i hearts kiwi lots lots
now i prefer kiwis over mangos
awwwww

Broken Hearted Girl -Beyonce



Youre everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you couldve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?

Youre the only one I wish I could forget
The only one Id love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, youre the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I cant erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know Ill be there at the end of the day

I dont wanna be without you babe
I dont want a broken heart
Dont wanna take a breath with out you babe
I dont wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I dont want to love you in no kind of way no no
I dont want a broken heart
And I dont wanna play the broken-hearted girlNo...No
No broken-hearted girl
Im no broken-hearted girl

Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now Ive always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say youve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel youre not deserving me
And still youre in my heart
But youre the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I dont complain
Cause Ive been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I dont hate you
Im happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I dont wanna be without you babe
I dont want a broken heart
Dont wanna take breath with out you babe
I dont wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I dont want to love you in no kind of way no no
I dont want a broken heart
And I dont wanna play the broken-hearted girl...NoNo
No broken-hearted girl

Now Im at a place I thought Id never be
Im living in a world thats all about you and meyeah
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you
yeah yeah yeah, ohh ohh ohh

I dont wanna be without my baby
I dont wanna a broken heart
Dont want to take a breath with out my baby
I dont wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I dont want to love you in no kind of way..No..No
I dont want a broken heart
I dont wanna play the broken-hearted girl..No..No..
No broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl Nono
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl



~~~
Its a beautiful sunday
rise and shine
still have photographs not taken
exams coming soon
and i am still slacking

had dance lesson yesterday for one hour at Esplanade
under the festival of da:ns
swing dance is fun
lesson is toooooooooooooooo short
mac monopoly
home sweet home

thanks serene for the coookies!
weiting do get well soon !

Ego - Beyonce feat Kanye West

the music video have the same concept with "Single Ladies"

(Kanye)
I got a big ego ha ha ha
Im Such a big ego uh uh uh
I got a big ha ha ha ego
She love my big ha ha ha ego
So stroke my big ha ha ha ego
I like to joke around a little bit but here we go
Welcome to the wonderful world of gold plated ???
Everything I throw up, blow up
Talking to the girl she said know what grow up, ya nasty
I dont understand why they tripping if you ask me
Flow just the nicest
I emit the propane
I just spit prolly just raise the gas prices
Everybody in the club tryna get as fresh as me
What you on dog?
Tryna stay recession free
and spit refreshingly when I rock the stadium
You prolly get sweaty, you should get a extra tee
Now im standing next to Jay who standing next to B
Couldve been anywhere in the world but youre here with me
Thats good for my ego, ha ha, me and my ego
And he go everywhere we go
My ego is my imaginary friend
He was with me when I was only imagining
I had dreams of the league,
one day Id play Kobe or walk up to Puff
and he would really know me.
Couldnt let the dream killers kill my self-esteem.
Or use the arrogance as the steam that power my dreams and my ego

(Beyoncé)
Its on,
Baby lets get lost
You dont need
To call into work,
Cuz youre the boss
For real want you
To show me how you feel
I consider myself
Lucky thats a big deal

Why, well,
You got the key to my heart
But you aint gonna need it
Id rather you open up my body
And show me secrets
You didnt know was inside,
No need for me to lie

Its too big
Its too wide
Its too strong
It wont fit
Its too much
Its too tough
He talks like this
Cuz he can back it up
He got a big ego
Such a huge ego
I love his big ego
Its too much
He walks like this
Cuz he can back it up

Usually Im humble
Right now I dont choose
You can leave with me
Or you could have the blues
Some call it arrogant
I call it confidant
You decide when you find
On what Im working with

Damn I know,
Im killing you with them legs
Better yet them thighs
Matter a fact its my smile
Or maybe my eyes
Boy you a site to see
Kind of something like me

Its too big
Its too wide
Its too strong
It wont fit
Its too much
Its too tough
I talk like this
Cuz I can back it up
I got a big ego
Such a huge ego
But he love my big ego
Its too much
I walk like this
Cuz I can back it up

Its too big
Its too wide
Its too strong
It wont fit
Its too much
Its too tough
I talk like this
Cuz I can back it up
I got a big ego
Such a huge ego
But he love my big ego
Its too much
I walk like this
Cuz I can back it up

Ego so big, you must admit
I got every reason to feel like Im that b****
Ego so strong, if you aint know
I dont need no beat, I can sing it with piano

Ego - Beyonce feat Kanye West

the music video have the same concept with "Single Ladies"

(Kanye)
I got a big ego ha ha ha
Im Such a big ego uh uh uh
I got a big ha ha ha ego
She love my big ha ha ha ego
So stroke my big ha ha ha ego
I like to joke around a little bit but here we go
Welcome to the wonderful world of gold plated ???
Everything I throw up, blow up
Talking to the girl she said know what grow up, ya nasty
I dont understand why they tripping if you ask me
Flow just the nicest
I emit the propane
I just spit prolly just raise the gas prices
Everybody in the club tryna get as fresh as me
What you on dog?
Tryna stay recession free
and spit refreshingly when I rock the stadium
You prolly get sweaty, you should get a extra tee
Now im standing next to Jay who standing next to B
Couldve been anywhere in the world but youre here with me
Thats good for my ego, ha ha, me and my ego
And he go everywhere we go
My ego is my imaginary friend
He was with me when I was only imagining
I had dreams of the league,
one day Id play Kobe or walk up to Puff
and he would really know me.
Couldnt let the dream killers kill my self-esteem.
Or use the arrogance as the steam that power my dreams and my ego

(Beyoncé)
Its on,
Baby lets get lost
You dont need
To call into work,
Cuz youre the boss
For real want you
To show me how you feel
I consider myself
Lucky thats a big deal

Why, well,
You got the key to my heart
But you aint gonna need it
Id rather you open up my body
And show me secrets
You didnt know was inside,
No need for me to lie

Its too big
Its too wide
Its too strong
It wont fit
Its too much
Its too tough
He talks like this
Cuz he can back it up
He got a big ego
Such a huge ego
I love his big ego
Its too much
He walks like this
Cuz he can back it up

Usually Im humble
Right now I dont choose
You can leave with me
Or you could have the blues
Some call it arrogant
I call it confidant
You decide when you find
On what Im working with

Damn I know,
Im killing you with them legs
Better yet them thighs
Matter a fact its my smile
Or maybe my eyes
Boy you a site to see
Kind of something like me

Its too big
Its too wide
Its too strong
It wont fit
Its too much
Its too tough
I talk like this
Cuz I can back it up
I got a big ego
Such a huge ego
But he love my big ego
Its too much
I walk like this
Cuz I can back it up

Its too big
Its too wide
Its too strong
It wont fit
Its too much
Its too tough
I talk like this
Cuz I can back it up
I got a big ego
Such a huge ego
But he love my big ego
Its too much
I walk like this
Cuz I can back it up

Ego so big, you must admit
I got every reason to feel like Im that b****
Ego so strong, if you aint know
I dont need no beat, I can sing it with piano

mushroom mushroom lol

having exam on wednesday and thursday
5pm to 7pm
jiayou! jiayou!

you can never take every thing for granted . its all a privilege
friendship
relationship
kinship

i am blessed with you all (L)
whos around me
every single one of you



i hearts tay ping hui
lol
he is so hot. and so cute


i am so gonna watch
the storm warriors 2
10 dec

its a rainy day
bad luck

my latest addiction
Fifi Lapin!

I like Legend of the Seeker
haha

i kinda like ECD tutor too.
it seems that all the modules have great tutors and lecturer this semester

i am starting to like tourism law
seriously
because of the lecturer
he explains in a very interesting way
in an understandable way
and he will add jokes inside which makes the whole lesson funny
kinda of cool
he maybe one of the new lecturers i like


"if you cant change fate than change your attitude "

sorry to all my fellow friends
that i was abit cranky
and very insensitive
sorry for being an asshole

the old me will be back soon

i thrashed out everything
tried to hold back some tears but yea
every thing that i kept in my heart for 3 months had been expressed
and yea
lightened

i never wish for forever
i just wish we can be happy when we are together
we still have things to learn
maturity is important and slowly
we will grow


i want to change into a better person

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i wish i was not in love

at least it saves me from misery
from every single crap you give me

fuck my heart

Rihannnnnnnna new song
with Ne-yo as the writer
dark feel

Rihanna - Russian Roulette



Take a breath, take it deep
Calm yourself, he says to me
If you play, you play for keeps
Take a gun, and count to three
Im sweating now, moving slow
No time to think, my turn to go

[Chorus)
And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
And Im terrified but Im not leaving
Know that I must must pass this test
So just pull the trigger

Say a prayer to yourself
He says close your eyes
Sometimes it helps
And then I get a scary thought
That hes here means hes never lost

(Chorus)

As my life flashes before my eyes
Im wondering will I ever see another sunrise?
So many wont get the chance to say goodbye
But its too late too pick up the value of my life

i really do prefer seas than forest!
haha
conquer HSBC TREE WALK
exhausting


first day of work today
horrible
but compared to pan pacific
its much easier

my folks understand why i like to post lyrics on blogs
as usually those are words i am currently feeling

偶尔 - 张韶涵
我們都曾經 失去愛情
從你的身上我認識刻骨銘心
錯過的花季 我的心也就結成冰

我們都曾經 非常努力
卻常常的歎息 常常有了疑問句
所以我 離去

偶爾很清醒 偶爾卻抗拒
偶爾有睡意 偶爾很傷心
當我們反覆練習 想
讓愛歸零 但無能為力

偶爾很開心 偶爾卻下雨
偶爾有夢醒 偶爾很想你
當我們同時安靜 也做
了決定 卻不要再見你

我們都曾經失去愛情
從你的身上我認識 刻骨銘心
錯過的花季 我的心也就結成冰

我們都曾經非常努力
卻常常的歎息 常常有了疑問句
所以我離去

偶爾很清新 偶爾卻抗拒
偶爾有睡意 偶爾很傷情
當我們彷彿練習 想讓
愛歸零 但無能為力

偶爾很開心 偶爾卻下雨
偶爾有夢境 偶爾很想你
當我們同時安靜也做
了決定 卻不要再見你

偶爾很慶幸 偶爾卻抗拒
偶爾有睡意 偶爾很想起
當我們反覆練習 想
讓愛歸零但無能為力
偶爾很開心 偶爾卻下雨
偶爾有夢境 偶爾很想你
當我們安靜 也做了
決定 卻不要再見你

i do hate quarrels
its tiring
its stressing

i feel unhealthy.

Stephen Chow in "A Chinese Odyssey" ("Journey To The West"). Law Kar Ying sings "Only You".
something funny



The lyrics goes (I am not a Cantonese but will try my best to translate):
Only You...
Can take me to obtain the Holy Scripts (from the Western Regions)
Only You...
Can kill all demons and spirits
Only You...
Can protect me (Law Kar Ying looks back lovingly at Stephen Chow)
Preventing Cockel Spirits and Crab Spirits from eating ("DAP") me
Only you have the capability
And it is Only You...(Law Kar Ying looks back lovingly at Stephen Chow, again. Music stops. Stephen Chow tries to speak)
O-o-o-o-only You....
Please don't blame teacher for being naggy
Put on this KU (Metallic ring meant for putting on Monkey God's head to control him. It can shrink in size and cause pain when Tripitaka chant a curse. It's a gift from the Goddess Of Mercy as the Monkey God is always out of control)
Don't be afraid of death and don't "TI TENG" (shiver/tremble)
When in trouble, don't be afraid
I (I'll) understand
Must put in your best effort to DO (it)
When you're afraid, I will share it with you. (LKY holds SC's hand)
Amitabha.... ("Amen" in Buddhism)

The Blue Lagoon
1980s movie
A story of natural love. Two children shipwrecked alone on a tropical island. Nature is kind. They thrive on the bounty of jungle and lagoon. The boy grows tall. The girl beautiful. They swim naked over coral reefs. They run in a cathedral of trees. And the warm winds, the tropic moon, the silk sand conspire to enchant them. When their love happens, it is natural as the sea, and as powerful. Love as nature intended to be

kinda nice
love should be innocent
sometime it can be a poison

i do prefer islands,seas and fishes then forest

i feel so unhealthy
emotional unhealthy

photography was not as fun as i thought it was
trash


"Chuck: if i knew his name,i'd kill him.
Nate: Because you kill people now? What, you gonna hunt him down with your scarf?
Chuck: Don't mock the scarf,Nathaniel. It's my signature "


i love america's next top model!

thursday
11pm
allison is so cute
big freaky eyes
catfights! bitches!

back from school!
i am happy to seeee all my poly mates
every single ones
those that went for oip
those that didnt
love love love and love you people lots lots


happy birthday sp!
i know i am not needed
so take care
have lots of fun!

tomorrow will be my official day to start school!
hahah
changed my blog skin
never use a single photoshop tool
(because lappy is not here)

having short hair sucks for now
but i will get use to it !

chionnng HBM project
SPA management tomorrow

isint rupert charming?

its 131am!
17 october 2009
have been back for at least 1 day~

SHANGRI LA~
the trip to china have made me appreciate my life(because of that typhoon),my home and my loves.
helps me deepen bonds with few of my friends(allows me to know them better) like kwoon jiew,xinyu,serene,serena,jieting, jiaen and joanna .
get to talk to some of the classmates like the girls
and get to work with some like aaron and alden for projects
i can survive without television for two months and now i think tv shows are dumb.
glad to have a bathroom,my fridge and my family in Singapore
certainly miss crap jokes, girls talk, tortoise hiding and slacking in room 208 with my girls in the night.
and really having Anthony as our host is great. hes a singaporean by the way. hes helpful and a real gentleman!

my favourite food in china(except those that is way toooooooo salty or just didnt try before)
my xia long bao which i ate almost every day from the canteen and hong kong
i love tomatoes and beef being cooked together
yang zhou fried rice from the canteen. awfully generous portion for one person
KOREAN BBQ (hearts hearts hearts)
Portuguese egg tart from Macau

i can continue to talk(blabber :yak yak and yak) about the trip for hours but i am sleepy LOL
so yea. i will post the photos (latest ) in facebook when i have the time and energy
dear god pls bless my lappy to be alright

conclusion:
this trip changes people's life,perspectives and thoughts.
i realise theres a lot of thing in Singapore i can live without
i have slowly matured over those 2 months and
HELL YEA. i know what i want in life and what i dont ever want anymore


ROCK ON!
screw the uncool

i need to work now
broke
but HAPPY

thanks to aud for accompany me to fujitsu service centre

i gonnna change my blogskin asap after i received my lappy back.

this song is full of words of my emotions
listen and understand

Michelle Branch - Goodbye To You
Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

mid Autumn festival in china is so exciting
its like national day in singapore
its where all of the families gather for dinner,moon appreciation and eat moon cakes
COOOOOLLLL
x)
i realise i cant communicate well in Mandarin with the China students!
haha but i tried real hard yea!
JIAYOU!

hahahaha

serena is so mushy with her boyfriend
canot stand it
lol

i cant wait to go back to singapore
finish every projects and tests
and enjoy final days of holiday before school start
and meeet all my friends
misssssses lots!
and go shoppping
and singapore food!
bak ku teh
ikan bili fried rice
rojak
popiah
fried banana
laksa
chicken chop
yong tau fu
roast duck rice
roast chicken rice
ban mian
clementi fooooooooood

phone card no money
considering whether to top up
should i?
love my familyyyyyyy


soon it will be haz and yilong b-dae!
~.~