HAPPY NEW YEAR.....
should b sleepin now...
reali canot...i nid 2 sleep...
cos my sms pok le..so canot wish ppl hapi new year...
so can onli use tag!!!
2dae was fun.....
because can see HER & HIM & THEM(??)
HER:BU YAO SAD!! THEY SHOULD B ABLE TO UNDERSTAND
HIM:HOPEFULI FOREVER :D :D will de bahh :D
THEM:wadever u wish ..u people sure can get it if u try..
2dae went 2 boon lay countdown
before that went to serene huse..
wrote our wishes on a ballon n let it go when time strike 12!!
HOPE it will come true!!
firsttime c fireworks so near...and first time see wif u people...
surely will be in my memories forever... :D
well..2007 might no seem as bad as i thought it would be...
hope everyone would b hapi n i get to have all my wishes come true.....
well.....everyone wishes olso come true bah :D
HAPPI 2007!
Sunday 31 December 2006
Saturday 30 December 2006
Thursday 28 December 2006
Tuesday 26 December 2006
Monday 25 December 2006
chirstmas...
hohoho...
bought my my socks n pencil box(veri veri big)..for 2 bucks niaaaa..........
POK....no money le.....
i kinda enjoy chirstmas..but somethings jus make mi sad....
haiz...
hope everyone enjoyed their chirstmas....
:D ...no :D nono :D
logcake nice nice....to eat n to look
hm...
thx Santa for making sum of my wishes come true .....
...THX...
thx to those who cared or loved mi this year...THX THX...
realli appreciate u people...thx...
tml is melvin b-dae ... :D
~.~
hohoho...
bought my my socks n pencil box(veri veri big)..for 2 bucks niaaaa..........
POK....no money le.....
i kinda enjoy chirstmas..but somethings jus make mi sad....
haiz...
hope everyone enjoyed their chirstmas....
:D ...no :D nono :D
logcake nice nice....to eat n to look
hm...
thx Santa for making sum of my wishes come true .....
...THX...
thx to those who cared or loved mi this year...THX THX...
realli appreciate u people...thx...
tml is melvin b-dae ... :D
~.~
Sunday 24 December 2006
ok las post before i go offline..
hmm..saw a fren nick..
o...chirstmas...
hmm..who to spend with is veri important to sum?
isit?...
.......but...not everyone can spend it with de one they want.....
a pity?...
but if got..fate....n destiny.....surely can de.....
to sum...JIA YOU...
jia you to mi olso-.-
.........wad .......craps i wrote........
hmm..saw a fren nick..
o...chirstmas...
hmm..who to spend with is veri important to sum?
isit?...
.......but...not everyone can spend it with de one they want.....
a pity?...
but if got..fate....n destiny.....surely can de.....
to sum...JIA YOU...
jia you to mi olso-.-
.........wad .......craps i wrote........
another post..
told u i m in de mood of writing..
sometimes...
it doesnt matter if i exist in tis world or not..
imagine...in class theres no "celestine"..
less one weird freak..
in de world...less one celestine..
theres still 1000000000 of other celestine..
i m reali not tat important...haizzzzz
should i even ask de question
"WHAT AM I TO U?".....
a nobody?
a friend?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
1 hr 40 mins left 2 chirstmas..
told u i m in de mood of writing..
sometimes...
it doesnt matter if i exist in tis world or not..
imagine...in class theres no "celestine"..
less one weird freak..
in de world...less one celestine..
theres still 1000000000 of other celestine..
i m reali not tat important...haizzzzz
should i even ask de question
"WHAT AM I TO U?".....
a nobody?
a friend?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
1 hr 40 mins left 2 chirstmas..
hm...hurts...
hmm.....
theres always a limit bah...
gettin hurt is painful..
n de disadvantages is tat u will become fragile..n u cant get use 2 pain.....
wad kind of deal is tat?
wads de use of always getting hurt?
wads de use of hurtin others?
being hurt emotionally n mentally..
wads de stupid **** use of livin?
....
o...m an angry kid...
hmm.....
theres always a limit bah...
gettin hurt is painful..
n de disadvantages is tat u will become fragile..n u cant get use 2 pain.....
wad kind of deal is tat?
wads de use of always getting hurt?
wads de use of hurtin others?
being hurt emotionally n mentally..
wads de stupid **** use of livin?
....
o...m an angry kid...
girls kissin lips to lips...
lesbian act?
but..cant normal gals-frens kiss?
as..
"kissing is most commonly an expression of affection"
....haiz...
i m so lame..
chirstmas...
SANTA
i WISH for...******** * **** ..*** n **** ****** *** * ***** n *********** ** ** ***** *** **** n ***** ***** n ********* **** ******* **** *** n ** ** *** ** **** **** *** *** n ** *** *** ** ** ******
n my emath mus pass..
n my parents will understand mi more..
n dunid to wori about money matters..
n no more freaky problems
n i wish 2 be truely happi..truely cared for...truely love for who i am!
n may GOD bless everyone i love :D
.....................
i m a greedy freak........................
but o well....dun tink all will come true...
.....
2 hr 27 mins left to chirstmas..
clock time is provided from my computer
............
DO NOT NAME MI AS A THING OR STUFF
lesbian act?
but..cant normal gals-frens kiss?
as..
"kissing is most commonly an expression of affection"
....haiz...
i m so lame..
chirstmas...
SANTA
i WISH for...******** * **** ..*** n **** ****** *** * ***** n *********** ** ** ***** *** **** n ***** ***** n ********* **** ******* **** *** n ** ** *** ** **** **** *** *** n ** *** *** ** ** ******
n my emath mus pass..
n my parents will understand mi more..
n dunid to wori about money matters..
n no more freaky problems
n i wish 2 be truely happi..truely cared for...truely love for who i am!
n may GOD bless everyone i love :D
.....................
i m a greedy freak........................
but o well....dun tink all will come true...
.....
2 hr 27 mins left to chirstmas..
clock time is provided from my computer
............
DO NOT NAME MI AS A THING OR STUFF
mood currently is complicated...
not hapi not angry not sad?
veri hapi+veri sad...
moody bah
...........
..2dae mornin jiu go malaysia...
hm...went there shopin.....
mostly wad i nid 2 buy alreadi bought...
stil left some...
then comin home back on train ..
saw jessle :D
finally reach boon lay ..
then my dad go buy stuff from ntuc..
my mum n mi went home first..
but..realised.aiyo....we dun have huse key wor...
so...stil have 2 wait for my dad..
still reach home safety...
where my bro?
where did he go?
=.=
celebrate chirstmas eve wif his frens...
wish him have fun ...
.........
chirstmas countdown?...
o well....dunoe...c later...
later then rite more bah.....
...................
"Wish I could press rewind
Turn back the hands of time"
not hapi not angry not sad?
veri hapi+veri sad...
moody bah
...........
..2dae mornin jiu go malaysia...
hm...went there shopin.....
mostly wad i nid 2 buy alreadi bought...
stil left some...
then comin home back on train ..
saw jessle :D
finally reach boon lay ..
then my dad go buy stuff from ntuc..
my mum n mi went home first..
but..realised.aiyo....we dun have huse key wor...
so...stil have 2 wait for my dad..
still reach home safety...
where my bro?
where did he go?
=.=
celebrate chirstmas eve wif his frens...
wish him have fun ...
.........
chirstmas countdown?...
o well....dunoe...c later...
later then rite more bah.....
...................
"Wish I could press rewind
Turn back the hands of time"
Saturday 23 December 2006
anithing3...aiyo......
hm...
hmw havent finish...
tml chirstmas eve..
season of givin..
bought perfume knee guard...n ******
.....abit pok...
.........
..............
.................
......................
will it even be better if it doesnt even started?
end end~...
remember can save anithin?
abit angry lolz...BUT if its fated..then ...o..
LIFE ALWAYS UNFAIR..
we just to accept it...
if everything is fair....life would b so..boring...m sadistic?
no use............
angry? piss off? sad? moody?
theres surely more to life than de unfair-ness........
wad else can we human beings do?
hm...
hmw havent finish...
tml chirstmas eve..
season of givin..
bought perfume knee guard...n ******
.....abit pok...
.........
..............
.................
......................
will it even be better if it doesnt even started?
end end~...
remember can save anithin?
abit angry lolz...BUT if its fated..then ...o..
LIFE ALWAYS UNFAIR..
we just to accept it...
if everything is fair....life would b so..boring...m sadistic?
no use............
angry? piss off? sad? moody?
theres surely more to life than de unfair-ness........
wad else can we human beings do?
Friday 22 December 2006
Thursday 21 December 2006
Wednesday 20 December 2006
change my blogskin after one sleepless night..thinkin abt everything..
i change my song too..PLAY IT...its jus below de taggie board
..i overreacted..
y shuld i care so much when one has make up their mind?
care so much in de end get hurt again..
i m jus another busybody..
nxt time i wont even care...
since you tink its rite then its rite..
wan change then change loh..
EVERYONE IS CHANGIN..
changin season ?
ok nxt yr is goin to be real bad..
NOTHIN MATTERS ANIMORE RITE?
my attitude is gettin real bad..
MY WORLD IS JUST SH!T
why cant i jus drop dead?
o well who actually cares if i m dead or alive?
MAY GOD BLESS THOSE THAT SHOULD BE ALIVE IN TIS CHAOS WEIRD WORLD
......i m jus.........an................
...idiot...dummy.....
Lyrics For Too Little Too Late
Come with me, stay the night
You say the words but boy it don't feel right
What do you expect me to say
(You know it's just too little too late)
You take my hand, and you say you've changed
But boy you know your beggin' don't fool me
Because to you it's just a game
(You know it's just too little too late)
So let me on down
Cause time has made me strong
I'm starting to move on
I'm gonna say this now
Your chance has come and gone
And you know
It's just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can't wait
Boy you know all the right things to say
(You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway
(You know it's just too little too late)
I was young and in love
I gave you everything but it wasn't enough
And now you wanna communicate
(You know it's just too little too late)
Go find someone else
In lettin you go, I'm lovin myself
You gotta problem
But don't come askin me for help
Cause ya know it's just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can't wait
Boy you know all the right things to say
(You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway
(You know it's just too little too late)
I can love with all of my heart baby
I know I have so much to give
(I have so much to give)
With a player like you, I don't have a prayer
That's the way to live, yeah oh
It's just too little too late
Yeeeeeeah!!!
It's just too little, too late
Yeah it's just too little too late
A little too wrongAnd I can't wait
Boy you know all the right things to say
(You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway
(You know it's just too little too late)
...............................................................
o...give mi another bad dae..
make my life more worst will you?
i change my song too..PLAY IT...its jus below de taggie board
..i overreacted..
y shuld i care so much when one has make up their mind?
care so much in de end get hurt again..
i m jus another busybody..
nxt time i wont even care...
since you tink its rite then its rite..
wan change then change loh..
EVERYONE IS CHANGIN..
changin season ?
ok nxt yr is goin to be real bad..
NOTHIN MATTERS ANIMORE RITE?
my attitude is gettin real bad..
MY WORLD IS JUST SH!T
why cant i jus drop dead?
o well who actually cares if i m dead or alive?
MAY GOD BLESS THOSE THAT SHOULD BE ALIVE IN TIS CHAOS WEIRD WORLD
......i m jus.........an................
...idiot...dummy.....
Lyrics For Too Little Too Late
Come with me, stay the night
You say the words but boy it don't feel right
What do you expect me to say
(You know it's just too little too late)
You take my hand, and you say you've changed
But boy you know your beggin' don't fool me
Because to you it's just a game
(You know it's just too little too late)
So let me on down
Cause time has made me strong
I'm starting to move on
I'm gonna say this now
Your chance has come and gone
And you know
It's just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can't wait
Boy you know all the right things to say
(You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway
(You know it's just too little too late)
I was young and in love
I gave you everything but it wasn't enough
And now you wanna communicate
(You know it's just too little too late)
Go find someone else
In lettin you go, I'm lovin myself
You gotta problem
But don't come askin me for help
Cause ya know it's just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can't wait
Boy you know all the right things to say
(You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway
(You know it's just too little too late)
I can love with all of my heart baby
I know I have so much to give
(I have so much to give)
With a player like you, I don't have a prayer
That's the way to live, yeah oh
It's just too little too late
Yeeeeeeah!!!
It's just too little, too late
Yeah it's just too little too late
A little too wrongAnd I can't wait
Boy you know all the right things to say
(You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway
(You know it's just too little too late)
...............................................................
o...give mi another bad dae..
make my life more worst will you?
ok..REOPEN OF MY FREAKY BLOG WITHOUT CHANGIN DE SKIN ...
alot of memories..
alot of care..
alot of protection..
alot of love...
alot of hatred..
alot of pain..
i received tis yr.......
reali hate to end 2006...
my life can b made into a drama..
full of ups n downs..
homework havent finish..
havent study for CAs fot nxt yr...
havent reach 150 kg..
hope my life would stil go on
i reali dun wish 2 have a sad 2007..
i dunwan ani hurtings...ani betray..
is love reali onli a feeling ?
alot of memories..
alot of care..
alot of protection..
alot of love...
alot of hatred..
alot of pain..
i received tis yr.......
reali hate to end 2006...
my life can b made into a drama..
full of ups n downs..
homework havent finish..
havent study for CAs fot nxt yr...
havent reach 150 kg..
hope my life would stil go on
i reali dun wish 2 have a sad 2007..
i dunwan ani hurtings...ani betray..
is love reali onli a feeling ?
Thursday 14 December 2006
"hey everyone this blog is temporary close !!!!! No other reason just wanna close for the time being so you all can don't need to come to my blog liao !!!!!!!!!".................................
copi from joyce
but reali...close awhile..
noone will be disappointed so no harm done
天使情人 [Angel Lover]
new idol drama...
MING DAO
o..too bad..cant sae wads de show abt...
watch it bah
copi from joyce
but reali...close awhile..
noone will be disappointed so no harm done
天使情人 [Angel Lover]
new idol drama...
MING DAO
o..too bad..cant sae wads de show abt...
watch it bah
胡哥 -六月的雨
一场雨把我困在这里
你冷漠的表情
会让我伤心
六月的雨
就是无情的你
伴随着点点滴滴
痛击我心里oh~
我不相信你不是故意的
却为何把我丢弃在风雨里oh~
我不忍心也不想背叛你
惟有默默等你回心转意
我没有放弃也不会离你而去
哪怕要分开我依然等你
我全心全意等你的消息
终会有一天你会相信我我爱你
一场雨把我困在这里
你冷漠的表情会让我伤心
六月的雨就是无情的你
伴随着点点滴滴痛击我心里oh~
我不相信你不是故意的却为何把我丢弃在风雨里oh~
我不忍心也不想背叛你
惟有默默等你回心转意
我没有放弃也不会离你而去
哪怕要分开我依然等你
我全心全意等你的消息
终会有一天你会相信我我爱你
(一场雨想念你在我的心中都不可比拟你走后什么都已经消失在风雨)
ah..one of my fave classic...
thx james for sendin mi..
hmmm meaningful lyrics...
but ...lolz....is it true anot?
一场雨把我困在这里
你冷漠的表情
会让我伤心
六月的雨
就是无情的你
伴随着点点滴滴
痛击我心里oh~
我不相信你不是故意的
却为何把我丢弃在风雨里oh~
我不忍心也不想背叛你
惟有默默等你回心转意
我没有放弃也不会离你而去
哪怕要分开我依然等你
我全心全意等你的消息
终会有一天你会相信我我爱你
一场雨把我困在这里
你冷漠的表情会让我伤心
六月的雨就是无情的你
伴随着点点滴滴痛击我心里oh~
我不相信你不是故意的却为何把我丢弃在风雨里oh~
我不忍心也不想背叛你
惟有默默等你回心转意
我没有放弃也不会离你而去
哪怕要分开我依然等你
我全心全意等你的消息
终会有一天你会相信我我爱你
(一场雨想念你在我的心中都不可比拟你走后什么都已经消失在风雨)
ah..one of my fave classic...
thx james for sendin mi..
hmmm meaningful lyrics...
but ...lolz....is it true anot?
Wednesday 13 December 2006
i guess life would be alright..
ups n downs..
..homework still havent finish..take it slow bah..
changed my blogskin..
edit a few things..
song nice mah?
i dun understand my feelings...
feelings are too sacred ..
..so hard to understand
but i still know whats right..whats wrong..
somethings will always be a mistake..
dun ask mi who judged it as a mistake..
cos it should b...it IS a mistake
so...had to correct tis mistake ..
...
....
craps again..
friends forever :D
jia you everyone~ especially chipp
:D
ups n downs..
..homework still havent finish..take it slow bah..
changed my blogskin..
edit a few things..
song nice mah?
i dun understand my feelings...
feelings are too sacred ..
..so hard to understand
but i still know whats right..whats wrong..
somethings will always be a mistake..
dun ask mi who judged it as a mistake..
cos it should b...it IS a mistake
so...had to correct tis mistake ..
...
....
craps again..
friends forever :D
jia you everyone~ especially chipp
:D
Tuesday 12 December 2006
i m a useless person...
even my own parents olso hate mi..
imagine ur own parents sae dun treat u as their son or daughter
...wad to do...
maybe shes right..i should not have come to earth..
nth....
......
cryin n sick
m i lucky or wad?
maybe i dun deserve anithin...
i dunoe....
reali dunoe..
life in a mess...
靜靜的 。。 遺留了一點痕跡
thx...
even my own parents olso hate mi..
imagine ur own parents sae dun treat u as their son or daughter
...wad to do...
maybe shes right..i should not have come to earth..
nth....
......
cryin n sick
m i lucky or wad?
maybe i dun deserve anithin...
i dunoe....
reali dunoe..
life in a mess...
靜靜的 。。 遺留了一點痕跡
thx...
Monday 11 December 2006
Sunday 10 December 2006
waa...ok...thursdae mus stay tune to SECRETS OF THE SEXES
...for documentary review..
a short introduction to de show
"You may be surprised to learn that there are 412 different human emotions. But if you’re a woman this might be obvious. Women are said to be better at distinguishing between the fleeting expressions that cross our faces every day. Men are typically ‘systemisers’. That is they’re better at investigating how a system works. They like to get deeply involved in activities such as car repair, computing or building up an extensive music collection. However, many men and women have a ‘brain sex’ that differs from their gender. And that’s where it starts to get really interesting... Engaging new three-part series, Secrets of the Sexes, destroys myths and uncovers some startling new truths about the real differences between men and women. With human trials involving everything from go-karting to speed dating and finding your perfect partner, the result is a hilarious, provocative, informative and entertaining journey through the surprising science that separates the sexes."
cool rite? i missed de first episode..
hmm can a man have a "woman" brain?
can a woman have a "man" brain?
ok
MONDAE stay at home
n finish up a few homework!!!
listenin to S club 7
never had a dream come true
ah..old song...but not bad
change my blog song into
No Secrets-I'll Remember You
hope its nice for u ppl..
...for documentary review..
a short introduction to de show
"You may be surprised to learn that there are 412 different human emotions. But if you’re a woman this might be obvious. Women are said to be better at distinguishing between the fleeting expressions that cross our faces every day. Men are typically ‘systemisers’. That is they’re better at investigating how a system works. They like to get deeply involved in activities such as car repair, computing or building up an extensive music collection. However, many men and women have a ‘brain sex’ that differs from their gender. And that’s where it starts to get really interesting... Engaging new three-part series, Secrets of the Sexes, destroys myths and uncovers some startling new truths about the real differences between men and women. With human trials involving everything from go-karting to speed dating and finding your perfect partner, the result is a hilarious, provocative, informative and entertaining journey through the surprising science that separates the sexes."
cool rite? i missed de first episode..
hmm can a man have a "woman" brain?
can a woman have a "man" brain?
ok
MONDAE stay at home
n finish up a few homework!!!
listenin to S club 7
never had a dream come true
ah..old song...but not bad
change my blog song into
No Secrets-I'll Remember You
hope its nice for u ppl..
2dae went out wif company ppl..
..okok loh...
kana scolded by parents..
SERENE mus jia you!!
support u ..
down wif a slight flu..
"For me, the world, consists of the people I love. If those people aren't here, it's as if the world doesn't exist"
~unknown
........
life mus go on..
i wont eat ppl up de so no nid scare..
fat~fat
..okok loh...
kana scolded by parents..
SERENE mus jia you!!
support u ..
down wif a slight flu..
"For me, the world, consists of the people I love. If those people aren't here, it's as if the world doesn't exist"
~unknown
........
life mus go on..
i wont eat ppl up de so no nid scare..
fat~fat
Saturday 9 December 2006
Friday 8 December 2006
Thursday 7 December 2006
Wednesday 6 December 2006
2dae abit tired>.<
lolz..2 noon jiu L.A again..
L.A queen :D
reach $100...wif de help of sp again....
da jie nxt time help u :D
haha..las week 2 help ..
dot dot dot..
aiya..hoepfuli tml outin would b a sucess..
ah...abit scare will fail...
dunwan 2 fail........T.T
rember mus arrive on time 12 sharp
brin xtra clothes..
FOOD
n money laaaa~~
everyone is invited so...yeah..
come on down n join LJYT b-dae party :D
lolz..2 noon jiu L.A again..
L.A queen :D
reach $100...wif de help of sp again....
da jie nxt time help u :D
haha..las week 2 help ..
dot dot dot..
aiya..hoepfuli tml outin would b a sucess..
ah...abit scare will fail...
dunwan 2 fail........T.T
rember mus arrive on time 12 sharp
brin xtra clothes..
FOOD
n money laaaa~~
everyone is invited so...yeah..
come on down n join LJYT b-dae party :D
Tuesday 5 December 2006
Monday 4 December 2006
thursdae go west coast
if dunwan then...tel mi ur plan
other than goin 2 west coast
firstly its
-near so those who nid 2 go home early..tis de deal for u
-cheap ..those who sae pok liaoz..ah..cheap ok!!
-GOT BREAKWATER !!
-can see de sea..waves~
-can pinic...brin home food or at there buy ..
-can do wadever u wan to do ..cyclin,swimmin..
2dae de work..
went to hougang..
wa...tat side de clothes CHEAP seh..
rangin from $2 to $10
nice lei
...
ya...collection ah........
THX SP for helpin mi $20
thxthx..
...life mus go on......
if dunwan then...tel mi ur plan
other than goin 2 west coast
firstly its
-near so those who nid 2 go home early..tis de deal for u
-cheap ..those who sae pok liaoz..ah..cheap ok!!
-GOT BREAKWATER !!
-can see de sea..waves~
-can pinic...brin home food or at there buy ..
-can do wadever u wan to do ..cyclin,swimmin..
2dae de work..
went to hougang..
wa...tat side de clothes CHEAP seh..
rangin from $2 to $10
nice lei
...
ya...collection ah........
THX SP for helpin mi $20
thxthx..
...life mus go on......
Sunday 3 December 2006
i was not as strong as i thought i was..
YES m sad
YES m feelin pain
YES cryin another freaky time
YES i reali dunoe wad 2 do
YES its my fault
hopefuli tis de las time i cry over love
mayb i had hurt others on de way..
sorii..
but mus contiue..tis my choice ..do support mi ppl..
if ani of u felt tat its my fault..
scold mi if u want..
sori to disappoint some ppl
im a big baddie..
look down on mi if u wan...
YES m sad
YES m feelin pain
YES cryin another freaky time
YES i reali dunoe wad 2 do
YES its my fault
hopefuli tis de las time i cry over love
mayb i had hurt others on de way..
sorii..
but mus contiue..tis my choice ..do support mi ppl..
if ani of u felt tat its my fault..
scold mi if u want..
sori to disappoint some ppl
im a big baddie..
look down on mi if u wan...
spend 2dae reflectin about myself
i realise tat in the past i was
-a brat
-act hapi nia
-a ***** joker
-a crapper!
-a lamer
- dunoe de real meanin of friends
-dunoe de real meanin of love
- a freaky person who question friendship OMG
- a freaky person who is despo of love & hatin 2 lose love even if tat piece of love is painful
-SO CHILDISH!!
overall i must have suck in de past
no wonder so mani ppl hate mi...
...if i were to find a person that is of de same character
of my past self..
omg..i would faint..
giving up is not a act of weakness...its letting go stuff
that is not meant to be
friends was there for mi when i was down
i treasure every single one of them
if anione ask mi to chose them over friends..
sori i had 2 sae i chosen friends..
love should not be painful..if it was..its not true..
cos something in de process of love has hurt u
n love does not consist of hurtin those u love..
true love can be felt when u look into de eyes of those u loved or those who loved you..
if u cant even look into de eyes of those u love...how can u even sae love?
how can de person u so called "loved" even believe in u?
cant go on animore
sorri cause u to waste your time on mi..
i had slowly let go..
dunwanna be hurt animore
mayb i might regret it in de future..
but...
i reali hate de pain ..the hurtin
LOVE cause mi alot of pain...
so ..
FINALLY A BREAK FROM LOVE
..
hopefuli stil can b frends ..
memories jus make ppl cry..
but cry for a gd cause?
所有的一切早就已结束
for those who still in love..
mus jia you...
will b rootin for u ppl
now i realise
im emotionally much more stronger..
but i still have 2 depend on certain ppl in my life..
hopefuli they would let mi depend on them until i m more stronger..
i realise tat in the past i was
-a brat
-act hapi nia
-a ***** joker
-a crapper!
-a lamer
- dunoe de real meanin of friends
-dunoe de real meanin of love
- a freaky person who question friendship OMG
- a freaky person who is despo of love & hatin 2 lose love even if tat piece of love is painful
-SO CHILDISH!!
overall i must have suck in de past
no wonder so mani ppl hate mi...
...if i were to find a person that is of de same character
of my past self..
omg..i would faint..
giving up is not a act of weakness...its letting go stuff
that is not meant to be
friends was there for mi when i was down
i treasure every single one of them
if anione ask mi to chose them over friends..
sori i had 2 sae i chosen friends..
love should not be painful..if it was..its not true..
cos something in de process of love has hurt u
n love does not consist of hurtin those u love..
true love can be felt when u look into de eyes of those u loved or those who loved you..
if u cant even look into de eyes of those u love...how can u even sae love?
how can de person u so called "loved" even believe in u?
cant go on animore
sorri cause u to waste your time on mi..
i had slowly let go..
dunwanna be hurt animore
mayb i might regret it in de future..
but...
i reali hate de pain ..the hurtin
LOVE cause mi alot of pain...
so ..
FINALLY A BREAK FROM LOVE
..
hopefuli stil can b frends ..
memories jus make ppl cry..
but cry for a gd cause?
所有的一切早就已结束
for those who still in love..
mus jia you...
will b rootin for u ppl
now i realise
im emotionally much more stronger..
but i still have 2 depend on certain ppl in my life..
hopefuli they would let mi depend on them until i m more stronger..
Saturday 2 December 2006
HAPPI BIRTHDAE LI JUAN!!..
2dae went to field wif sp..
aiyo..abit slack in de beginin
i got all coins de..T.T
coin ~ coin ~ coin~
toa payoh no gd 2 work...
>.<
so we change to tiong bahru(dunoe how 2 spell) wif jm joshua n kenny
wa...tat side onli got 1 hawker centre?
lolz..5 ppl chiong there -.-
not much money...
.in de end noone got de goal?
tired..leg pain >.<
2dae everytime kick on something..
JM get de mos pay wor...
rich guy liaoz...
>.<
my pay ah..aiyo minus there minus here.
.left $70 plus 2 spend
~.~
MY ENGLISH & CHINESE MUS IMPROVE AH
after giv other ppl laugh at my bad languages again T.T
YOU !JIU SHI NI!
wad more can i do?
life still goes on.
2dae went to field wif sp..
aiyo..abit slack in de beginin
i got all coins de..T.T
coin ~ coin ~ coin~
toa payoh no gd 2 work...
>.<
so we change to tiong bahru(dunoe how 2 spell) wif jm joshua n kenny
wa...tat side onli got 1 hawker centre?
lolz..5 ppl chiong there -.-
not much money...
.in de end noone got de goal?
tired..leg pain >.<
2dae everytime kick on something..
JM get de mos pay wor...
rich guy liaoz...
>.<
my pay ah..aiyo minus there minus here.
.left $70 plus 2 spend
~.~
MY ENGLISH & CHINESE MUS IMPROVE AH
after giv other ppl laugh at my bad languages again T.T
YOU !JIU SHI NI!
wad more can i do?
life still goes on.
Friday 1 December 2006
最近 by 李圣杰 so nice....lyrics veri de gd
thx shang jie for sendin mi
hmm..2dae nvr do ani hmw..nvr go work..
tml mus jia you...
$350 my goal>.<
too high?
changed my blog skin..
nice mahh?
i nid music codes
I Have Loved You by Jessica Simpson &
Total Eclipse Of The Heart by WestLife
to match my blog?
hmm..
life stil have 2 go on...
sad..not hapi...depress..
still have 2 go on..
love is good when its true
but when its not...
it sucks totally..
but those couples around mi..
i am sure all of them are true to each other
so i dun tink ani bad things will happen..
may God bless them
hope i had pass wad God giv mi as tests
maybe de song may not sound as nice
total eclipse of the heart may not be pop or rock
but the lyrics is wad i m feelin
tis part
"Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart"
lame? ..o well..
if you tink tat way..i have nothin 2 sae...
thx shang jie for sendin mi
hmm..2dae nvr do ani hmw..nvr go work..
tml mus jia you...
$350 my goal>.<
too high?
changed my blog skin..
nice mahh?
i nid music codes
I Have Loved You by Jessica Simpson &
Total Eclipse Of The Heart by WestLife
to match my blog?
hmm..
life stil have 2 go on...
sad..not hapi...depress..
still have 2 go on..
love is good when its true
but when its not...
it sucks totally..
but those couples around mi..
i am sure all of them are true to each other
so i dun tink ani bad things will happen..
may God bless them
hope i had pass wad God giv mi as tests
maybe de song may not sound as nice
total eclipse of the heart may not be pop or rock
but the lyrics is wad i m feelin
tis part
"Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart"
lame? ..o well..
if you tink tat way..i have nothin 2 sae...
Thursday 30 November 2006
2dae de mos cham WORKIN DAE i ever had
collect $60 ONLI
de boss like wan scold mi ....T.T
aiya..
sori hor GALS..
..my work is like tat walk here walk there
if work is easy then is not cal work liaoz...
can on de way exercise wad ...
not bad ah?
ren will ren de
i pick up a few words...
...got influenced!!
dunoe is gd words or bad words?
life stil have to go on...
"Friends are God way of apologizing for our Family"
by unknown person
collect $60 ONLI
de boss like wan scold mi ....T.T
aiya..
sori hor GALS..
..my work is like tat walk here walk there
if work is easy then is not cal work liaoz...
can on de way exercise wad ...
not bad ah?
ren will ren de
i pick up a few words...
...got influenced!!
dunoe is gd words or bad words?
life stil have to go on...
"Friends are God way of apologizing for our Family"
by unknown person
Wednesday 29 November 2006
i reali do treasure my friends
so i wont let ani..ani of them get hurt..
so dun come hurtin my frens
dun go insult them
reali am stress..
c my pimples then u noe le
...wad 2 do..
HATE IT WHEN U SAE THOSE THINGS
y lei?
y cant u jus...understand mi?
trust mi...?
y lei......
dun ask mi chose ...
pls..dun force mi....
i wore a mask in de mornin..
pretend 2 b hapi..
but y..when at nite...
my mask jus drop...
y lei...
y mus i always cry..........
wad else can i do....
so i wont let ani..ani of them get hurt..
so dun come hurtin my frens
dun go insult them
reali am stress..
c my pimples then u noe le
...wad 2 do..
HATE IT WHEN U SAE THOSE THINGS
y lei?
y cant u jus...understand mi?
trust mi...?
y lei......
dun ask mi chose ...
pls..dun force mi....
i wore a mask in de mornin..
pretend 2 b hapi..
but y..when at nite...
my mask jus drop...
y lei...
y mus i always cry..........
wad else can i do....
Tuesday 28 November 2006
who dares tink abt de future?
mayb things wont go de way they are...
mayb things realli did go de way they are..
treasure de present..
missin de past..
lookin foward to de future...
ok..mayb not reali lookin forward
jus wanna 2 noe wad de future might hold
..hahaaa =.= tokin crap again...
listenin to My Chemical Romance "I'm not Okay"
old song ah? not sure leii...
go crazy !!
pimple outbreak
YEAH again!!
mos ugliest person YEAH!!!!!!!!!
haha...my ic olso veri de ugly YEAH!
ugly ugly ugly~~
mayb things wont go de way they are...
mayb things realli did go de way they are..
treasure de present..
missin de past..
lookin foward to de future...
ok..mayb not reali lookin forward
jus wanna 2 noe wad de future might hold
..hahaaa =.= tokin crap again...
listenin to My Chemical Romance "I'm not Okay"
old song ah? not sure leii...
go crazy !!
pimple outbreak
YEAH again!!
mos ugliest person YEAH!!!!!!!!!
haha...my ic olso veri de ugly YEAH!
ugly ugly ugly~~
Sunday 26 November 2006
Artist: The Veronicas
Song: Heavily Broken
Album: The Secret Life of the of the Veronicas
Everyday I sit here waiting
Everyday just seems so long
And now I've had enough of all the hating
Do we even care, it's so unfair
Any day it'll all be over
Any day there's nothing new
And now I just try to find some hope
To try and hold onto
And it starts again
It'll never end
I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
It just seems like I'm chokingAnd I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do
Almost giving up on trying
Almost heading for a fall
And now I'm screaming
I've gotta keep on fighting
But then again
It doesn't end
I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
It just seems like I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do?
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do
And there's nothing I can do
Feels like I'm drowning
I'm screaming for air(Screaming for air)
Louder I'm crying
And you don't even care
I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Could you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move(What can I do)
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken
I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you doI'm heavily broken [x3]
Song: Heavily Broken
Album: The Secret Life of the of the Veronicas
Everyday I sit here waiting
Everyday just seems so long
And now I've had enough of all the hating
Do we even care, it's so unfair
Any day it'll all be over
Any day there's nothing new
And now I just try to find some hope
To try and hold onto
And it starts again
It'll never end
I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
It just seems like I'm chokingAnd I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do
Almost giving up on trying
Almost heading for a fall
And now I'm screaming
I've gotta keep on fighting
But then again
It doesn't end
I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
It just seems like I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do?
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do
And there's nothing I can do
Feels like I'm drowning
I'm screaming for air(Screaming for air)
Louder I'm crying
And you don't even care
I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Could you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move(What can I do)
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken
I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you doI'm heavily broken [x3]
Saturday 25 November 2006
wa seh...second dae..
yeah..broke my record...
but..ya..haiz..tired...
luckily got ppl rootin for mi..
.rest assure...
i will b strong de..
thx jaylet..
mayb u cant read tis but..yeah..wad u said..reali..
ya..make mi retink myself as a person..
thx..i will stay strong..dun b a weakling like las time le :D
tml mus jia you...
yeah..broke my record...
but..ya..haiz..tired...
luckily got ppl rootin for mi..
.rest assure...
i will b strong de..
thx jaylet..
mayb u cant read tis but..yeah..wad u said..reali..
ya..make mi retink myself as a person..
thx..i will stay strong..dun b a weakling like las time le :D
tml mus jia you...
Friday 24 November 2006
Wednesday 22 November 2006
GUYS IN SINGAPORE
you ppl shuld consider urself as lucky
if u guys life in new guinea
wa....u guys would actually die..
by becomin a "man"
u guys have 2 endure 100 scars
all made usin razor knife
de age range is frm 11-30 yrs old
once de first cut is made...theres no turnin back
they will contiue 2 cut
n de bigger de cut de better seh...
pain olso still nid 2 contiue..
no numb medicine could b use..
de ppl there thought tat scars are a symbol of de crocodile
scale...
n tis is olso let de mother blood in u flow out ..
cos when u are born..u have ur mum blood so..if u wan 2 b a real man
u have 2 let de blood flow out...waa...eek
myth?tradition? urgh....pain la..
waa..painful..
wif sum much blood..
urgh..
CONSIDER URSELF LUCKY man!!!
you ppl shuld consider urself as lucky
if u guys life in new guinea
wa....u guys would actually die..
by becomin a "man"
u guys have 2 endure 100 scars
all made usin razor knife
de age range is frm 11-30 yrs old
once de first cut is made...theres no turnin back
they will contiue 2 cut
n de bigger de cut de better seh...
pain olso still nid 2 contiue..
no numb medicine could b use..
de ppl there thought tat scars are a symbol of de crocodile
scale...
n tis is olso let de mother blood in u flow out ..
cos when u are born..u have ur mum blood so..if u wan 2 b a real man
u have 2 let de blood flow out...waa...eek
myth?tradition? urgh....pain la..
waa..painful..
wif sum much blood..
urgh..
CONSIDER URSELF LUCKY man!!!
afternoon went to sch n bought one txtbk..
de security guard scared mi..
sae GD MORNIN so loudly..
but like tat kinda friendly?
but i onli bow back..
wa...now then i noe vone veri pro in telling
COLD JOKES..
tml no one NOONE can ps us...
>.< or fridae de newspaper headline would b
one student suicide lolz:P
reali la...all canot ps...
de security guard scared mi..
sae GD MORNIN so loudly..
but like tat kinda friendly?
but i onli bow back..
wa...now then i noe vone veri pro in telling
COLD JOKES..
tml no one NOONE can ps us...
>.< or fridae de newspaper headline would b
one student suicide lolz:P
reali la...all canot ps...
Tuesday 21 November 2006
Monday 20 November 2006
waa...
watched Ep 01 of Hana Kimi
omg..so cute...
but wad a pity..jiro is a third party as usual
o well he is cute aniway
ella...hmm sometime have too mani expression
on her face...
but ALSO VERI DE CUTEEE
we zun ..cool guy !!
cute cast
mus watch !!
...
tink i did wrong...
make alot of ppl angry...
haiz...
sorii..
watched Ep 01 of Hana Kimi
omg..so cute...
but wad a pity..jiro is a third party as usual
o well he is cute aniway
ella...hmm sometime have too mani expression
on her face...
but ALSO VERI DE CUTEEE
we zun ..cool guy !!
cute cast
mus watch !!
...
tink i did wrong...
make alot of ppl angry...
haiz...
sorii..
Sunday 19 November 2006
歌名：会有那么一天 (There will be a day)
歌手：林俊杰
一九四三
1943
世界大战
World War
阿嬷年轻的时候
When grandma was young
爷爷爱她那么多
Grandpa loves her so
他们感情很深
They love each other deeply
但是爷爷
But grandpa
身负重任
Bears a heavy responsibility
就在离乡的那夜
The night he was due to leave town
给了阿嬷一个吻
He gave grandma a kiss
轻声说到
Softly he said
我要离去
I am leaving
别再哭泣
Don't cry anymore
不要伤心
Don't be sad
请你相信我 要等待
Please trust me, and wait
我的爱 陪你永不离开
My love will accompany you and will never ever leave you
因为会有那么一天
Because there will be a day
我们牵着手在草原
We will hold hands on the grass fields
听鸟儿歌唱的声音
Listening to the sounds of birds singing
听我说声 我爱你
Listening to me saying, I Love You
夕阳西下
Under the sunset
鸟儿回家
The birds have returned home
阿嬷躺 在病床上
Grandma lies on her sick bed
呼吸有一点散漫
breathing slightly weak
眼神却很温柔
But gentleness was in her eyes
看着爷爷
Looks at grandpa's
湿透的眼
Tears welled eyes
握着他粗糙的手
Holding on to his rough hands
阿嬷的泪水开始流
Grandma's tears started to flow
轻声说道
Softly she said
我要离去
I am leaving
别再哭泣
Don't cry anymore
不要伤心
Don't be sad
请你相信我 要等待
Please trust me, and wait
我的爱 陪你永不离开
My love will accompany you and will never ever leave you
因为会有那么一天
Because there will be a day
我们牵着手在草原
We will hold hands on the grass fields
听鸟儿歌唱的声音
Listening to the sounds of birds singing
听我说声 我爱你
Listening to me saying, I Love You
nice song..nice lyrics..
tis song actually made mi believe theres true love in tis world for a few mins
even if they are not together ..their heart is connected..
sweet..too sweet...
too good to be true
..
ok nxt time dun off handphone le
after ppl tink i is tryin to avoid or wad..
dunwan 2 be mistaken for de wrong idea
..
lack of understandin n trust n communication..
what 2 do?
歌手：林俊杰
一九四三
1943
世界大战
World War
阿嬷年轻的时候
When grandma was young
爷爷爱她那么多
Grandpa loves her so
他们感情很深
They love each other deeply
但是爷爷
But grandpa
身负重任
Bears a heavy responsibility
就在离乡的那夜
The night he was due to leave town
给了阿嬷一个吻
He gave grandma a kiss
轻声说到
Softly he said
我要离去
I am leaving
别再哭泣
Don't cry anymore
不要伤心
Don't be sad
请你相信我 要等待
Please trust me, and wait
我的爱 陪你永不离开
My love will accompany you and will never ever leave you
因为会有那么一天
Because there will be a day
我们牵着手在草原
We will hold hands on the grass fields
听鸟儿歌唱的声音
Listening to the sounds of birds singing
听我说声 我爱你
Listening to me saying, I Love You
夕阳西下
Under the sunset
鸟儿回家
The birds have returned home
阿嬷躺 在病床上
Grandma lies on her sick bed
呼吸有一点散漫
breathing slightly weak
眼神却很温柔
But gentleness was in her eyes
看着爷爷
Looks at grandpa's
湿透的眼
Tears welled eyes
握着他粗糙的手
Holding on to his rough hands
阿嬷的泪水开始流
Grandma's tears started to flow
轻声说道
Softly she said
我要离去
I am leaving
别再哭泣
Don't cry anymore
不要伤心
Don't be sad
请你相信我 要等待
Please trust me, and wait
我的爱 陪你永不离开
My love will accompany you and will never ever leave you
因为会有那么一天
Because there will be a day
我们牵着手在草原
We will hold hands on the grass fields
听鸟儿歌唱的声音
Listening to the sounds of birds singing
听我说声 我爱你
Listening to me saying, I Love You
nice song..nice lyrics..
tis song actually made mi believe theres true love in tis world for a few mins
even if they are not together ..their heart is connected..
sweet..too sweet...
too good to be true
..
ok nxt time dun off handphone le
after ppl tink i is tryin to avoid or wad..
dunwan 2 be mistaken for de wrong idea
..
lack of understandin n trust n communication..
what 2 do?
after i watch s.h.e de Bu xiang zuo ni de peng you
de mv..
i wonder y sum countries dun allow gays or lesbians
even if allowin it means de population would decrese
but every human have de rights to love wad they wanna love.
..
tis make mi wanna c a gay couple ..
surely will support their love de
..
tryin out an experiment..off my hp for 2dae..
c if i can survive..
no smes n calls..
..
thinkin abt sum stuff..
some things reali too fragile le..
perhaps tat was my greatest mistake
if it didnt happen..would it remain perfect?
will life b perfect like de past?
was de past even perfect?
..
sometimes it hurts to understand
it hurts to know the truth...
the real cruel painful **** truth..
..
i finally learnt my lesson
n i tink i goin 2 fail my english le
n i nid 2 slow down my typin..
de mv..
i wonder y sum countries dun allow gays or lesbians
even if allowin it means de population would decrese
but every human have de rights to love wad they wanna love.
..
tis make mi wanna c a gay couple ..
surely will support their love de
..
tryin out an experiment..off my hp for 2dae..
c if i can survive..
no smes n calls..
..
thinkin abt sum stuff..
some things reali too fragile le..
perhaps tat was my greatest mistake
if it didnt happen..would it remain perfect?
will life b perfect like de past?
was de past even perfect?
..
sometimes it hurts to understand
it hurts to know the truth...
the real cruel painful **** truth..
..
i finally learnt my lesson
n i tink i goin 2 fail my english le
n i nid 2 slow down my typin..
Saturday 18 November 2006
flag dae
..rejected alot of time 2dae T.T
sum even sae i fake de......
haiz..adults ...
we walk from city hall to bugis
than stay there till 3 plus
in between bought irene back 2 city hall by FOOT
cos she goin home le
then sit mrt wif jocelyn back to city hall
jocelyn too hardworkin le loh..
mus stop her..hmm
then we saw ms tay...so happi.. :D
so chit chat chit chat
then went to suntec (<< like tat spell?)
change home clothes
then yeah..ivone scare us lohh....keep sayin wan go home..
we havent event buy pressie for her..
the shop at second floor loh..so we cant prevent her from goin home
so top record 10 min or more bought 3 thingy for her
then received jes phone sae ivone go home liaoz...
then wa..
but when we went back 2 de third floor..
we saw VONE...-.-
ok so we gav her de 3 pressie we bought
n receive a smile n a thanks:D
leg pain leg pain..then found a place 2 sit..
sit sit sit...then hazel siewteng n i went 2 do more cip
aud vone jes joce jus sit there
but veri fas then we done cos we put our own money in T.T
giv de bag back..then..went 2 eat ljs
but i onli eat a packet of french fries..
aud nvr eat anithin so we went out n walk around..
then they done eatin le.gav us a ring.then went homee...
crowded>.< both in mrt n in bus
reach home n got nag without fail
got use le~
so tis de journey of de 18 NOVEMBER flag dae...
..rejected alot of time 2dae T.T
sum even sae i fake de......
haiz..adults ...
we walk from city hall to bugis
than stay there till 3 plus
in between bought irene back 2 city hall by FOOT
cos she goin home le
then sit mrt wif jocelyn back to city hall
jocelyn too hardworkin le loh..
mus stop her..hmm
then we saw ms tay...so happi.. :D
so chit chat chit chat
then went to suntec (<< like tat spell?)
change home clothes
then yeah..ivone scare us lohh....keep sayin wan go home..
we havent event buy pressie for her..
the shop at second floor loh..so we cant prevent her from goin home
so top record 10 min or more bought 3 thingy for her
then received jes phone sae ivone go home liaoz...
then wa..
but when we went back 2 de third floor..
we saw VONE...-.-
ok so we gav her de 3 pressie we bought
n receive a smile n a thanks:D
leg pain leg pain..then found a place 2 sit..
sit sit sit...then hazel siewteng n i went 2 do more cip
aud vone jes joce jus sit there
but veri fas then we done cos we put our own money in T.T
giv de bag back..then..went 2 eat ljs
but i onli eat a packet of french fries..
aud nvr eat anithin so we went out n walk around..
then they done eatin le.gav us a ring.then went homee...
crowded>.< both in mrt n in bus
reach home n got nag without fail
got use le~
so tis de journey of de 18 NOVEMBER flag dae...
Friday 17 November 2006
Thursday 16 November 2006
hmm
if i ever manage to heal my heart..
wont it feel empty?
cos when it was broken..everything jus drop out..
m i empty now?
芮恩---白色羽毛
庭院中 你栽种的法国梧桐
迎着风 弥漫着你离开的苦衷
公园里 那吉普赛的儿童给我个神秘笑容
一股莫名的感动
命运相同
墙上依旧悬挂那幅候鸟越冬
这房间我看不出什么被移动
白色的 羽毛飘动尘封的 过去解冻
不再去 重温旧梦是我的 一贯作风
白色的 羽毛被风吹动静静的 飘落人群之中
我目送 你的珍重表情里 没有笑容
白色的 羽毛飘动轻轻的 飘向天空留不住
你的时空我选择 就此放松
羽毛 在我的手中
那伤心 没有想像的重
我始终 不够冲动
对于梦
nice song..
thx james for sendin mi :D
if i ever manage to heal my heart..
wont it feel empty?
cos when it was broken..everything jus drop out..
m i empty now?
芮恩---白色羽毛
庭院中 你栽种的法国梧桐
迎着风 弥漫着你离开的苦衷
公园里 那吉普赛的儿童给我个神秘笑容
一股莫名的感动
命运相同
墙上依旧悬挂那幅候鸟越冬
这房间我看不出什么被移动
白色的 羽毛飘动尘封的 过去解冻
不再去 重温旧梦是我的 一贯作风
白色的 羽毛被风吹动静静的 飘落人群之中
我目送 你的珍重表情里 没有笑容
白色的 羽毛飘动轻轻的 飘向天空留不住
你的时空我选择 就此放松
羽毛 在我的手中
那伤心 没有想像的重
我始终 不够冲动
对于梦
nice song..
thx james for sendin mi :D
Wednesday 15 November 2006
if u really are angry...then hate mi onli..
pls dun hate de others..
all my fault ok...
hate mi..y not everyone hate mi...
the dae i lost de mos precious thing of my life...
...once de bond was lost...nothin else matter animore...
nothin....i jus another person...
sori ppl...celestine is DEAD....
sum ppl would cheer .....
sum would even feel hapi...
but all of tis dun matter..nth...matter.....
i m jus being emo....but ...heart pain....i reali nid it..
nth...nth..
smiles are gone...
those who love mi...like mi...care for mi..
dun pin too much hopes on mi....
i m nth le...
change bah...i m worthless
pls dun hate de others..
all my fault ok...
hate mi..y not everyone hate mi...
the dae i lost de mos precious thing of my life...
...once de bond was lost...nothin else matter animore...
nothin....i jus another person...
sori ppl...celestine is DEAD....
sum ppl would cheer .....
sum would even feel hapi...
but all of tis dun matter..nth...matter.....
i m jus being emo....but ...heart pain....i reali nid it..
nth...nth..
smiles are gone...
those who love mi...like mi...care for mi..
dun pin too much hopes on mi....
i m nth le...
change bah...i m worthless
Tuesday 14 November 2006
found out my face got rashes..urghh
c le scared scared..redred de...eek...
itchy yet cant scratch
dunwan 2 go out de...but
yeah..since nid 2 buy 2 present.n nvr went to vivo city before ..so went out
while we are waitin for the late comers
audrey n shimin walk or u can sae run to jp to escape a person who is askin people 2 do survey..left mi n vone.declinin..then we walk into jp..
we bought drinks n we saw an auntie veri de familliar dunoe where we see her before
after the late comers came..long trip...
went 2 vivo city...
to run away from quarrels n troubles...n for de gifts
quite big..reali can go missin de
watched the dunoe wads de name..covaent? or coveant?
who cares abt de tittle....de show is..cool jus tat..
it shuld b rated M18 instead of PG...wanna noe y? go watch bah..
dunoe who ask go watch de seh...
other than sum scene..i like the part where their whole eye went black
so nice>.<
...i love de rooftop the most..bcos can play water..
*childish* but hey before u make tat comment...everyone was relaxin ..forgettin abt de
stressful life ...quite fun...but was all wet..
wet wet wet..
reached home at 9pm...of cos got scolded by my parents as usual..
but..at leas de trip was fun...n let mi relax abit bah....
hope theres a next time
c le scared scared..redred de...eek...
itchy yet cant scratch
dunwan 2 go out de...but
yeah..since nid 2 buy 2 present.n nvr went to vivo city before ..so went out
while we are waitin for the late comers
audrey n shimin walk or u can sae run to jp to escape a person who is askin people 2 do survey..left mi n vone.declinin..then we walk into jp..
we bought drinks n we saw an auntie veri de familliar dunoe where we see her before
after the late comers came..long trip...
went 2 vivo city...
to run away from quarrels n troubles...n for de gifts
quite big..reali can go missin de
watched the dunoe wads de name..covaent? or coveant?
who cares abt de tittle....de show is..cool jus tat..
it shuld b rated M18 instead of PG...wanna noe y? go watch bah..
dunoe who ask go watch de seh...
other than sum scene..i like the part where their whole eye went black
so nice>.<
...i love de rooftop the most..bcos can play water..
*childish* but hey before u make tat comment...everyone was relaxin ..forgettin abt de
stressful life ...quite fun...but was all wet..
wet wet wet..
reached home at 9pm...of cos got scolded by my parents as usual..
but..at leas de trip was fun...n let mi relax abit bah....
hope theres a next time
Sunday 12 November 2006
why people are able to kill those who they once love before?
hmm was doin an article on de model murder case..
life is so wa....
to actually bomb a person u once love...
will u feel de pain?
de love had been forgotten?
how can it even b forgotten?
hatred?
fadin through time?
haiz....wad are human beings thinkin?
maybe bombin is a faster n painless way to die?
hmmmm
o dear...i forgot.....stil got chinese tys.....T.T
so mani hmwwww...........lolz...haiz..
slowly slowly do bahh...
hmm was doin an article on de model murder case..
life is so wa....
to actually bomb a person u once love...
will u feel de pain?
de love had been forgotten?
how can it even b forgotten?
hatred?
fadin through time?
haiz....wad are human beings thinkin?
maybe bombin is a faster n painless way to die?
hmmmm
o dear...i forgot.....stil got chinese tys.....T.T
so mani hmwwww...........lolz...haiz..
slowly slowly do bahh...
Saturday 11 November 2006
"it's always all right in the end, if it isn't all right, then it isn't the end."
ok done 5 newspaper article...
done pure bio hmw..
done phy wrkbk homework..
left phy tys
9 more newspaper article
4 book review
2 film review
1 documentry review
3 sets of math hmw..
wa...so mani lolz>.<
yy no one invent a machine which can help ppl do hmw??
>.<
ok done 5 newspaper article...
done pure bio hmw..
done phy wrkbk homework..
left phy tys
9 more newspaper article
4 book review
2 film review
1 documentry review
3 sets of math hmw..
wa...so mani lolz>.<
yy no one invent a machine which can help ppl do hmw??
>.<
Friday 10 November 2006
survey
"wad do u prefer: hurtful truth or beautiful lies?"
ah..so mani ans...
but mos ppl chose truth....truth hurts..reality hurts..
cool...reasons like lies are more painful than truth &
tis is a world of reality...etc etc
why no one chose lies?
hmm...thought human are scare of gettin themselves hurt...
but ..they chose to noe de truth...is tat wad they name as being "brave"?
"wad do u prefer: hurtful truth or beautiful lies?"
ah..so mani ans...
but mos ppl chose truth....truth hurts..reality hurts..
cool...reasons like lies are more painful than truth &
tis is a world of reality...etc etc
why no one chose lies?
hmm...thought human are scare of gettin themselves hurt...
but ..they chose to noe de truth...is tat wad they name as being "brave"?
...........sorri 2 those who i scolded ytd....
wan scold mi back olso can...sori...
n those who i make them angry...sorii..
sori to those who i nvr was there when they needed mi..
if u feel upset or sad or angry....sori..
my fault la~
so i shuld die earlier
"selfish ppl became selfish because..they jus wan 2 get wad they wan...thats not reali selfish"
~mi....
wan scold mi back olso can...sori...
n those who i make them angry...sorii..
sori to those who i nvr was there when they needed mi..
if u feel upset or sad or angry....sori..
my fault la~
so i shuld die earlier
"selfish ppl became selfish because..they jus wan 2 get wad they wan...thats not reali selfish"
~mi....
Thursday 9 November 2006
i dont like ppl who insult my character..
dun like mi then dun tok 2 mi..
may i die faster :D
thx for being part of my life
treasure every of my frens..LOVE YA GUYS :D
muacks~
pls dun anihow insult ppl..especially my frens...
kinda disappointed in sum ppl..
yeah..so disappointed...
i jus hope one nuclear bomb will jus drop n everyone will go hell
everyone will suffer
dun like mi then dun tok 2 mi..
may i die faster :D
thx for being part of my life
treasure every of my frens..LOVE YA GUYS :D
muacks~
pls dun anihow insult ppl..especially my frens...
kinda disappointed in sum ppl..
yeah..so disappointed...
i jus hope one nuclear bomb will jus drop n everyone will go hell
everyone will suffer
Wednesday 8 November 2006
watched project superstar..yeah..not bad..
especially that lady who come back for de second yr..
tat..auntie? errr sori i m veri rude>.<
haiz..
dunoe wad 2 study for bio spa....
photosynthesis? hmm dunoe..
hopefully can pass :D
2 more daes :D then holidae leeeeehhhh~
expect for that 15 n 18 november thingy..
goin 2 have a break....goin 2 change my self...
slim down? hmm...maybe..hopefully..must..lolz..
want to have a mature kinda character lolz..
n i wan 2 grow taller...mus at leas reach 165cm T.T
now..lesser pimple outbreak....so cool :D
but yeah..stil got.-.-
pls brain be more smarter>.< nxt yr goin 2 be a tough ride
there is piles of hmw waitin for uu
and i want to be happpy...i mean realli hapi...so tat i wont upset anione
i know....
LOVE U PEOPLE(famili&frens)
TREASURE EVERYONE OF UU..hope u people treasure mi too :D
and pls dun ever hurt mi..THXX
especially that lady who come back for de second yr..
tat..auntie? errr sori i m veri rude>.<
haiz..
dunoe wad 2 study for bio spa....
photosynthesis? hmm dunoe..
hopefully can pass :D
2 more daes :D then holidae leeeeehhhh~
expect for that 15 n 18 november thingy..
goin 2 have a break....goin 2 change my self...
slim down? hmm...maybe..hopefully..must..lolz..
want to have a mature kinda character lolz..
n i wan 2 grow taller...mus at leas reach 165cm T.T
now..lesser pimple outbreak....so cool :D
but yeah..stil got.-.-
pls brain be more smarter>.< nxt yr goin 2 be a tough ride
there is piles of hmw waitin for uu
and i want to be happpy...i mean realli hapi...so tat i wont upset anione
i know....
LOVE U PEOPLE(famili&frens)
TREASURE EVERYONE OF UU..hope u people treasure mi too :D
and pls dun ever hurt mi..THXX
"I think sometimes when you love someone so much, you have to be numb to it, because if you actually felt how much you loved them, it would kill you."
~unknown person
yeahh..so true....it would kill...cos when u realise that u love tat person too much..u wont even giv a damn for urself ....when he or she jus leave....o...tats so pain...so beware of love .
~negative comment abt love~^^
"Never let someone you love get away... tell them you love them... tell them
how you feel... just say "Hello, how are you?" to them... say anything... for you never know if you will ever get the chance to again... "
~unknown people
grab that special sumone...dun scare of losin..u might even win de game of love ..at leas try...so that u wont live in regrets
p.s ESPECIALLY YOU..you noe who u are
~positive comment of love~^^
.
~unknown person
yeahh..so true....it would kill...cos when u realise that u love tat person too much..u wont even giv a damn for urself ....when he or she jus leave....o...tats so pain...so beware of love .
~negative comment abt love~^^
"Never let someone you love get away... tell them you love them... tell them
how you feel... just say "Hello, how are you?" to them... say anything... for you never know if you will ever get the chance to again... "
~unknown people
grab that special sumone...dun scare of losin..u might even win de game of love ..at leas try...so that u wont live in regrets
p.s ESPECIALLY YOU..you noe who u are
~positive comment of love~^^
.
Monday 6 November 2006
Sunday 5 November 2006
wish that time can go by faster..
so that i can skip and forget every unhappy memories..
hmm...hope i can reach 18 yrs old....
cos mayb i too emo le..after go suicide lolz..touchwood
hopefully..i wont...n eventually get 2 go 2 de after 10yrs
class outing...tat seem pathetic long...
feeling:mixed
tml got 4 period of math..waa...so "COOL"
o welll......does not make a difference...
stil nid 2 go sch...same routine all dae long...
wish sumthin goood happen n make changes 2 de regular
routine...
so that i can skip and forget every unhappy memories..
hmm...hope i can reach 18 yrs old....
cos mayb i too emo le..after go suicide lolz..touchwood
hopefully..i wont...n eventually get 2 go 2 de after 10yrs
class outing...tat seem pathetic long...
feeling:mixed
tml got 4 period of math..waa...so "COOL"
o welll......does not make a difference...
stil nid 2 go sch...same routine all dae long...
wish sumthin goood happen n make changes 2 de regular
routine...
Saturday 4 November 2006
hmm 2dae?
nothing much happen...
hmm let mi c...
ok 2dae first time woke up at 12noon plus in
6 months
hmm....chat wif frens...do hmw...
hopefully later.....nothin bad would happen
cos i nvr sense ani comin...
computer YOU MUS JIA YOU..
dun care abt de virus u got ..
i will try n destroy it for u :D
count on mi:D
everyone mus jia you~~
in everything ...no matter frenship or famili or hmw or love..
JIA YOU~ canot giv up :D
nothing much happen...
hmm let mi c...
ok 2dae first time woke up at 12noon plus in
6 months
hmm....chat wif frens...do hmw...
hopefully later.....nothin bad would happen
cos i nvr sense ani comin...
computer YOU MUS JIA YOU..
dun care abt de virus u got ..
i will try n destroy it for u :D
count on mi:D
everyone mus jia you~~
in everything ...no matter frenship or famili or hmw or love..
JIA YOU~ canot giv up :D
Friday 3 November 2006
Thursday 2 November 2006
urgh..sick..
scolded...again n again..
headache....
sick stil got scolded..
lucky got my frens...
at leas they care...
she dun even giv a damn...
she shuld noe y i treasure my frens more le bah..
i reali cant take it animore...
n now she sae she wan 2 cancel my hp line..
y mus she destroy everything i have?
heart pain...
i noe what shes goin through now...but
she dunid...2 flare almos everytime..
ya...treat mi as invisible...
i dun understand...
tis is one of de reason tat y sumtime
i jus wan 2 get out of tis freaky home...
its jus too much...
great..eyes pain liaoz...
cry too much liaoz...
i m such a pathetic soul
......useless mi...
cant even finish my hmw..wth...pathetic...
scolded...again n again..
headache....
sick stil got scolded..
lucky got my frens...
at leas they care...
she dun even giv a damn...
she shuld noe y i treasure my frens more le bah..
i reali cant take it animore...
n now she sae she wan 2 cancel my hp line..
y mus she destroy everything i have?
heart pain...
i noe what shes goin through now...but
she dunid...2 flare almos everytime..
ya...treat mi as invisible...
i dun understand...
tis is one of de reason tat y sumtime
i jus wan 2 get out of tis freaky home...
its jus too much...
great..eyes pain liaoz...
cry too much liaoz...
i m such a pathetic soul
......useless mi...
cant even finish my hmw..wth...pathetic...
Wednesday 1 November 2006
Jesse McCartney - Beautiful Soul
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul, yeah
You might need time to think it over
But im just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon lets try
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know if you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You beautiful soul, yeah
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul, yeah
You might need time to think it over
But im just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon lets try
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know if you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You beautiful soul, yeah
Tuesday 31 October 2006
Monday 30 October 2006
Saturday 28 October 2006
mornin kana scream again..urghh
urgh..
PIMPLE BREAKOUT...
OMG...how.??
sad sadT.T
onli serene go out wif mi seh...
i dress until veri de BLACK:P
let other ppl noe my mood down
went to lot 1...
SERENE wear until veri de chio seh
hehe~~
got ppl force mi n serene donate money
for a freaky company...we rejected but he jus wont stop..
sae wad he from unity sec..who cares?
but in de end we donated..n FOUND OUT WE WAS FOOLED
he can get $2 commission.. fk seh..
UNITY SEC SUCKS~~~~~
nvm~...then went to jp..
omg..i go hit a lady accidently
>.<>.<
~~~ then went home...
later then update more:P
urgh..
PIMPLE BREAKOUT...
OMG...how.??
sad sadT.T
onli serene go out wif mi seh...
i dress until veri de BLACK:P
let other ppl noe my mood down
went to lot 1...
SERENE wear until veri de chio seh
hehe~~
got ppl force mi n serene donate money
for a freaky company...we rejected but he jus wont stop..
sae wad he from unity sec..who cares?
but in de end we donated..n FOUND OUT WE WAS FOOLED
he can get $2 commission.. fk seh..
UNITY SEC SUCKS~~~~~
nvm~...then went to jp..
omg..i go hit a lady accidently
>.<>.<
~~~ then went home...
later then update more:P
Friday 27 October 2006
lolz...copi from serene blog ..nothin 2 do..mood down..wth..
1. Start Time: 9.58am
2 .Name: celestine
3. Nickname: lest,lebi(only melvin & jaslyn call mi tat)
4. If u were a skittle what color would you be?: green or yellow
5. Chinese Zodiac: Goat
6. Horoscope: cancer
7. Hair color: brown ..shuld have other colour..but who actually cares?
8. Eye color: black
9. Height: 158
10. Favorite Color: green ,black & white
11. Glasses?: yeah
12. Braces?: b4 have..now..gone..T.T
13. Piercing/tattoos: yeaa...
14. Pet: all die le...
15. Area code: canot sae:X
******HAVE YOU EVER******
17. Cut your own hair?: yes..
18. Did you do something in the past month that you regret?: yes..alot seh
20. Hugged someone who isn't ur g/f orb/f?: yeah..
21. Skipped school?: ..nah..
22. Bungee jumped?: no..but wanan try
23. jump off a building?: if i actually jumped one..will i b here?
24. Dumped someone?: no
25. Been arrested?: no
26. TP'd someone's house?:TP? wads does tat mean?
27. Won something?: nah..
30. Been rejected?: kinda..tat shuld b count as a reject bah....
31. Been to a funeral?: yeah...
32. Used a lighter?: yea
33. Been on stage?:nah..
*****FAVORITE*****
34. Season: winter
35. Drink: carrot juice
36. Ice cream flavour: chocs chip :X
37. School subject: none ..
38. Person:..i dunoe..
41. Comic: ..anithin bah..
42. Movie:anithin...
43. Song: those tat have meanings de..
44. Park: none
45. State: er..singapore?
46. Place: my room...
47. Sport to watch: basketball..especially those tat my bro is in it
49. Bands/musicians: ani bands olso can...
50. Letter: C
51. Restaurant : none
52. Cartoon Character : elmo :p
53. TV Station: ..dunoe le..
54. Name for a son : Lee..short n simple
55. Name for a daughter: Ai ...short n simple is nice..
******DO YOU PREFER******
56. Chocolate or Vanilla?: chocolate
58. Long relationships or short?: long :X
59. Dogs or cats: dogs
60. Scary movies or comedies: comedies
61. Short hair or long: short hair..
62. Croutons or bacon bits: both olso dunlike..
63. Kissing or hugging:huggin...>.<
****FIRST THINGS THAT COME TO MIND****
64. Mexicans: spices..
65. School: 3e9
66. Grass: green
67. Cow: milk
68. Canada: flag that have a maple leaf on it
69. Mouse: mickey mouse
70. Hands:my hand
******THE PAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU******
71. Watched a movie?: no
72. Talked on the phone?: yeahh
73. Cried?: yeahhh
74. Threw up?: nooo
75. Drank a glass of water?:yeahh
76. Done Drugs?: anti drugs
77. Read a book or magazine?: yeahh
78. Watched TV?: yeahh
79. Looked in the mirror: yeahh
80. Taken a shower: yeahh
81. Taken a picture: yeahh
82. Listened to music: yeahh
83. Kissed someone: nah..
84. Missing someone: no
...sianz...done le...take a few mins nia...wad seh....
life sucks as usually..mornin olso kana scream...haiz..
bad mornin
1. Start Time: 9.58am
2 .Name: celestine
3. Nickname: lest,lebi(only melvin & jaslyn call mi tat)
4. If u were a skittle what color would you be?: green or yellow
5. Chinese Zodiac: Goat
6. Horoscope: cancer
7. Hair color: brown ..shuld have other colour..but who actually cares?
8. Eye color: black
9. Height: 158
10. Favorite Color: green ,black & white
11. Glasses?: yeah
12. Braces?: b4 have..now..gone..T.T
13. Piercing/tattoos: yeaa...
14. Pet: all die le...
15. Area code: canot sae:X
******HAVE YOU EVER******
17. Cut your own hair?: yes..
18. Did you do something in the past month that you regret?: yes..alot seh
20. Hugged someone who isn't ur g/f orb/f?: yeah..
21. Skipped school?: ..nah..
22. Bungee jumped?: no..but wanan try
23. jump off a building?: if i actually jumped one..will i b here?
24. Dumped someone?: no
25. Been arrested?: no
26. TP'd someone's house?:TP? wads does tat mean?
27. Won something?: nah..
30. Been rejected?: kinda..tat shuld b count as a reject bah....
31. Been to a funeral?: yeah...
32. Used a lighter?: yea
33. Been on stage?:nah..
*****FAVORITE*****
34. Season: winter
35. Drink: carrot juice
36. Ice cream flavour: chocs chip :X
37. School subject: none ..
38. Person:..i dunoe..
41. Comic: ..anithin bah..
42. Movie:anithin...
43. Song: those tat have meanings de..
44. Park: none
45. State: er..singapore?
46. Place: my room...
47. Sport to watch: basketball..especially those tat my bro is in it
49. Bands/musicians: ani bands olso can...
50. Letter: C
51. Restaurant : none
52. Cartoon Character : elmo :p
53. TV Station: ..dunoe le..
54. Name for a son : Lee..short n simple
55. Name for a daughter: Ai ...short n simple is nice..
******DO YOU PREFER******
56. Chocolate or Vanilla?: chocolate
58. Long relationships or short?: long :X
59. Dogs or cats: dogs
60. Scary movies or comedies: comedies
61. Short hair or long: short hair..
62. Croutons or bacon bits: both olso dunlike..
63. Kissing or hugging:huggin...>.<
****FIRST THINGS THAT COME TO MIND****
64. Mexicans: spices..
65. School: 3e9
66. Grass: green
67. Cow: milk
68. Canada: flag that have a maple leaf on it
69. Mouse: mickey mouse
70. Hands:my hand
******THE PAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU******
71. Watched a movie?: no
72. Talked on the phone?: yeahh
73. Cried?: yeahhh
74. Threw up?: nooo
75. Drank a glass of water?:yeahh
76. Done Drugs?: anti drugs
77. Read a book or magazine?: yeahh
78. Watched TV?: yeahh
79. Looked in the mirror: yeahh
80. Taken a shower: yeahh
81. Taken a picture: yeahh
82. Listened to music: yeahh
83. Kissed someone: nah..
84. Missing someone: no
...sianz...done le...take a few mins nia...wad seh....
life sucks as usually..mornin olso kana scream...haiz..
bad mornin
Thursday 26 October 2006
Personality cocktail =D
How to make a celestine?
Ingredients:
2 part emotional
1 part crazyiness
1 part lameness
Method:Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Serve with a slice of caring and a pinch of sugar. Yum!!
lolz....found tis thingy at jaslyn de blog..but where 2 find some of ingredients??
How to make a celestine?
Ingredients:
2 part emotional
1 part crazyiness
1 part lameness
Method:Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Serve with a slice of caring and a pinch of sugar. Yum!!
lolz....found tis thingy at jaslyn de blog..but where 2 find some of ingredients??
JIN HE..... T.T
MUST WORK HARD!!
JIA YOU..
recently theres alot of problems
com lag lag de...
relationship problems alot..
whores just dun learn their lesson
STOP BEING JEALOUS OHH PLEASE~~
who and who together does not concern u at all?
ya,..alot of probs..
but dunwori i can cope
its not de first time..
yeah~ fate sucks~ destiny sucks~
MUST WORK HARD!!
JIA YOU..
recently theres alot of problems
com lag lag de...
relationship problems alot..
whores just dun learn their lesson
STOP BEING JEALOUS OHH PLEASE~~
who and who together does not concern u at all?
ya,..alot of probs..
but dunwori i can cope
its not de first time..
yeah~ fate sucks~ destiny sucks~
Wednesday 25 October 2006
ah...haiz...2dae sad dae...sad news..
y....hate it man! y ms chong mus like tat le?
wad seh.....ppl that shuld b promoted 2 4e got into na..
wthwth...then sum shuld not have been promoted...got promoted
...nvm..those tat promoted bcos of de help of sum chers will die nxt yr..
hmph!!!!!!!!!!!!
btw..2dae getta c my darlin>.<
more cute :D :D tml let u ppl c her photo:P
lolz..
if u are goong de caijing....u will chose yul or shin ???
y....hate it man! y ms chong mus like tat le?
wad seh.....ppl that shuld b promoted 2 4e got into na..
wthwth...then sum shuld not have been promoted...got promoted
...nvm..those tat promoted bcos of de help of sum chers will die nxt yr..
hmph!!!!!!!!!!!!
btw..2dae getta c my darlin>.<
more cute :D :D tml let u ppl c her photo:P
lolz..
if u are goong de caijing....u will chose yul or shin ???
Monday 23 October 2006
...urgh...got back class photo...
urghh...it sucks...i suck..stupid face of mine
urghhh
whos de mos handsome? whos de mos chio?
hmm my bro praise 2 bois in our class
de most handsome le
lolz..guess? one is malay? another one is chinese?
haykel n simping seh lolz..
but gals he nvr sae ani seh..
if got ..can help introduce to him XP
then my mum le? she sae JINHE SEH omg
then gals is...jessle n cindy =D wad seh
later giv my papa see...see who handsome n who pretty..
hehehehe...later then tell YOU the answer
urghh...it sucks...i suck..stupid face of mine
urghhh
whos de mos handsome? whos de mos chio?
hmm my bro praise 2 bois in our class
de most handsome le
lolz..guess? one is malay? another one is chinese?
haykel n simping seh lolz..
but gals he nvr sae ani seh..
if got ..can help introduce to him XP
then my mum le? she sae JINHE SEH omg
then gals is...jessle n cindy =D wad seh
later giv my papa see...see who handsome n who pretty..
hehehehe...later then tell YOU the answer
Sunday 22 October 2006
Saturday 21 October 2006
We don't love "because", but "despite".
hmm
i wonder when i grow up will i be like my mum?
watching ppl die is cute? omg lolz...dunoe wad to say..
weird mum...lolz...but i jus like de way she is..
hmm
serene now in malaysia..dunoe wad she doin now?..
hmm
now my parents n my bro quarelin? haizz..
haiz haiz...~~ chaos...
haiz.............stress...
spare mi away/from the quarrels..please..
dunoe what are u thinking........i wanted 2 understand..
but u gave mi no chance at all...what am i suppose to do..
when u dunwan any suppot,any care, any concern any comfort?
just pretend nth had happen?....is that wad u wan mi 2 do?
i really..dunoe....
hmm
i wonder when i grow up will i be like my mum?
watching ppl die is cute? omg lolz...dunoe wad to say..
weird mum...lolz...but i jus like de way she is..
hmm
serene now in malaysia..dunoe wad she doin now?..
hmm
now my parents n my bro quarelin? haizz..
haiz haiz...~~ chaos...
haiz.............stress...
spare mi away/from the quarrels..please..
dunoe what are u thinking........i wanted 2 understand..
but u gave mi no chance at all...what am i suppose to do..
when u dunwan any suppot,any care, any concern any comfort?
just pretend nth had happen?....is that wad u wan mi 2 do?
i really..dunoe....
Friday 20 October 2006
Thursday 19 October 2006
lolz...in de end..never watch movie lolz..
so late then start so decided sat go bah...
hmm..wrkshop ..only game is fun ..MONEY TALK
er....being a banker abit hard lolz...lucky got audrey,jin he& hema
help mi ..count fake money?
lolz..
serene & haykel sure have alot of fun..when they have so much money -.-"
er...jessle & alvin so fast then bankrupt le...lolz...
audrey play halfway then ask jin he play..lolz...
jin he when count money so pro
-.- lolz...
but some people miss out the fun...>.< tell them join they dunwan.
..y le?
haiz.....hope everyone will have FUN.. :D tml....
so late then start so decided sat go bah...
hmm..wrkshop ..only game is fun ..MONEY TALK
er....being a banker abit hard lolz...lucky got audrey,jin he& hema
help mi ..count fake money?
lolz..
serene & haykel sure have alot of fun..when they have so much money -.-"
er...jessle & alvin so fast then bankrupt le...lolz...
audrey play halfway then ask jin he play..lolz...
jin he when count money so pro
-.- lolz...
but some people miss out the fun...>.< tell them join they dunwan.
..y le?
haiz.....hope everyone will have FUN.. :D tml....
Tuesday 17 October 2006
Monday 16 October 2006
wa...hurt by Mrs NGYP words...keep sayin abt f9 lolz
if u ppl got watch animation de..is like suddenly
arrows shoot into my head lolz... wad m i sayin -.-"
oops..short form le..
so unlucky..got choosen...eek..dunwan to lead..-.-
i not de leader type...i m de listener de type de...
hate it :X
...some people found their happiness ...so fast/quick
......kinda jealous :P
if u ppl got watch animation de..is like suddenly
arrows shoot into my head lolz... wad m i sayin -.-"
oops..short form le..
so unlucky..got choosen...eek..dunwan to lead..-.-
i not de leader type...i m de listener de type de...
hate it :X
...some people found their happiness ...so fast/quick
......kinda jealous :P
Sunday 15 October 2006
Cowards really sucks!!
some people just like to insult others..
PLEASE go & see the mirror bah!
cool down~ cool down~
thought tat person forgot...but tat person remembered...
..waa..>.<
hmm.....tomorrow got sch again..haiz
must see those ppl i "like" again..eeeek~~~~~
hope everything will go well for everyone..
some people just like to insult others..
PLEASE go & see the mirror bah!
cool down~ cool down~
thought tat person forgot...but tat person remembered...
..waa..>.<
hmm.....tomorrow got sch again..haiz
must see those ppl i "like" again..eeeek~~~~~
hope everything will go well for everyone..
Saturday 14 October 2006
Friday 13 October 2006
Friday 13 ..what an lucky day...did not see any black cats..
all the results i got back today seem to be a pass...
but cant pull up my f9 for math...
effort went to zero...
relationships stained..with backstabs..lies..rumours...
what can i do.....
i can only be a listener to all the problems...
i wanted some things..but...it cant happen...
life....still...carry...on....
if you dont hv anythin nice to say, dont say anythin at all...
some things in life is too fragile...one mistake...and days,months and years of relationships that took hardwork to build up would be broken in a split second..
thats your choice....not fate,not God 's choice...do things without regrets...
life is suppose to go this way...dont like it? theres nothing u can do to change tis life,tis fate ,tis destiny...
all the results i got back today seem to be a pass...
but cant pull up my f9 for math...
effort went to zero...
relationships stained..with backstabs..lies..rumours...
what can i do.....
i can only be a listener to all the problems...
i wanted some things..but...it cant happen...
life....still...carry...on....
if you dont hv anythin nice to say, dont say anythin at all...
some things in life is too fragile...one mistake...and days,months and years of relationships that took hardwork to build up would be broken in a split second..
thats your choice....not fate,not God 's choice...do things without regrets...
life is suppose to go this way...dont like it? theres nothing u can do to change tis life,tis fate ,tis destiny...
Thursday 12 October 2006
Wednesday 11 October 2006
back from the outin...abit tired..
it started out good..
we went to bugis street n shop...
walk here walk there..
havin alot of fun
..but then....
because of sumone ...kathlyn walk away angrily..
ya...n this make us so..worry...and angry...
haiz...mood went from up to down..
luckily now she okay le....
..now serene eatin steamboat wif the bois....
hope she have fun...
it started out good..
we went to bugis street n shop...
walk here walk there..
havin alot of fun
..but then....
because of sumone ...kathlyn walk away angrily..
ya...n this make us so..worry...and angry...
haiz...mood went from up to down..
luckily now she okay le....
..now serene eatin steamboat wif the bois....
hope she have fun...
Tuesday 10 October 2006
ok...today is marking day..
later goin out with friends...
hmm serene goin 2 yl b-dae party..canot go wif us..haizz
havent decide what to wear...:P
what colour of t-shirt? what type of pants?
ahh...the song very nice horrr?
who got can send mi :D :D
life is full of suprises
so many couple seh....
hmm...i mus ask couples to pay money..lolz...
hmm..later then i tag abt the outing:D:D
later goin out with friends...
hmm serene goin 2 yl b-dae party..canot go wif us..haizz
havent decide what to wear...:P
what colour of t-shirt? what type of pants?
ahh...the song very nice horrr?
who got can send mi :D :D
life is full of suprises
so many couple seh....
hmm...i mus ask couples to pay money..lolz...
hmm..later then i tag abt the outing:D:D
Monday 9 October 2006
WEEe end of examination :D
jus now have a short nap..which replenish more of my energy:D
GOOD LUCK to POA n ART STUDENTS :D:D
wonderin how would tml go...
...PRINCESS HOURS so cool...cant wait for YUL GOON(kim jung hoon)
to come out..lolz..
even though i know de storylines and de endings but watch it to keep de rating HIGH
jus now have a short nap..which replenish more of my energy:D
GOOD LUCK to POA n ART STUDENTS :D:D
wonderin how would tml go...
...PRINCESS HOURS so cool...cant wait for YUL GOON(kim jung hoon)
to come out..lolz..
even though i know de storylines and de endings but watch it to keep de rating HIGH
Sunday 8 October 2006
Friday 6 October 2006
.full of up n down...
do i look like a toy?
hmph!!!!!
^ tis is really a great book..
我的路 my way by 寂地 jidi
i learnt quite alot from tis book
alot of xtra knowledge...MUST BUY:D
很多人用了一生去寻找都找不到这样的唯一
幸福，长着尖尖的小刺。
有时候扎伤手指。
但它一直用最温暖的空气包围着你。
说不定，自己才是株仙人掌，
在你的包容下任性。
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
people mus have dreams..
其实会坚持梦想的人，会坚持最真实自我的人，才是最幸福的人
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
承担不起
背负不起
那都是借口
爱是什么都可以放弃的!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
对你们来说真正的幸福
也许不只是在远方
而是彼此依靠牵着手走过的每一段路
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
do i look like a toy?
hmph!!!!!
^ tis is really a great book..
我的路 my way by 寂地 jidi
i learnt quite alot from tis book
alot of xtra knowledge...MUST BUY:D
很多人用了一生去寻找都找不到这样的唯一
幸福，长着尖尖的小刺。
有时候扎伤手指。
但它一直用最温暖的空气包围着你。
说不定，自己才是株仙人掌，
在你的包容下任性。
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
people mus have dreams..
其实会坚持梦想的人，会坚持最真实自我的人，才是最幸福的人
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
承担不起
背负不起
那都是借口
爱是什么都可以放弃的!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
对你们来说真正的幸福
也许不只是在远方
而是彼此依靠牵着手走过的每一段路
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Monday 2 October 2006
las update...VERI VERI LAST UNTIL EXAMS END?
stress...tml MATH PAPER 1....scared>.< i need good luck!!
n some people just cant learn from their lesson..
well...lets see.....do not regret...please think of other people's feelings...
everyone is a freaking human being and have the same red colour BLOOD...and further more HUMAN BEINGS HAVE FEELINGS...if u wan sae u husefly or wad shit i dun care..u onself degrade urself...
i know what is mine...and i dun nid YOU to tell mi..
Saturday 23 September 2006
sorry PEOPLE...
canot update my blog..must wait until 9 october:D
that time exams end then can have more fun le...bbuaiz for now
勇气 - 梁静茹歌手
勇气
歌词：词:光良 曲:瑞业
终于做了这个决定别人怎么说
我不理只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易
我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃
爱真的需要勇气来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定我的爱就有意义
我们都需要勇气去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你放在我手心里
你的真心
如果我的坚强任性会不小心伤害了你
你能不能温柔提醒我虽然心太急更害怕错过你
canot update my blog..must wait until 9 october:D
that time exams end then can have more fun le...bbuaiz for now
勇气 - 梁静茹歌手
勇气
歌词：词:光良 曲:瑞业
终于做了这个决定别人怎么说
我不理只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易
我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃
爱真的需要勇气来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定我的爱就有意义
我们都需要勇气去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你放在我手心里
你的真心
如果我的坚强任性会不小心伤害了你
你能不能温柔提醒我虽然心太急更害怕错过你
Wednesday 20 September 2006
haiz..guess today made serene very angry bah....because never pei her go gekpoh...ps her??.
hope she forgive me...
everyone are all so alone in what lies deepest in our souls..
if you see others only from your point of view..than you wont get to know that person more le...cos you will be trapped and stay at this point forever...
changes are needed to make you strong...that maybe a bad thing but you needed changes to improve.......everyone goin to grow up and forgets the sweet memories of life.....even if you don't want......you still have to grow up...cant be childish anymore le....cant play with your fave toys in the open.....cant show your weakness to others.. people in the society is playin preys and predators games........you just have to accept the fact...
....but i...
just want to keep my friends and family all to myself....i dunwanna share......
.........i know whats is like to be alone....i have experienced it.....nobody like the feeling of alone.....
but when you are alone..you have everything to yourself...you don't need to worry about anybody feelings...you jus have to make yourself happy..
but sometime...you jus feel like u wanna share the happiness..but you look around..noone is there for you...i dunwanna have that feeling anymore.....
maybe i am scared? in my heart i know the answer....yup..i m scared....lifes like that.....hate it.....but need to accept it...everything going to change real soon....changes....
exams coming....white hairs growing......life....
...........emotionally tired...
MOTIVATION
A well known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?"
Hands started going up.
He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this." He proceeded to crumple the dollar bill up.
He then asked, "Who still wants it?"
Still the hands were up in the air.
"Well," he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe.
He picked it up, now all crumpled and dirty. "Now who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air.
"My friends, you have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way.
We feel as though we are worthless. But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value. You are special - Don't ever forget it!
hope she forgive me...
everyone are all so alone in what lies deepest in our souls..
if you see others only from your point of view..than you wont get to know that person more le...cos you will be trapped and stay at this point forever...
changes are needed to make you strong...that maybe a bad thing but you needed changes to improve.......everyone goin to grow up and forgets the sweet memories of life.....even if you don't want......you still have to grow up...cant be childish anymore le....cant play with your fave toys in the open.....cant show your weakness to others.. people in the society is playin preys and predators games........you just have to accept the fact...
....but i...
just want to keep my friends and family all to myself....i dunwanna share......
.........i know whats is like to be alone....i have experienced it.....nobody like the feeling of alone.....
but when you are alone..you have everything to yourself...you don't need to worry about anybody feelings...you jus have to make yourself happy..
but sometime...you jus feel like u wanna share the happiness..but you look around..noone is there for you...i dunwanna have that feeling anymore.....
maybe i am scared? in my heart i know the answer....yup..i m scared....lifes like that.....hate it.....but need to accept it...everything going to change real soon....changes....
exams coming....white hairs growing......life....
...........emotionally tired...
MOTIVATION
A well known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?"
Hands started going up.
He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this." He proceeded to crumple the dollar bill up.
He then asked, "Who still wants it?"
Still the hands were up in the air.
"Well," he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe.
He picked it up, now all crumpled and dirty. "Now who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air.
"My friends, you have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way.
We feel as though we are worthless. But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value. You are special - Don't ever forget it!
Tuesday 19 September 2006
TUESDAY!!
exams coming le....stress le...lolz..
relax celestine relax...
hopefully i will pass all of my subjects in the end of year exams
PLEASE*****
havent do finish math hmw ....cos no time...now goin 2 sleep...10.20 le...need sleep....zzzzzzz tml morning do bah...emath eating up my strength...>.<
hopefully there will be happy ending for every wonderful couple...and for the unwonderful too lolz..canot be evil..lolz..
exams coming le....stress le...lolz..
relax celestine relax...
hopefully i will pass all of my subjects in the end of year exams
PLEASE*****
havent do finish math hmw ....cos no time...now goin 2 sleep...10.20 le...need sleep....zzzzzzz tml morning do bah...emath eating up my strength...>.<
hopefully there will be happy ending for every wonderful couple...and for the unwonderful too lolz..canot be evil..lolz..
Monday 18 September 2006
Chasing Cars
We'll do it all
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
Or anyone
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lie here
Would you lay with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lay with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lay with me and just forget the world?
nice song:D 2dae olso veri de cool...
wad make mi angry is tat sum HUMANS like to discriminate against womans...eeekkk sori 2dae rite in short forms....i still nid 2 read core geo..lolz..thx. bbuaiz..
We'll do it all
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
Or anyone
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lie here
Would you lay with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lay with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lay with me and just forget the world?
nice song:D 2dae olso veri de cool...
wad make mi angry is tat sum HUMANS like to discriminate against womans...eeekkk sori 2dae rite in short forms....i still nid 2 read core geo..lolz..thx. bbuaiz..
Sunday 17 September 2006
Sunday!!
whole day went out..
firstly went to pray my grandpa and grandma at Seng Kang temple there...
then went to bugis...
weee walking..
then my mummy bought me clothes :D very nice...wear it and look at the mirror...and i dont seem to be fat in it...but i am FAT!!!!!! lolz...wanna slim...lolz....
$26++ seh.....expensive...
then i bought a few bracelets>.< (PEOPLE YOU KNOW I LIKE STUFF LIKE THAT..HOW CAN I RESIST NOT BUYING??)
then before we went back...my mum bought my bro a mickey mouse t-shirt...not those sissy type..cool type.....mickey mouse brand de le!!
$18++ sehhhhh...expensive!!!!!!!
still on my buy list
*white long sleeve polo t-shirt(dunoe whats the short name for this kind of t-shirts?)
*black tie(hmmm any colour olso can? lolz)
*black shoes of any types
*decoration(s) for my SCH BAGGIE!!
*maybe some more bags?
*more BRACLETS
*more EARINGS
but a pity ....no money...so saving up!!!
exams comin...may god bless me!!!!!!!
tomorrow monday le.....MONDAY BLUESS
whole day went out..
firstly went to pray my grandpa and grandma at Seng Kang temple there...
then went to bugis...
weee walking..
then my mummy bought me clothes :D very nice...wear it and look at the mirror...and i dont seem to be fat in it...but i am FAT!!!!!! lolz...wanna slim...lolz....
$26++ seh.....expensive...
then i bought a few bracelets>.< (PEOPLE YOU KNOW I LIKE STUFF LIKE THAT..HOW CAN I RESIST NOT BUYING??)
then before we went back...my mum bought my bro a mickey mouse t-shirt...not those sissy type..cool type.....mickey mouse brand de le!!
$18++ sehhhhh...expensive!!!!!!!
still on my buy list
*white long sleeve polo t-shirt(dunoe whats the short name for this kind of t-shirts?)
*black tie(hmmm any colour olso can? lolz)
*black shoes of any types
*decoration(s) for my SCH BAGGIE!!
*maybe some more bags?
*more BRACLETS
*more EARINGS
but a pity ....no money...so saving up!!!
exams comin...may god bless me!!!!!!!
tomorrow monday le.....MONDAY BLUESS
Saturday 16 September 2006
a painful lesson to learn....
You can only hold on to yourself...
family and friends...will turn against you...
sad? hurt?
do they care?
after you slap me...
i knew that my hatred grew.
but what can i do....
this the first time you slap me in years...
......crying erase some of my pain...
your hand marks on my face will fade...but how about
the scars in my heart?
but i cant kill you....cos you took care of me for 15 years.....
..........i must pretend that nothing have happen....
life still go on......
You can only hold on to yourself...
family and friends...will turn against you...
sad? hurt?
do they care?
after you slap me...
i knew that my hatred grew.
but what can i do....
this the first time you slap me in years...
......crying erase some of my pain...
your hand marks on my face will fade...but how about
the scars in my heart?
but i cant kill you....cos you took care of me for 15 years.....
..........i must pretend that nothing have happen....
life still go on......
Friday 15 September 2006
so cold.....>.<
still got core geo test nxt tuesday...haiz..
exams coming....
heard from my frens ..stanley 's condition went from bad to worst
even though i dont really know him...may god bless him..
..............
....................
.........................
everyone feeling so stress.........so many problems.....
JIA YOU EVERYONE
what if you only have one wish?
what would u wish for??
still got core geo test nxt tuesday...haiz..
exams coming....
heard from my frens ..stanley 's condition went from bad to worst
even though i dont really know him...may god bless him..
..............
....................
.........................
everyone feeling so stress.........so many problems.....
JIA YOU EVERYONE
what if you only have one wish?
what would u wish for??
Thursday 14 September 2006
2day so rush...
should not have wear old uniform...TUCK OUT >.<
everything went well until recess...
i love big gang of people walking together :D
:P :P
chemistry...so headache...luckily got ivone and james and kath( not sure is i help her or she help mi)...then finish...THX PEOPLE
biology is so.....sianz>.<
2day first time in secondary life i not the first:D:D
very elated but still very tense up...but i did my best..
AND Ms Sandra 'eyes are so big........eye contact like abit..weird...
but she say must back up on my reading..i will take note of it.....
then same time walk out with audrey from the hall...fate? lolz...
went to bliss cafe..
have fun but.....nvm...
today is a fine day...but....i now...lolz....
tired....then tml got core geo test? wth!? lolz...tml then i read...
never talk/chat/greet him ........haiz...
goong will be on air by 9 October rember to catch it:D
太阳在你的眼里，月亮在我心。
^^ dun understand??
should not have wear old uniform...TUCK OUT >.<
everything went well until recess...
i love big gang of people walking together :D
:P :P
chemistry...so headache...luckily got ivone and james and kath( not sure is i help her or she help mi)...then finish...THX PEOPLE
biology is so.....sianz>.<
2day first time in secondary life i not the first:D:D
very elated but still very tense up...but i did my best..
AND Ms Sandra 'eyes are so big........eye contact like abit..weird...
but she say must back up on my reading..i will take note of it.....
then same time walk out with audrey from the hall...fate? lolz...
went to bliss cafe..
have fun but.....nvm...
today is a fine day...but....i now...lolz....
tired....then tml got core geo test? wth!? lolz...tml then i read...
never talk/chat/greet him ........haiz...
goong will be on air by 9 October rember to catch it:D
太阳在你的眼里，月亮在我心。
^^ dun understand??
Tuesday 12 September 2006
today...nothing really shock happen...
just that i do not understand math...
well please dont have another ca...or i will be DOOMED
...going quite well for now...hopefully...my teeth stil hurt alot...i dont want put retainers T.T pressure=PAIN ...
math homework hard to do...but have to do it...-.-
SAW THE CLASS PHOTO...omg...dontwan buy....it sucks....I SUCKS IN THE PHOTO......dont buy.....T.T
but nvm...lolz
lalaaaaaaaaa
just that i do not understand math...
well please dont have another ca...or i will be DOOMED
...going quite well for now...hopefully...my teeth stil hurt alot...i dont want put retainers T.T pressure=PAIN ...
math homework hard to do...but have to do it...-.-
SAW THE CLASS PHOTO...omg...dontwan buy....it sucks....I SUCKS IN THE PHOTO......dont buy.....T.T
but nvm...lolz
lalaaaaaaaaa
Monday 11 September 2006
today went to dental...thought that this was the last dental appointment for me..but it was NOT!! i still need to put retainers so that my straight teeth wont go back to the OLD TEETH.after 3 months have to back again..URGHH..lolz..lucky my retainers are removable...even though it is made up of plastic(-.-")..nevermind the most worst is that ...MANY PEOPLE MAKE FUN OF MY PRONOUCATION..(spell correctly mah?)
nevermind i will get use to it..should get use to it...must get use to it..
AND I PASS MY MATH :D
YEAH! 18/30!PASS LE:D:D:D
even thought must treat audrey and simping drinks but can treat cheap 50 cents the wad...sorry guys..i m POOR...
thought that i wont cry today ..but ok..because of an incident...i cried...
HOPE HE REALLY FORGIVE ME....i do not want him to leave me.....no..never ever...i thought i like him only...but now i know that...i like him more than i thought ...perphaps love? not very sure...
really dont want him to leave mi........i dont want any quarrels le...
please dont leave me...T.T...
i will wait....
PLEASE FORGIVE ME
nevermind i will get use to it..should get use to it...must get use to it..
AND I PASS MY MATH :D
YEAH! 18/30!PASS LE:D:D:D
even thought must treat audrey and simping drinks but can treat cheap 50 cents the wad...sorry guys..i m POOR...
thought that i wont cry today ..but ok..because of an incident...i cried...
HOPE HE REALLY FORGIVE ME....i do not want him to leave me.....no..never ever...i thought i like him only...but now i know that...i like him more than i thought ...perphaps love? not very sure...
really dont want him to leave mi........i dont want any quarrels le...
please dont leave me...T.T...
i will wait....
PLEASE FORGIVE ME
Sunday 10 September 2006
2dae whole dae chiong hmw..
luckily got audrey and hazel 's help
done quite abit
THANKS GIRLS
now status is WAITING ...hmmm
luckily there are also other people who suffered the same pain i am goin through now....but they more worst bah...but i wan to sae is LETS WORK HARD..WAIT HARD!!!!!!!!!
lalaaaaa
tomorrow can skip class...COOL
of course is a good thing..
counting the days..
3 day.....
luckily got audrey and hazel 's help
done quite abit
THANKS GIRLS
now status is WAITING ...hmmm
luckily there are also other people who suffered the same pain i am goin through now....but they more worst bah...but i wan to sae is LETS WORK HARD..WAIT HARD!!!!!!!!!
lalaaaaa
tomorrow can skip class...COOL
of course is a good thing..
counting the days..
3 day.....
Saturday 9 September 2006
ok..make up my mind..
NOT GOING TO GIVE UPPP!!!!!!!
i just going to give it a small break..
then contiue bah....
maybe the break would be slightly longer then i plan...
even thought its hard work...but i believe i can do it:D
but still feeling abit ....sad ...
ok..but mus JIA YOU...
but~but~but~but~
i seek advices
give up-1 hold on-2
NOT GOING TO GIVE UPPP!!!!!!!
i just going to give it a small break..
then contiue bah....
maybe the break would be slightly longer then i plan...
even thought its hard work...but i believe i can do it:D
but still feeling abit ....sad ...
ok..but mus JIA YOU...
but~but~but~but~
i seek advices
give up-1 hold on-2
Parts of lyrics for Doing too much by Paula Deanda feat. Baby Bash
"I keep on wondering if you was even
Feeling me, I keep on wondering if
This was even meant to be
Tell me imma waste of time, boy
You showing me no sign, is it cuz u on
Ya grind, cuz you're always on my mind
I keep on wondering if everything you said was true
I keep on wondering if you were really coming through"
"But I came to a conclusion that this is pure illusion
Chaos and confusion but I'm not gonna let it ruin
The way I feel about myself cuz I have self-esteem, sometimes
IWonder if I'm just chasing a fantasy"
"I keep on wondering if you was even
Feeling me, I keep on wondering if
This was even meant to be
Tell me imma waste of time, boy
You showing me no sign, is it cuz u on
Ya grind, cuz you're always on my mind
I keep on wondering if everything you said was true
I keep on wondering if you were really coming through"
"But I came to a conclusion that this is pure illusion
Chaos and confusion but I'm not gonna let it ruin
The way I feel about myself cuz I have self-esteem, sometimes
IWonder if I'm just chasing a fantasy"
LYRICS of Breakaway by Kelly Clarkson
Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I just stared out my window
Dreaming of a could-be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)
Trying not to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray (I would pray)
I could breakaway
[Chorus:]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway
[Chorus:]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around wild indoors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway
I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway
...dont you think it is meaningful??
i saw a show ....make me even wonder more...
the girl can give up almost everything to bewith the man she love..
was that to show that she have courage? or she was stupid ?
even swear that she wont give up....she was doing all the work..
this shows that she love the man more than the man love her...
is it fair??
the more i wonder..the more i dont wan to let go...but why am i still holding on??
feelings are manmade...why does human beings have the power to make feelings?? HATE IT..
i will have to figure it tonight..struck between giving up & holding on>.<
Why I never walked away,
Why I Played myself this way,
Now I see the testing me, Pushing me away. Pushing me away.Pushes me away! ~ Linkin Park - Pushing Me Away
Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I just stared out my window
Dreaming of a could-be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)
Trying not to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray (I would pray)
I could breakaway
[Chorus:]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway
[Chorus:]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around wild indoors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway
I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway
...dont you think it is meaningful??
i saw a show ....make me even wonder more...
the girl can give up almost everything to bewith the man she love..
was that to show that she have courage? or she was stupid ?
even swear that she wont give up....she was doing all the work..
this shows that she love the man more than the man love her...
is it fair??
the more i wonder..the more i dont wan to let go...but why am i still holding on??
feelings are manmade...why does human beings have the power to make feelings?? HATE IT..
i will have to figure it tonight..struck between giving up & holding on>.<
Why I never walked away,
Why I Played myself this way,
Now I see the testing me, Pushing me away. Pushing me away.Pushes me away! ~ Linkin Park - Pushing Me Away
Friday 8 September 2006
The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything;they just make the best of everything that comes along their way
today is the day where i have my core geography trip..
7.35am -called melvin ; ask him buy sweets(but he just dont want buy)
7.40am- left home
7.50++am-called serene and ask where she is ; saw her with a gang of boy
8am- decided not to sit with her as too many boys was there ; saw choir eating their breadfast; saw jocelyn and cindy quening for the food
8.10am-walk around school and then settle down ;xue li gave me mentos and pringles
8.10 to 8.20am-waiting~~~
8.23am - at last on the bus
then we went to east coast park...changi park...sandy beach..cool:D
lunch -mee soto plus one satay from melvin..
satay -10 for $5..EXPENSIVE
after trip,went to gek poh...then went to pionner mall then HOME SWEET HOME....
i want to be acne free!!!!!!!
just now chat with shimin and audrey online(msn)
nothing to chat about
but noticed theres alot of dramas in our class..
good thing or bad thing?
not very sure...
make a film or write about the story of the dramatic 3e9 sound kinda weird ?
feeling weird...1 day never sms or talk to HIM ...wonder hows he doing....should i sms him?
today is the day where i have my core geography trip..
7.35am -called melvin ; ask him buy sweets(but he just dont want buy)
7.40am- left home
7.50++am-called serene and ask where she is ; saw her with a gang of boy
8am- decided not to sit with her as too many boys was there ; saw choir eating their breadfast; saw jocelyn and cindy quening for the food
8.10am-walk around school and then settle down ;xue li gave me mentos and pringles
8.10 to 8.20am-waiting~~~
8.23am - at last on the bus
then we went to east coast park...changi park...sandy beach..cool:D
lunch -mee soto plus one satay from melvin..
satay -10 for $5..EXPENSIVE
after trip,went to gek poh...then went to pionner mall then HOME SWEET HOME....
i want to be acne free!!!!!!!
just now chat with shimin and audrey online(msn)
nothing to chat about
but noticed theres alot of dramas in our class..
good thing or bad thing?
not very sure...
make a film or write about the story of the dramatic 3e9 sound kinda weird ?
feeling weird...1 day never sms or talk to HIM ...wonder hows he doing....should i sms him?
Thursday 7 September 2006
Tuesday 5 September 2006
只對你有感覺 -
飛輪海 & HEBE歌手：飛輪海, Hebe 作曲：林俊傑填詞：張家瑋 編曲：呂紹淳
無解的眼神 心像海底針光是猜測 我食慾不振
有點煩人 又有點迷人
浪漫沒天份 反應夠遲鈍不夠謹慎 花挑錯顏色但很矛盾 喜歡你的笨
＊微笑 再美 再甜 不是妳的 都不特別
眼淚 再苦 再鹹 有你安慰 又是晴天
靠的 再近 再貼 少了擁抱 就算太遠
全世界只對你(妳)有感覺
玩的 再瘋 再野 妳瞪一眼 我就收斂
馬路 再寬 再遠 只要你牽 就很安全
我會 又乖 又黏 溫柔體貼 絕不敷衍
我只對你(妳)有感覺＊
體貼卻黏人 愛哭卻溫順有時天真 有時很邪惡對妳耍狠 就是捨不得
請吸收養分 讓腦袋平衡要你現身 動作慢吞吞怎麼承認 我非你不可
REPEAT＊＊
I LOVE THIS SONG...hazel thanks:D
tokyo juliet is a nice show..
rember to catch it:D
飛輪海 & HEBE歌手：飛輪海, Hebe 作曲：林俊傑填詞：張家瑋 編曲：呂紹淳
無解的眼神 心像海底針光是猜測 我食慾不振
有點煩人 又有點迷人
浪漫沒天份 反應夠遲鈍不夠謹慎 花挑錯顏色但很矛盾 喜歡你的笨
＊微笑 再美 再甜 不是妳的 都不特別
眼淚 再苦 再鹹 有你安慰 又是晴天
靠的 再近 再貼 少了擁抱 就算太遠
全世界只對你(妳)有感覺
玩的 再瘋 再野 妳瞪一眼 我就收斂
馬路 再寬 再遠 只要你牽 就很安全
我會 又乖 又黏 溫柔體貼 絕不敷衍
我只對你(妳)有感覺＊
體貼卻黏人 愛哭卻溫順有時天真 有時很邪惡對妳耍狠 就是捨不得
請吸收養分 讓腦袋平衡要你現身 動作慢吞吞怎麼承認 我非你不可
REPEAT＊＊
I LOVE THIS SONG...hazel thanks:D
tokyo juliet is a nice show..
rember to catch it:D
Monday 4 September 2006
Thursday 31 August 2006
Monday 28 August 2006
Friday 25 August 2006
Sunday 20 August 2006
Thursday 17 August 2006
Sunday 13 August 2006
Saturday 12 August 2006
its a real pity...janet jackson have a really great voice..
but people rember her just because of that accident with justin ..
talents are always hidden in scandals
i love my friends ....I LOVE YOU GALS..
but i like him...
theres difference in love and like..
treasure everyone in my life.
so that i will not regret anymore
later going out with ivone and audrey for dinner.
then we have to go to school for street parade
we are just the spectators ..
hope i can catch every performance
especially.....CHINESE DANCE *giggles*
i want to see jessle dance>.<
and of course the CHOIR
wanna see serene sing while dancing
LOVIN MY LIFE
but people rember her just because of that accident with justin ..
talents are always hidden in scandals
i love my friends ....I LOVE YOU GALS..
but i like him...
theres difference in love and like..
treasure everyone in my life.
so that i will not regret anymore
later going out with ivone and audrey for dinner.
then we have to go to school for street parade
we are just the spectators ..
hope i can catch every performance
especially.....CHINESE DANCE *giggles*
i want to see jessle dance>.<
and of course the CHOIR
wanna see serene sing while dancing
LOVIN MY LIFE
Wednesday 9 August 2006
Men Are Hard To Please
The problems with GUYS:
If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him,
If u Don't, he says u are PROUD.
If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him,
If u Don't, he says u are from KAMPONG.
If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN,
If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS.
If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE,
If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.
If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u,
If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u.(very true huh?).
If u don't make love with him., he says u don't Love him,
If u do!! he says u are CHEAP.
If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROUBLESOME,
If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.
If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him,
If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u.
If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED,
If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.
If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl,
If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMAN.
If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK,
If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.
If u HURT him, u are CRUEL,
If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE! SO HARD TO PLEASE!!!!!
lolz....cracks mi up..lolzz
is this true? lolz...
how would i noe?
The problems with GUYS:
If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him,
If u Don't, he says u are PROUD.
If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him,
If u Don't, he says u are from KAMPONG.
If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN,
If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS.
If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE,
If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.
If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u,
If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u.(very true huh?).
If u don't make love with him., he says u don't Love him,
If u do!! he says u are CHEAP.
If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROUBLESOME,
If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.
If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him,
If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u.
If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED,
If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.
If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl,
If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMAN.
If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK,
If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.
If u HURT him, u are CRUEL,
If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE! SO HARD TO PLEASE!!!!!
lolz....cracks mi up..lolzz
is this true? lolz...
how would i noe?
Tuesday 8 August 2006
Saturday 5 August 2006
LOVE
It's hangin on when ur heart has had enouff,
It's givin more when u feel like givin up.
love not only consists of bgr....it olso consist of frenship..famili...
mayb my mum jus dun understand?
having doubts over alot of things...
3e9 ..-.-
goin 2 hav alot of hmw...
random fabs: Geek in the Pink by Jason Mraz
It's hangin on when ur heart has had enouff,
It's givin more when u feel like givin up.
love not only consists of bgr....it olso consist of frenship..famili...
mayb my mum jus dun understand?
having doubts over alot of things...
3e9 ..-.-
goin 2 hav alot of hmw...
random fabs: Geek in the Pink by Jason Mraz
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