haiz..guess today made serene very angry bah....because never pei her go gekpoh...ps her??.
hope she forgive me...

everyone are all so alone in what lies deepest in our souls..
if you see others only from your point of view..than you wont get to know that person more le...cos you will be trapped and stay at this point forever...
changes are needed to make you strong...that maybe a bad thing but you needed changes to improve.......everyone goin to grow up and forgets the sweet memories of life.....even if you don't want......you still have to grow up...cant be childish anymore le....cant play with your fave toys in the open.....cant show your weakness to others.. people in the society is playin preys and predators games........you just have to accept the fact...


....but i...
just want to keep my friends and family all to myself....i dunwanna share......
.........i know whats is like to be alone....i have experienced it.....nobody like the feeling of alone.....
but when you are alone..you have everything to yourself...you don't need to worry about anybody feelings...you jus have to make yourself happy..
but sometime...you jus feel like u wanna share the happiness..but you look around..noone is there for you...i dunwanna have that feeling anymore.....

maybe i am scared? in my heart i know the answer....yup..i m scared....lifes like that.....hate it.....but need to accept it...everything going to change real soon....changes....

exams coming....white hairs growing......life....
...........emotionally tired...



MOTIVATION
A well known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?"
Hands started going up.
He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this." He proceeded to crumple the dollar bill up.
He then asked, "Who still wants it?"
Still the hands were up in the air.
"Well," he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe.
He picked it up, now all crumpled and dirty. "Now who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air.
"My friends, you have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way.
We feel as though we are worthless. But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value. You are special - Don't ever forget it!