着都是摧眠符号记忆停不了,
穿过读你的心跳穿过想你的味道,
我只想不被打扰
假装多好我只要,
只想要再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱,
一直会让我揽
继续等待还心甘情愿的不想逃
当爱失了焦,
那些最初的美好
早被你搁在一角,
街上拥挤人潮走着看着都是摧眠符号,
记忆停不了穿过读你的心跳,
穿过想你的味道
我只想不被打扰,
假装多好我只要只想要再拥有一秒,
去相信你的拥抱一直会让我依靠,
继续等待心甘情愿不想逃,
假装多好
依然是依然是暧昧的tone调,
一个人无理取闹
两人世界的煎熬,
我被自己困在自己设下的圈套
像是驼鸟, 相信时间是唯一解药
视而不见,傻到了无可救药
其实早明了,
你的爱已随风飘
想要找, 再也找不到
假装多好我只要,
只想要再拥有一秒去相信你的拥抱,
还心甘情愿的不想逃
假装多好
依然是, 依然是暧昧的tone调
一个人无理取闹,
两人世界的煎熬
我被自己困在自己设下的圈套,
假装自己已解开冰冷的手铐


well
quoted from fear factor
"what doesnt kill you,make you stronger "

off .

dunwanna make anyone sad.
neither do i want them to worry.

ah.
~.~
confused
><

for her . i think i can .


please.everyone stay happy .
need all the smiles.



old biscuit .

abusing the use of vulgarity
is this wise?

x)
ah
tolerance limit is met
a pity a?

hahs
okie.back to emath.
hmm
why is coregeography answer key not on the net ?
~.~

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY LAO PING
<3
.
yesterday . really was a lesson
must learn from experiences
reduce mistakes
to stay happily . ever after .

understanding and trust and that angry look

must be "constant" on
regardless in relationship,friends,family,studies and health?

x)

my tolerance have a limit too
so understand it

x)

ahh..1026
documentary is on central
dinosaurs

take care everyone
stay happy
<3 my weird family
<3 the girls i cherish
<3 the biscuit i want to eat for the rest of my life


x)

not stupid
not smart

just an average human who is trying to reach the impossible

blessed
thanks x)

today too high.too overworked
and a little too mean
sorry to those i have offended

my existence
some time wont you just wonder whether you are actually needed in this world?
if you never actually exist
will everything be the same?


stay happy everyone
take care
x)

Friday

again
not an A in any of my results
hope my emath dont screw me up again x(

just hope can pass all of other subjects
.being very hypocritical .
because i dont only want to pass my subjects.
in fact i expect much more.
but for the time being , just take things as it is.

chemistry and core geography
wanna do better !

everyone mus buck up x)
studying is important .but health is much more
take care of yourself
remember what makes your face worthy to look at?
SMILING X)


tomorow theres physics!
hope . its a B3 or an A2
desires
but why must MCQ owned me ?><


hahs
everyone stay happy x)

fallen sick
most probably deserved it
being sick during holiday dont really fit everything

mind is not working well
but my heart. just wanna do stuff that will hurt itself
stupidity

slowly
slowly

everything will be back like it used to be

oww..
hahs.

which one should i take?

POA students

jia you x)

when i realised the person was not you

i thought it was fine

but yet its all wrong.

GOOD MORNING x)
green is luxurious

1011 still early
plenty of time


x)

hahs

17.9.07
at last finish my exams
geography.not much comment
biology.what is meant to fail .will fail

bought the two comics.$11 just fly away.
next time i will earn it back
using my own strength

good luck to those who still have exams
jia you x)

tired
emotions

next Monday is to
my disadvantage

geography or biology?

one day left

emath . awwww

la~s

FINALLY AM ABLE TO UPDATE
left 2 more days for examination x)

chemistry physics
lots of careless mistake

social studies and history
lucky

hope i can pass all my subjects x)
and not forgetting those who i love x)
beat those evil force x)

tomorrow math paper 2.
wish me best of luck x)

everyone stay happy

PRELIM is going to end
~.~

good luck to everyone

ai zai.
take carreee~


i admit that i am a big spender
saw this bag in john little with my parents yesterday
and TOTALLY love at first sight
its in dark shade of brown
nice nice.
price more nice
borrow money from them to buy my bagg
but cant return all cause x( not enough money to return
hahs .
nevermind . can earn back.and spend again
second time saw a bag i love
canot resist ><

moral of the story: I have to earn tons of money to cater my shopping needs in the future or my soulmate would have a HUGE hole in his pocket.

still got 2 comic havent buy x(
leave them in their shelves first


revising studying
sleeping eating
bathing playin
napping slackin


why do revising take out so much time?


everyone take care
next week would be one rough ride
x)
jia you

OFF TO MALAYSIA!

aww.
weird time to go now
x(

everyone take careeeeeeeeeee
stay happy x)x)


took only some pictures from army open house
hahs.
used a gun x)
first time.and probably the last .

sucks in making vectors
should doodle some more when i am free

the head look big! x(
ugly.
but pratices make perfect?
hahs.

no idea what to read on history or social studies.
dont even have a single tip
depend on yourself?

revising later
maybe much later
maybe tomorrow.
maybe no


aww...><

things i done today to make myself feel
blessful about having a day all by myself.
-playing computer games
-read some blogs (awful thread of not updating)
-doing vectors (obivously sucks in it)
-started looking in some combined hum notes and choosing the big chunk that i am going to stick my head in.
-planing my holiday week


currently
trying to work out how ebay sell stuff.
and waiting for smses and chats

337pm
~.~

GOOD MORNING
revising sooner or later
x(

update update
learn a new knowledge yesterday
thanks mel!

cyberspace is boring

everyone must stay happy?
hahs

one more update
trying to make this post longer
hana kimi(taiwan) vs Hanazakri no Kimitachi e(JAPAN)
picture courtesy from melvin x)

which one fare better?

take a look at the jap cast


all quite good looking?
can spot the only lady inside?



Izumi
Oguri Shun vs Wu zun


Mizuki
Horikita Maki vs Ella


Shuichi
Ikuta Toma vs Jiro

hahs. its up to you all to chose?
after o lvl
then can catch more of this type of drama

stay happy

anti-flea market!!
sell porn shows illegaly
ewwwwww -.-

BETTER DONT WATCH !

tomorrow is the last exam of the week.
hahs
kinda regret about core geography.
but nevermind.already over.
no point .


celestine please put more effort in other subjects!

lala.
stay happy x)

never know .

erm.
maybe i will have to add "having a tattoo" into my wishlist?
blame this website for this crazy urge>
http://www.clicknetwork.tv/watch.aspx?c=1&p=8

spare me from the scolding i would eventually accumulate.
and please dont frighten me by
telling me all the bad(unlucky?) things that will happen
after having a tattoo .
such as having aids?

just an urge.
soon i might forget .
or have a real one?.
its will be happening when i am 18 or so
leave the decision until then.


studying .hard work.strong determination
geography i am gonna kick your ass x)
and i will continue to kick English,Physics,Chemistry,Biology,Social Studies and History 'ass .

insanity plus studying = nerd nutcase?

back to studying
1 more month 1 more month
x)

tomorrow is prelim.AT LAST.
we are one of the last schools in Singapore having prelim now.
-.-
everyone jia you x)
good luck
take care

say cheese~~


x) smiles .


happy 8months anniversary ,AH ping X)
<3
Te Amo
Fi cariad ti
Em Yeu Anh
x) x)

EXAMS round the corner.
not updating often.
not coming online often either.
only would reply tags

homework filled my life.
luckily theres other component in my life

stay happy x)

revising .

SORRY

insane
foolish me.
i shall not do the same mistake again
sorry tons tons of people
thanks tons tons of people

broke quite some promise
i will not break those any more
rest assure i wont liaoz
x)
made some too.
must keep ah!


cant live without my girlfriends x) and ping <3
straight and lesbians
xP


"i want you to be the one my heart beat for "


LASTLY
have to learn how to control stuff more maturely .
think lesser negative things


ANTI EMO
everyone stay happy
kai xin x) x)

what else.

english oral doomed
technology -.-
basketball is rather fun .
but more people. like abit .
x)

back to homework
take care.
stay happy.

change back to old skin .
whatever

hahs.
must live happily regardless what shit happen.!

mr johnny tan will be furious tomorrow .
our ears going to suffer .
may GOD bless our ears

tomorrow is 'O' level English oral
YIPEE .
hopefully the issue is about homosexuality
"eD" "D"

essay cant do.
don't have her name again.

X)


tried my very best .
all attempts seem to fail .
what else can i do?

time flies fast
kyle xy will be in my every Sunday schedule
4 pm channel 5
rather nice show.
one of its kind?
and plus the main actor have olive green eyes .

slacking.
guilty for not studying anything
and plus prelims is round the corner.

maybe later ? .
or tomorrow?
or the day after tomorrow?
or the day after the day after tomorrow?

hahs.
everyone take care.
anti emo-ness

its the raining season

sick .
sleep for 2 hour just now.
feeling much better

homeworks
occupied most of my time.
x(

everyone stay happy.
emo-ness should not follow the raining seasons.



"Second chances they don't ever matter, people never change.
Once a whore you're nothing more, I'm sorry, that'll never change.
And about forgiveness, we're both supposed to have exchanged.
I'm sorry honey, but I'm passing up, now look this way.
Well there's a million other girls who do it just like you.
Looking as innocent as possible to get to who,
They want and what they want it's easy if you do it right.
Well I refuse, I refuse, I refuse!"

1030pm
another short update
seem like most people are retaking their Chinese o level
but i am not.
and most probably i guess i wont regret.
because my Chinese marks fluctuate from A2 to B3 most of the time
so . dont make much difference?
but GOOD LUCK TO THOSE WHO ARE RETAKING x)

recently
found a trend
most people dont call me Celestine anymore.
Siew Mei has manage to beat Celestine .
winning an upper hand
Does Siew Mei sound nicer?
hahs.
but nevermind
x)


everyone stay happy

english o level oral examination.
21.8.07
6 more days
x)


Love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired.

skinning in process

this song is for my loved ones
x)
thanks for being by my side x)

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven


Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven ..

1208pm
yesterday is filled with homeworks and homeworks and homeworks
x(

today
socialstudies ?
time goes by so slow.

everyone stay happy x)

yesterday

here's the pictures
day time photos
all separated
jes vin watch movie
haykel and yutai??
aud vone hazel go orchard
sp mi go gekpoh
and he won a invisible pen in a machine
i won a small photo frame
that machine makes people high!
after that we went marina.
walk walk.unlucky things always happen.
then meet all of the at marina square

can see my name?

separated to eat lunch.
boys go eat at jap restaurant?
girls go eat at kopitiam
thanks for buying me food x)
3 in 1 drinks .
saw harry there too.
after a while meet the boys.
then head to watch fireworks
lots of people
lots of crowd
very exhausted
squeeze
but we made it in the end

nighttime photos.
hand phone is practically lousy to be use to take pictures at night
so use other people hand phone and take x)
jes vin yl sp and me sat down in a spot
then vone hazel aud and haykel dunoe at where
and yutai the loner





headache and very unlucky
in the end was literally trapped in a "swam" of human beings
end up being later than the others , left sp yl and me.
yilong cant manage to buy the donuts and saw ...
after a few minutes.
lesser people stuck in mrt
and at last can get home safely
hopefully everyone is happy
no emo-ing


today
going to the dental today.
11am
><
now go catch some sleep.

everyone kai xin!!!!!!

Happy national day!
happy birthday SINGAPORE

dunoe much about todays plan .
~.~

o well.. nvm
x)
stay happy everyone.

1005
pity today most people never join in
pity today no fireworks

treat vone le x)
thanks for being kind to my wallet
own hazel $1
Monday must return!

ahhh

found out i like shopping a lot.
once in a blue moon hobby
too expensive for daily routine


neoprints all at jes blog x)
i look fat in all
look a little shabby ?
owwwwwww

when people is tired, they would be more hyper?
correct mah audrey?

transport of the day
-my leg
x)

left core geography and pure biology homework.

everyone stay happy x)

818
THANKS THANKS


everyone must be happy.
xiexie.
count on me when you all need help!
happiness..

support
love
care

742pm
yesterday is over
wont repeat again.

but no guarantee

today
most people never came to school
i wonder why.

happiness
its glad to find out that the people you care is happy too
even if you didnt contribute to it.
nevertheless.you still feel joy.

homework

owned vone a meal
i will treat you but must give me a date .
anything below $10 ?

x)

take care.
be happy.

said sorry to many time.

841pm
big thanks to yilong
thanks to yile
shhhhh
dont say .

now must happy happy x)

some people show concern as if it was an obligation.
some people show concern from their heart.



the people you like or love would never be there for you most of the time.
those who wasnt there.cant be blamed.cos
they dontknow what you been through.
and some dont care.

i want to change
bye bye misery

serene theory number 1
do not share good things with friends
*what do good things refer is still an unknown
serene theory number 2
perseverance is victory


tired.


everyone stay happy x)

hard to find a skin i like.
choosy ?
.

hahs.
i wish i got the programme to make skin.
so i can make one for myself
x)


B-O-R-I-N-G

430pm

play computer games ?

308pm
unhappiness feel the early part of the day
but who cares?
its over anyway

..
english homeworks
who is doing?
20 journal questions
hardwork

THE SIMPSONS
hilarious
my laughter probably sucks

fireworks .
9 august can see ?

milk milk milk

lalala

everyone be happy x)

http://www.clicknetwork.tv/watch.aspx?c=1&p=3&v=11
^^

hahs.
today late wor.
x)
cold cold.
homework?
dont feel like doing..

755pm
yeah
at last did the horrible test for today.
hopefully all can pass x)
miracles.

something i realised

when i am doing my homework
i click channel 5
then saw tyra banks in it.
hahs.tyra show .
shes. so tall.
and shes carrying out a certain campaign named "SO WHAT?"
hahs.
to tell females that they should treasure their bodies more.
and dont feel inferior to others.cos you are you.
love your body the way it is.
x)

hahs.

802pm

electricity bill $162 +
owww..

x)

time pass by so fast..

abit of disappointment.

stay happy.
x)

738pm
yesterday was busy with the script
hope today we have done all right .

so many things happen

within my inner heart
theres something i would want to have .
something that i desire .
but guess i can't possibly get it now .
so might as well move one.
forget it.

only i know .
and i wont share it X)


hahs

tomorrow would be a long day .

kai xin.

insanity x)

746pm
x)


hopefully everyday got fried rice to eat.
biscuit . -.-

new story i came out
lame
x)
director ; me (as usual ?)
starring :monkie, anithing3 and horsie x)

hahs here it goess

one rainny stormy night
where both monkie and anithin3 was drunk
this is when emotions and hormones runs high
...rubbing off their consciences

next morning.....





anithin3 just wan to forget this..
hahs..and he does..till
3 months later
monkie called anithin3
she said she have something very important to tell him.
wanting to meet him and tell him verbally x) (face to face)
and anithing3 'guts telling him. it wont be a good thing


and indeed this news was too much for anithin3




then they got marry
and live happily ever after(or..is there?)
6 months later
monkie gave birth to horsie
x)

doubts doubts doubts


THE END

dont mind the grammars
x)


everyone must kai xin
x)
hahs .

change blogskin
help me decide to keep the last time de skin
or this ?

802pm

sour plum .
overwhelming sweetness.
just bcos i offend someone x(

><
chocolate
strawberry
mango
x)


scriptwriting

babies are cute

x)

some teachers are cute .

everyone must stay happy
x)
thx for the song serene


really must stay happy
remebered de deal ? x)

759pm
okie i now
i shouldnt been here .
and will be off soon

reading geography

x(

hahs..
kinda pathetic.


luckily everything is back to normal
3 more months

thinking

everyone
must stay happy
dont cry !

x0

822pm

saved a friendship yesterday x)
but today some problems arise le
X( apologised .

currently reading geography and surfin net
thinking about LOTS of stuff
but will stop soon if my brain start to ache .

life is so unpredictable

oguri shun

everyone mus kai xin x)

732pm
realised that i am starting to love the taste of strawberries

sorry to throw temper
sorry
dont be fed up x(

well
GST up to 7% can really affect lots of stuff
things are all quite expensive
and i thought it wont make any difference in my life
x(

history
thanks God

watched a video in the library
..
learnt to accept what God give
snake... x(
'

must improve physics and biology


tomorrow .
long day


everyone .stay happy x)

some decision would cause
a huge impact
which make regrets too late.

decisions could make you lose
your life
your heart
your friends
your family
and even who you really are.

717pm
small break from history textbook

social studies test
sure flunk
because of the lacked of planning and time
single digit x)

just hope history can pull up..
which would be a miracle that it would actually does so

everyone good luck
and stay happy x)

coming test
history
emath
core geography
pure biology
chemistry

x)


back to reality

826pm
heavy heart
half promise?

secondary 4 life .
dontwanna relive this year again
dread

now
must concentrate on
- being happy .
-being healthy
- being a good friend and family member and g.friend
-being a student which works hard for the pathetic O lvl

if theres a homosepian exams
i would surely fail .

maybe i am the worst breed of human beings
have to change

less EMOtional
more ceLESTine

852
social studies textbook is screaming to me..
askin me to read it.
have to abide

everyone take caree..
good day tml
end.

today
i witness a very typical singapore scene
was eating lunch at a kopitiam
suddenly someone shouted "ma da"
then some people run to their vehicles with fear of a parking fine
of $100 (maybe more)
luckily the traffic police gave them chance .. a LOT of chances
quite hilarious
x)

everyone kai xin x)
not kai xin olso mus kai xin

1016am
sunday

life is full of homeworks

everyone must stay happy

SORRY!

going to sengkang with family today
hahs
probably going to flunk ss test

x)

805pm
everyone must stay happy

free periods
lots of laughters
and lameness

class photo hate to know one of them is gone x(
reluctant
got a chance to stand on the bench
kinda tall x)
awaiting to see the informal picture
x)
5

physics homework
done 3 freaking pages
left 4 more

my computer is so. so. so.lag
its dying !...

saving for the future?
X)

tomorrow
harry potter movie
officially out..
PITY still got school
the day after tomorrow
lee hom album is out..........
no comment

reading of biology
must be squeeze between free time
friday having short test?

documentry later
10pm
x)

brother is not back
wonder where he went

731pm

chinese o lvl
doom x(
hahs
well its over. canot think about it already
teachers -.-
they have great smiles but they just dont show it .
grades for mt (hopefully) : B4


basketball c boys
4 pm jurong west vs boon lay ><>
player no.12 of jwss . x) my fave

praying that tomorrow remidals are cancelled

what can i do now ?
everyone must be happy x)

must trust yourself x)
trust is a gift
its not a privilege
lesson learnt
most thing is on the surface
x) hahsss


should i play ps2 again ?
played 3 hour straight

documentaryyy

938am
8 july

green x)

glad its all right...

everyone must stay healthy
and happy x)

the live concert
really dont help much to save the earth
24 hours mean people would watch 24 hours of television
and if they feel hot they would on air conditioners
and if they feel hungry they would eat food which package is of plastic
how much help is all of this?

x)


EARTHY


tomorrow would be chinese o lvl oral

HAPPY EARTH DAY

time heal all .
love heal all .

may everyone be happy x)

wanting and having
may not be the same thing

one - sided

812pm

act cute.

insignificant.

what can i say ?
x) joy ?

heard from people that oral is quite hard
hope its all right for us.


just because its 2007
we the inhabitants of the world then starts to worry

vulnerable to changes
climate changes and so on.

wang lee hom 's 落葉歸根
13/7
must buy
can i buy .

goal.

need help with addiction

X)

take care everyone
school reopening tml
must be happy x)

959am
monday dont seem to have a monday blue
for today

x)

hahs.
must chi de kai xin ah
those who goin for sushi buffet

x)

lalaaaaa

1057
10am to 9 plus
stocktaking
boring
hahs
but some kids really very de adorable

lesson learnt today
"being pregnant is blessful if you have a loving husband "


A HUSBAND THAT DONT CARE ABOUT YOU GETTIN MORE PLUMP DUE TO THE PREGANCY

"Just buy what you want"

envious.

x(
x)

856am
.
i must work from morning sia. x(

erm N.M also got sell baby items
and sell small refrigerator

1st july
YOUTH DAY x)
happy youth day to all the youths

GST 7%
expensive ><

x)
10 am start work x(

go prepare le x)

30 june

7 time


TOMORROW WHO WANT BUY PREGNANT STUFF
or just want to walk walk
WELCOME TO IMM
pls drop by N.M
directly opposite of factory outlet
second floor

tomorrow working X(
from afternoon to night

may my work be a sucess
and wont be tiring at all

may everyone be happy
x)
everyone must take care.



4 more months (estimation ) till the o lvl end

http://blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=147372&action=Preview or http://blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=146500&action=Preview
which one should i choose.
use one as a beta first

751
longest day of the week

and to qwerty.
i would take that as a compliment x)
no harm done to me ?

waiting


thanks for the present

1001pm
indeed i found my file x)
done history and english homework
now working on geography.
have to give ms amy a sincere apology
made her worried ?

long day tml
wish everything is well.. x)

605pm
school end at 510 pm for me
found out that the rest already went home

kinda lost my core geo file
after coregeo remidal
serene followed me and lend me a helping hand to search for my
pathetic grey file
searched
pigeon holes and classroom
STILL CANT FIND
hopefully what serene and laoda is correct
is just that ms amy cant find in the staffroom.
may luck be with me!

hot day
i think its rather unhealthy to go to a airconditioner rooom( itr )
and then suffer hotness later
dramatic temperature change

HOPE NOTHING BAD WILL HAPPEN AGAIN
EVERYONE MUST BE HAPPY

tomorrow would be a torture
3 sciences and one core hums for me
6 periods to listen to mrs hong lesson
hopefully theres good news for ms amy !

614pm
need to go do homework x(
take care everyone

26 June
1013 !
been out for the whole day

officially 16 x)

thanks to everyone who wish me happy birthday
THANKS
and i really appreciate all the gifts x)
thanks thanks thanks

birthday greetings
through handshakes , sms and tags .
THANKS!!!!!!

everyone must be happy
KAI XIN!!!!!!!!!!

sorry if i said lame stuff !

i realised that this year
there is a LOT of family outing
which is a good thing x)
the topic we talked today
is about my brother results and his future

HE CAN MAKE IT DE x)

Chinese food
x(
the best dish should be the sliced fish in dunoe what soup x)




small size photos x)
tomorrow
would be a long day

25 june

lazy + restless
first day of the term just sucks

hate to be blame for something i never done -.-
!!
is this what life offer?

luckily theres still some laughter to brighten up my day

whatever

can something good just happen?


"People can be and sometimes are gritty and grouchy and you might want to plow their heads in with a stick. But that’s what makes people truly falling in love so interesting."


tomorrow might not be a big day
but very special to the other 3 secondary 4 female boonlayians
which have the same birthday with me
HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY
i might not know u well
and u might not even noe me
be happy and strive for de best
x)

856pm
tomorrow would
be the first day of school
after june

x)
换换爱ep 3


x)

endure

1156am
sunday
woke up abt 56 mins ago
this post should be quite long
since i only have some pictures to show the "thousands words"

thanks simping
used up A LOT of your money
next time will repay de x)

yesterday x)
morning meet with simping
and he is sweating like mad x(
gave me a sketchbook
told me to put in my home first
why cant i read first ?

walk to jurong point
play in arcade
remember the machine in pasirris ?
played and waste $5 .(the worst is thats mostly not my money)
played for 2 rounds
got some sweets
then have to go watch movie
free 16 oz drink -.-
SURF UP ~~
penguins are so so so so adorable
one part of the movie is hilarious
is when cody tells the camera crew that his first battle is so
exciting that people would rewind it serveral time
and indeed they did
but it just shows cody falling down from his surfboard
i thinked i laughed quite loud x(
but its funny to me ><
nice movie despite it being abit childish
after the movie
head back to arcade
and continue playing
not bad wor the prizes
even though $8 plus
its fun x)
there would surely be a next time

then head to vivocity
at first thought was goin to punggol -.-
ate lunch at longjohnsilver
took this picture
his pose seem .that he wanting to unleash his evil side xp


finished
jiu bought sentosa ticket
first time take express train to sentosa
we went to dolphin lagoon first
but wrong start
head back to beach station
went to underwaterworld
LUCKILY got offer x)
all marine life animals are so cute! x)
expecially the sea angel .transparent body red organs x)
sharks x)
crabs)
the living fossil sections
is the best . all of the fish is gigantic
if i am allowed to carry one of them
i dont think i am able to even lift them
they must go on a diet !



explored the underwaterworld
jiu went to a beach somewhere
a pity he cant play x(
cos he wear until very formal
dig sand dig sand
buried a stick x)
can we still find this stick in a couple of years later?

jiu go dolphin lagoon
a LOT of people ..
but still get to see pink dolphin
x)
saw a peacock too
hehe

headed back to vivocity
hungry
so eat
and waste some of the food.
too full / bloated
but simping got help me eat some x)
thanks thanks thanks

head to the top
sorry x(
i thought it contain a lizard or something
THANKS REAL MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!








kinda dark

heres x)
x)
9pm head back
took MRT
walk back .
give haykel his handphone.
took too many pictures with that handphone
and some i look horribly ugly x(
><
reach home

bath finish everything le
then read the sketchbook

cried abit
cos it is worth crying about
very touching very nice

i love that gift
noticed that i like presents that is prepared by their own self
><
THX real much!!!!
thx so much for yesterday
i am really
blessed to have him beside me
not forgetting my ke ai de friends x)
not forgetting my dramatic family

today
printed timetable
packed books
preparing to watch hana yori dango
x)

hope everyone is happy
!!!!!!!
kai xin
real geniuses smile

917pm
late update
spend the earlier 4 hours or so
doing combined humanities homework

its rather tough
so think quite long
and to help me boost my brain power
i am also
watching Hana Yori Dango Meteor Garden

watching the drama
make me realise that this was the drama that
makes me want to be protected

remember when Doumyouji wanted to protect Makino from danger
and end up gettin beaten up badly
then Makino was so touched and also tried to protect Doumyouji
from a chair slam .despite she being more physically weak than Doumyouji

i just love that scene x)

dramas

x)

Matsumoto Jun and Inoue Mao is so adorable x)
okie x)

932
hope everyone is happy
must stay happy x)
take careee!


those who took my pictures
i accept cheques x)

sorry melvin
lose temper x(

shouldn't i be sleeping?
959 am

wake up early so i can finish up the graduation certificate
i m so regretting it

went to melvin blog (since he specially leave a tag asking me to go)
and found out that there would be hana kimi in jap too
with jap cast

a question i want to ask
"Why is japan always copying taiwan with regards to idol dramas ?"

making me hooked up with the same storyline again -.-

xpxpxpxpxp
okie back to work
1 noon still got lesson
mrs chan mrs chan !


everyone take care x)
those who have lesson now..jia you x)

703
spend 2 hour or more doing emath homework
some dont know how to do.
but will ask others for help x)

english and emath
english lesson pass too slow
emath lesson pass too fast

x)

happiness is the key in every decision

respect

x)

705pm


everyone must take care
and stay happy/joyful !

944pm
came back from outing!
got hurt a lot of time
too careless x(
even my parents say i clumsy !

board 99 first
then board 174


west mall x(
went to eat some kaya toast
memories of work flashed back
hahs
then start shopping

no money x(
but bought i need
and the slippers i want ! x)
hahs

dinner
spent quite a lot
pizza? hahs ><
one pizza one baked rice x)
3 person shared
and the background music is all my favourite
humming to the tune and eating x)

during the outing my brother called mumi
hmmm
my brother
take care worr!!!
xin ku is xin ku
but train yourself mah!

x)

tomorrow
english and math
THURSDAY!!!!!!!!!!!
finally

x)


but haven't got any clues ........

247pm
Wednesday

i really wish mr yip would be our physics teacher
but nows too late.
just have to cope
luckily chemistry could pull my combined science grades up

x)

now pure physics student should be doing their practical ?
hopefully its easy for them x)
LENG LENG hor x)

XIEXIE!!!!!!!!!

once i come home from gekpoh kfc
my mom told me that we 3 person later go out and eat -.-
so wont be too bored?
?

so now waiting to go out hahs
what should i write for my homework?

everyone must take care x)
be happy!!!!

maybe after outing
will update more

711pm
done core geography and biology homework x)
..
return to school two times ..

but biology pratical the best..
hopefully next time can cut up other things..living things are welcome
not only potato and kiwi -.-
a feeling just surfaced when i was playing with the potato
cutting it with a scapel ..
poking numerous holes
i feel bad for the potato.
it cant even scream
it cant even say no.
can it even feel pain ?
the more i think the more i poke it ..
more holes xp

but i doubt i can pass the whole pratical exams
because my drawing stilll sucks .
x(

back home
did homework for about 3 hours
thats long -.-
well i still left the testimonal as usual
..graduation..
i really want to graduate..
but i dont want to miss any of my friends
......
x)

and please dont terrorise my tagboard -.-
its friendly and it wont bite x)

brother is in camp
x)
kinda lonely since no one would be joking around or
giving temper ?


what should i do now?


take care everyone
smile .

702
18 june

a lot of homeworks!
finished summary
left comprehension and testimonal?
core geo tys
its really how weird when one's mind just goes blank when
reading a simple understandable question?
so i shall not do it today
since my brain is empty


everyone must be happy
real happiness
take care everyone...!
.......
haiz.

learnt my lesson
but how to solve?



707pm

x)

924
6 more mins
S.W.A.T would end

i wonder why almost all girls cant join s.w.a.t?

watching the show.
make me realise i really am not very fit hahs

its really cool
action packed show?
hahs

"de~ nene de~ nene de~ nene"

hahs
back to watch s.w.a.t

tomorow would be a very very long day
english and geography?
o m g

x)



updated 951pm

am back x)
s.w.a.t end

well..
who is interested in watching a lesbian movie?
movie name : spider lillies (taiwan movie -.-)
i only know rainie yang would be in that movie
not sure how it is rated .
should i even watch ?
what if the storyline is just this girl like this girl and
show how they overcome other people's opinion to contiue thier
relationship?


and watching lesbian movies does not mean you are a lesbian !
lesbians or gays are just people who end up loving another person
who is of the same sexes.
so SPARE them from insults x)
they do have a choice right?


lame me

everyone really must be happy
and i want to see real smiles
x)
what should i do now?

Ms Yap and Ms Amy would be among the first batch of teachers i have to see

5 more months
just endure 5 more months x)
x)

Lyrics of my hit song
Missy Higgins
Special two.

I've hardly been outside my room in days
Coz I don't feel that I deserve the sunshines rays
The darkness helped until the whiskey wore away
It was then I realised the conscience never fades
When you're young you have this image of your life
That you'll be scrupulous and one day even make a wife
And you make boundaries you'd never dream to cross
And if you happen to you'll wake completely lost

But I will fight for you
Be sure that I will fight
Until we're the special two once again...

And we will only need each other
We'll bleed together
Our hands will not be taught to hold anothers
Coz we're the special two

And we could only see each other
We'll breathe together
These arms will not be taught to need anothers
Coz we're the special two

I remember someone old once said to me
That lies will lock you up with truth the only key
But I was comfortable and warm inside my shell
And couldn't see this place could soon become my hell
So is it better to tell and hurt or lie to save their face?
Well I guess the answer is don't do it in the first place
I know im not deserving of your trust from you right now
Oh but if by chance you change your mind
You know I will not let you down
Coz we were the special two
And we'll be again

And we will only need each other
We'll bleed together
Our hands will not be taught to hold anothers
Coz we're the special two

And we could only see each other
We'll breathe together
These arms will not be taught to need anothers
We're the special two

I'll step ouside my minds eyes for a minute
And I'll look over me like a doctor looking for disease
For somethin that could ease the pain
But nothin cures the hurt you, you bring on by yourself
Just remembering, just remembering how we were

And we would only need each other
We'd bleed together
Our hands will no be taught to hold anothers
We were the special two

And we could only see each other
we'd bleed together
these arms will not be taught to need anothers
coz we're the special two

1228pm
woke up abt a hour and 28 mins ago
too exhausted yesterday

i am still lazy
so i would only post pictures

its hard to get photo of girls x(

x)









i shall now end post and
SLACK


and maybe
read some core geography for tml x)