thanks to jun ming
i found the culinary school that offer the diploma
http://www.at-sunrice.com/prof/entry_requirements.aspx

around 2k
full time diploma!



i cant quit my course now
if not my mummi will nag at me
wasting about 4 k already for last year(plus the lappy)
so i guess i will wait after i graduated from my current course
and go and apply for a culinary diploma!




i guess its never too late

I Stay In Love - Mariah Carey

I Stay In Love
Mariah Carey
Oh, baby, baby
I stay in love with you
Dying inside cause I can't stand it
Make or break up can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard to keep our love alive
If you dont' know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's no mistaking
We're just erasing from our hearts and minds, and I know
(CHORUS)
We said "let go"
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone, it's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing that I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself that you'll come back around
And I try to front like "oh well" each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now, no matter what I do
But baby, baby, I stay in love with you
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Baby, I stay in love with you
It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me I ain't the same no more
We still need each other when we stumble and fall
How we gon' act like what we had ain't nothin' at all now
Hey
What I wanna do is ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block, proud in the SUV
We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes?
I can't last one moment alone now go I know
(CHORUS)
We said "let go"
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone, it's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing that I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself that you'll come back around
And I try to front like "oh well" each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now, no matter what I do
But baby, baby, I stay in love with you
(CHORUS)
We said "let go"
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone, it's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing that I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself that you'll come back around
And I try to front like "oh well" each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now, no matter what I do
But baby, baby, I stay in love with you
I stay in love, loveOh, I stay in love

hahas
i love channel u
maidens's vows
at weekdays 10 pm!
4 eras LOVE STORY!

tuesday is tomorrow
tomorrow is tuesday

finish watching Sukisho
13 episodes
shounen ai type !
x)

a new week is coming again
new tortures
hahaha

thursday
weird IS teacher
community
hope its easy
x)

tomorrow is marketing
shuld be like business managment
take care!

yea!
26 is this sunday!
28 months together
what do numbers even actually symbolise?
hahahahs

nice songs
i listen to songs that i felt connected to


妥协歌词
你总爱编织谎言
我负责配合表演
所有改变 只为了进入你的世界
这情节 重复了一百遍
才发现 是你的心太远
你划定楚河汉界
不能轻易犯规
所有时间 都是先给了你优先权
不自觉 爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈
爱到妥协 到头来还是误解
抱着你 不让你飞
历史不断重演 我好累
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重现
你也想退后一点 我躲在我的世界
你划定楚河汉界
我不能轻易犯规
所有时间 都是先给了你优先权
不自觉 爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈
爱到妥协 到头来还是误解
抱着你 不让你飞
历史不断重演 我好累
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重现
你也想退后一点 我躲在我的世界
你只是害怕一个人睡
我不想再为你掉泪
我了解 不会再仍在徘徊
开始自己的明天
爱到妥协 到头来还是误解
抱着你 不让你飞
历史不断重演 我好累
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重现
你也想退后一点 我躲在我的世界




蔡依林-非卖品
千千静听劲听精彩
当时怎么爱上你的
朋友说的我微笑听着
爱情的剧本原来就没规则
现在变不重要了结局揭晓了
后来当朋友你我也只是说说
训练成好演员的我
说不遗憾是骗人的
那些爱与不爱还在整理着
我明白的只是谁来导演呢
勇敢是你教的
眼泪是我的快乐都假的
我想找个答案
如果爱被出卖到最后非卖品有什么剩下
太好强又太傻受了伤
当赠品留下包装的坚强
笑的那么自然悲伤也放进橱窗
爱没有答案
再倔强再不放到最后被看穿一个人逞强
说不恨是骗人
我不再隐瞒爱的伤痕
不舍转过身不必回头的承认
非卖品是爱最美的灵魂

3rd day of school!
susan boyle filled my day every day!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wnmbJzH93NU

lol
okay erm for more of my deeds
see min's blog~!
johnson came to ngee ann alone
so yea
good -hearted us bring him around
to canteen 4 !
eye opener for min
well at first i was a bit lost
too long never come to canteen 4
LOL
came here one time during LMS session for a dare

tomorrow is IS
i hope everything goes well
for the first time ,i am with my fellow cohort mates!
no need solo !
hahas hope hope
community






because i dont want to be the one who will be ruining everything
seriously is sick and tired
everything is not okay

Super duper tired
its just the second day of school
emotionally and physically tired

i made up my mind
about 2 thing!

hahahahs

but still planning on how to do both of it......
just hope it will be a sucess

it was the first day of school 15 minutes ago

my favourite sushi stall in canteen 1 closed and gone
saddening
saddening
saddening

CEM
Conventions and Events Management
have another 40 hour -work report
working under event industry
where to find such a work?
LOL
have 2 major projects too under this module.
what a great start

i didnt see any thing
maybe my observation was too poor!
hahahahaahs

and i dont see why Makan place is the most popular place to dine in
just because its new and greatly publicise.
food there kinda suck LOL
ii wann Pine cafe or atrium!

went to brush up LAM report in Ourspace
it was damn empty
i think only TRM students have to chiong a report on the first day of school

library is super duper empty today
wait for Aud(the 18 years old girl who just had her birthday) and board the bus 154 home

bought some sausages and tapioca cake
at first we wanted to walk around jurong point to finish off the food
coincidentally saw Vone Haz and Joyce at the entrance
hahs
then we chatted
after chatting for a short while in front of Sweet talk
we separate
Bus concession and walking

aud and me was falling asleep on the bus..........


these sum up my day!

I FUCKING LOVE DOING REPORT

good night

just watch The United States of Leland
on channel 5
not bad
i like this kind of story
hahahaha
tomorrow is the day

Night view of singapore in the flyer
photos taken by my handphone

Its 1 30am now!
Yesterday was a great,fun,tiring,exciting day!
hahas
AUD B-DAE CELEBRATION!
AUDR +HAZ+ VONE+IRENE+JESS+MIN+ YIN LENG +JOYCE+JAMES + JOHNSON
erm and yutai who come specially to wish aud happy birthday
and not forgetting me x)
went to catch 17 again!
zac efron
a man who can remember what you wore the first day you two meet is a good guy ! x)
and knowing she is the one to be with forever.
not because of fame,sex and face.
some guys date bcos of sex.
wanting badly to ruin other people virginity
making love = love between both parties
some people date bcos they want face
want people to know they are in demand
but actually the other party mos probably only want sex too
disgusting (well if its true love,then okay~)
LOLZ
nice movie!
worth worth

VONE
nxt time be careful!
lucky!
good x)

proceed to singapore flyer
totally awesome
just a bit too short
11 people in one cabin
shiok!
can scream
can take lots of crazy photos
sing song for Aud and presents
she love it she love it!

went to eat in Hong Kong cafe
yummy chicken
love love love!

board the train home~
woooooooooooots!


P.S
seriously get lost .
jealousy wont lead you to any where
* laugh*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
AUDREY!!
18 18 18

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test81.aspx
1.You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
2.You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
3.You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
4.Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
5.Your boyfriend thinks that you are a real doll but this is not a totally positive thing. Sometimes you can be a bit too sweet, and come across as being helpless. If you're like this too frequently, your boyfriend and other people are likely to get tired of you having to rely on them all the time.

TOTAL CRAP
okay okay!
i hope everything will go well
*crossing fingers*

yeap
its a miracle
i am still awake
yes now its 325am!
lol
i broken records!

woots
lol

i must live to see this view

hahahas

pasar malam is loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

saturday

my life have started getting busier
but all is under good planning
hopefully turns out well

i should really absolutely start ******!
the word ! the magic word!!
reason 1:school is reopening
but my lack of motivations and inspiration just overcome the urge to start doing -.-

its not that i dont like school
its just that i getting tired of studying
yes .
i neeed interesting modules to study!
LOL
and less maths and numbers ! (got POA sia -.-)
if i didnt took it during my secondary school life, why must i do so in poly?
SI LIAO LA
hahas i think i will pester my classmates with my questions
or maybe i wont even bother about the module LOL

i know everyone misses me!
hahahahahahahahahahahahs
YAOI is loved!

starting afresh!
i realise even more difference

Jes coming back from New Zealand too.
at last !

珊瑚海

Verse 1:

海平面远方开始阴霾 悲伤要怎么平静纯白
hai ping mian yuan fang kai shi yin mai / bei shan yao zhe me ping jing chun bai
Clouds gather on the faraway (sea) horizon, How can I keep my sadness calm

我的脸上始终夹带 一抹浅浅的无奈
wo de nian shang shi zhong jia dai / yi mo qian qian de wu nai
I remained straight-faced, trying to cover the hint of resignation

你用唇语说你要离开 (情不在)
ni yong chun yu shuo ni yao li kai (qing bu zai)
You silently said that you wanted to leave (The love's gone)

那难过无声慢了下来
na nan guo wu sheng nan le xia lai,
The sadness slowed down silently

汹涌潮水 你听明白
xiong yong chao sui, ni ting ming bai
Listen carefully to the crashing tides,

不是浪而是泪海
bu shi lang er shi lei hai
It is not from the sea but from tears

Chorus:

转身离开 (你有话说不出来) 分手说不出来
zhuan shen li kai (ni you hua shuo bu chu lai) fen shou shuo bu chu lai
Turning around to leave, (You have something to say but remained speechless), unable to say it's over

海鸟跟鱼相爱 只是一场意外
hai niao gen yu xiang ai / zhi shi yi chang yi wai
The love between a seagull and a fish is only an accidental occurrence

我们的爱 （给的爱）差异一直存在 (回不来)
wo men de ai （gei de ai） cha yi yi zhi cun zai (hui bu lai)
Differences had always existed in (the love you gave) our love (we can't go back)

风中尘埃(等待)竟累积成伤害
feng zhong zhen ai (deng dai) jing lei ji cheng shang hai
The dust that gathers in the wind (ends up) accumulating to pain

转身离开 分手说不出来
zhuan shen li kai fen shou shuo bu chu lai
Turning around and leave, (can't say it's over), unable to say it's over

蔚蓝的珊瑚海 错过瞬间苍白
wei lan de shan hu hai / cuo guo shun jian cang bai
An azure coral sea, a missed momentary paleness

当初彼此（你我都）不够成熟坦白(不应该)
dang chu bi ci （ni wo dou) bu gou cheng shu tan bai (bu ying gai)
Right from the beginning (you and me both) were not mature and frank enough (shouldn't)

热情不改 (你的) 笑容勉强不来
re qing bu gai (ni de) xiao rong mian qiang bu lai
The passion had not changed, (your) smile cannot be forced

爱深埋珊瑚海
ai shen mai shan hu hai
Love is buried deep within the coral sea

Verse 2:

毁坏的沙碉如何重来 有裂痕的爱怎么重盖
hui huai de sa diao ru he chong lai / you lie heng de ai zhe me chong gai
How do (we) rebuild the damaged sand sculpture, how can (we) fix a broken relationship?

只是一切 结束太快 你说你无法释怀
zhi shi yi qie / jie shu tai kuai / ni shuo ni wu fa shi huai
Only that all has ended too quickly and you said you could not understand why

贝壳里隐藏着什么期待 (等花儿开)
bei ke li ying cang zhe she me qi dai (deng hua er kai)
What surprises await in a seashell (Waiting for the flowers to bloom)

我们也已经无心再猜
wo men ye yi jing wu xin zai cai
We do not want to play the guessing game anymore

面向海风 (面向海风)
mian xiang hai feng (mian xiang hai feng)
The sea breeze caressing the face (the sea breeze caressing the face)

咸咸的爱 (咸咸的爱)
xian xian de ai (xian xian de ai)
The salty love (the salty love)

尝不出还有未来
chang bu chu hai you wei lai
Unable to feel any future (between us)

~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!

::我不難過:: | 原唱:孫燕姿 |
作曲：李思菘 作詞：楊明學 編曲：Kenn. C

又站在你家的門口　我們重複沉默
這樣子單方面的守候　還能多久
終於你開口向我訴說她有多溫柔
雖然你還握著我的手　但我已不在你心中
我真的懂　你不是喜新厭舊
是我沒有　陪在你身邊　當你寂寞時候
別再看著我說著你愛過　別太傷痛
我不難過　這不算什麼
只是為什麼眼淚會流　我也不懂
就讓我走　讓我開始享受自由
回憶很多　你的影子也會充滿我生活
我並不懦弱　你比誰都懂
雖然寂寞　這會是我最後的寬容

終於你開口向我述說她有多溫柔
雖然你還握著我的手　但我已不在你心中
我真的懂　你不是喜新厭舊
是我沒有　陪在你身邊　當你寂寞時候
別再看著我說著你愛過　別太傷痛
我不難過　這不算什麼
只是為什麼眼淚會流　我也不懂
就讓我走　讓我開始享受自由
回憶很多　你的影子也會充滿我生活
我並不懦弱　你比誰都懂
雖然寂寞　這會是我最後的寬容

抱緊我　再抱緊我
這一份感動　請你讓我留在胸口
別在說是你的錯
愛到了盡頭　是非對錯就讓它隨風
忘了所有　過得比你快活

我真的懂　你不是喜新厭舊
是我沒有　陪在你身邊　當你寂寞時候
別再看著我說著你愛過　別太傷痛
我不難過　這不算什麼
只是為什麼眼淚會流　我也不懂
不要再說　或許這是最好的結果
現在分手　總好過你不愛我一拖再拖
鬆開你的手　離開你左右
我向前走　這會是我　真正的解脫


"the strength of a relationship should not be judged by the duration of it."

Misaki X Usami
age gap of 10 years old

Hiroki X Nowaki

age gap of 4 years old

Miyagi X Shinobu

age gap of 17 years

finished watching both seasons of Junjou Romantica

yaoi kind

dont watch it if you dont like this

cute cute and very cute!

lol yes i am currently in to these show!

ZAI NUUUUUUUUU~

raining heavily
nice weather !
i love rain

today
i am at home watchin shows
using my lappy!
AND I BEEN EATING A LOT AT HOME
affected by my mama keep feeding me food /rainbow gui/chocolate/payaya

yesterday went out with yan ya run,wang dong chen and tong xue
(inside joke)
walk walk around vivo and suntec
luckily there was no reporters
then dinner at JustNoodles as usual
thanks thanks!
went to jp and walk
then sit at Mac
and start talking crap hahahs lolz~


going to have pasamalam near my huse again
i wanna eat goreng pisan!!!!!!

and i wanna go to f21 shop again!

today is a friday!
17 days to school reopen

movie movies

okie i watched another movie
takumi kun:soshite harukaze ni sasayaite

"The flames of love envelope the hapless tenants of an all-boys high school dorm. Will Takumi be able to open his heart as Gii hopes? Film stars D-boys auditionist Tomo Yanagishita (as Takumi), "Kamen Rider Kiba" and "Hanazakari no Kimitachi e - Ikemen Paradise" star Keisuke Kato (as Gii), Hiroki Aiba, and other members of the "Musical Prince of Tennis" cast! --Takumi, a second-year student at the countryside all-boys school Shido Gakuen, has just met his new dorm roommate Giichi Saki (Keisuke Kato). Giichi Saki, also known as Gii, has looks and grades that make him the idol of his class. As such, other male students wait in the wings to spring on him, like the jealous Izumi Takabayashi (Yasuka Saito), Takabayashi's admirer Michio Yoshizawa (Wataru Hatano), Takumi's admirer Daisuke Nozaki (Tetsuya Makita), one of the few people that understands Gii, Shozo Akaike (Yukihiro Takiguchi), Takumi's close friend Toshihisa Katakura (Ryo Sakaguchi), and world-class violinist Sachi Inoue. Peer into the perplexing world of all-male school romance with a focus on Takumi and Gii as the two search to cure Takumi's love-thratening fear of meaningful relationships due to a trauma in his past!"

another nice movie

haha

well aiya its like tat~

more sweeter than the previous one

and happy ending too !

just watched Ai no Kotodama
Hidenori Tokuyama and Yasuka Saito
sweet movie
and a happy ending!
hahahs

i love veoh!

since i am free
i went to search for this movie
yes this is the movie that have appear in XIAO ZHU 's MV Zi lian

"Three high school students experience the perks and pitfalls of love in director Leste Chen's sensitive tale of friendship and yearning. As a child living in a seaside town in southern Taiwan, studious Jonathan (Bryant Chang) was asked by his concerned teacher to look after rebellious classmate Shane (Joseph Chang). Ten years later, what was once a good-natured obligation has since blossomed into a warm friendship, with Jonathan still on the academic track and Shane finding his calling on the basketball court.
When Taiwan-born schoolgirl Carrie (Kate Yeung) transfers to their school from Hong Kong and convinces Jonathan to join her on a secret day-trip to Taipei, her botched effort to seduce him in a sleazy love hotel, combined with her observations of he and Shane's friendship, soon leads her to believe that the object of her affections is homosexual and in love with his best friend. Despite her initial misgivings about the boorish Shane, Carrie soon begins to give in to the troublemaker's roguish charms. She accepts his offer to become his girlfriend on the condition that he manages to enter university. Later, as Shane pulls his act together and Jonathan begins to experience a sexual identity crisis, the former does his best to keep his feelings for Carrie secret in order to protect the feelings of his lifelong friend. Despite Jonathan's, Shane's, and Carrie's best efforts to keep their personal feelings secret, the truth eventually emerges, forcing all three to view their relationships in an entirely new light."



love the movie!
the strong emotions and complexity is present throughout the movie
its actually not that bad! must watch wor!
4.5 stars over 5 stars
homosexuality is not a wrong thing
just because of the society which portrayed it as a wrong thing ,people shy away

-.-
hahas wads wrong with the world?


yesterday watched LOVE
taiwan
was busy spotting actress and actors
got a lot of eye candies
the first story is nice!
i need to find a person with the same voice as mine when i die
the motive is extremely sweet
second and third is okay
(because third have rang jin tian)
forth one is the lamest
bought only one thing
my bro's belated birthday present

it is so hard to find a stone heart
LIFE!
view http://pinkparis1233.deviantart.com/gallery/#_featured for more nice photograph

Tomorrow You Didn't

Avril Lavigne

It’s a forgone conclusion,

you’re love’s an illusion

and the picture is starting to fade

boy let’s be honest, when it comes to your promise

it’s just a lot of empty words you say

and the future’s only gonna be more of the same

you’ve only got yourself to blame

[Chorus]

Tomorrow you didn’t, yesterday you won’t’

cause I know everything you say you gonna do you don’t

that’s a given, it doesn’t matter anyway

hey, I know what love wasn’t, I know what love isn’t

so when you say you’re gonna change you gotta be kidding

tomorrow you didn’t, hey hey,

I’m outta here today

I used to believe in, all your romantic dreaming

but it really ain’t that cute anymore’

cause my time’s to precious

so I wish you the best with

whatever it is you’re looking for

baby this is all for your own good,

I’m leaving ‘cause I know you never would

[Chorus]

I don’t need a crystalball to see it all my dear,

it doesn’t matter what you say,

it always turns out the same way

your predictions are fiction

and it’s tragically clear

[Guitar solo]

[Chorus]

Bro 's celebration photos
we went to eat at Japanese village as usual
99cent sushi !

woots !(L)

hes a great boy

good luck in achieving ur goals!

hahas which sometime is super duper stubbon

but well he received a lot of chocolates this year

and is kind enough to share some with me hahahas

kinder chocolate !

The 4 girls!

taken during a break!

i thinked it was taken around 3 am .........

yin leng looked very sleepy here while vone and joyce look so energised