sorry PEOPLE...
canot update my blog..must wait until 9 october:D
that time exams end then can have more fun le...bbuaiz for now

勇气 - 梁静茹歌手
勇气
歌词：词:光良 曲:瑞业
终于做了这个决定别人怎么说
我不理只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易
我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃
爱真的需要勇气来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定我的爱就有意义
我们都需要勇气去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你放在我手心里
你的真心
如果我的坚强任性会不小心伤害了你
你能不能温柔提醒我虽然心太急更害怕错过你

haiz..guess today made serene very angry bah....because never pei her go gekpoh...ps her??.
hope she forgive me...

everyone are all so alone in what lies deepest in our souls..
if you see others only from your point of view..than you wont get to know that person more le...cos you will be trapped and stay at this point forever...
changes are needed to make you strong...that maybe a bad thing but you needed changes to improve.......everyone goin to grow up and forgets the sweet memories of life.....even if you don't want......you still have to grow up...cant be childish anymore le....cant play with your fave toys in the open.....cant show your weakness to others.. people in the society is playin preys and predators games........you just have to accept the fact...


....but i...
just want to keep my friends and family all to myself....i dunwanna share......
.........i know whats is like to be alone....i have experienced it.....nobody like the feeling of alone.....
but when you are alone..you have everything to yourself...you don't need to worry about anybody feelings...you jus have to make yourself happy..
but sometime...you jus feel like u wanna share the happiness..but you look around..noone is there for you...i dunwanna have that feeling anymore.....

maybe i am scared? in my heart i know the answer....yup..i m scared....lifes like that.....hate it.....but need to accept it...everything going to change real soon....changes....

exams coming....white hairs growing......life....
...........emotionally tired...



MOTIVATION
A well known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?"
Hands started going up.
He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this." He proceeded to crumple the dollar bill up.
He then asked, "Who still wants it?"
Still the hands were up in the air.
"Well," he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe.
He picked it up, now all crumpled and dirty. "Now who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air.
"My friends, you have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way.
We feel as though we are worthless. But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value. You are special - Don't ever forget it!

TUESDAY!!
exams coming le....stress le...lolz..
relax celestine relax...
hopefully i will pass all of my subjects in the end of year exams
PLEASE*****

havent do finish math hmw ....cos no time...now goin 2 sleep...10.20 le...need sleep....zzzzzzz tml morning do bah...emath eating up my strength...>.<


hopefully there will be happy ending for every wonderful couple...and for the unwonderful too lolz..canot be evil..lolz..

Chasing Cars
We'll do it all
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
Or anyone
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lie here
Would you lay with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lay with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lay with me and just forget the world?

nice song:D 2dae olso veri de cool...
wad make mi angry is tat sum HUMANS like to discriminate against womans...eeekkk sori 2dae rite in short forms....i still nid 2 read core geo..lolz..thx. bbuaiz..

Sunday!!
whole day went out..
firstly went to pray my grandpa and grandma at Seng Kang temple there...
then went to bugis...
weee walking..
then my mummy bought me clothes :D very nice...wear it and look at the mirror...and i dont seem to be fat in it...but i am FAT!!!!!! lolz...wanna slim...lolz....
$26++ seh.....expensive...
then i bought a few bracelets>.< (PEOPLE YOU KNOW I LIKE STUFF LIKE THAT..HOW CAN I RESIST NOT BUYING??)
then before we went back...my mum bought my bro a mickey mouse t-shirt...not those sissy type..cool type.....mickey mouse brand de le!!
$18++ sehhhhh...expensive!!!!!!!


still on my buy list
*white long sleeve polo t-shirt(dunoe whats the short name for this kind of t-shirts?)
*black tie(hmmm any colour olso can? lolz)
*black shoes of any types
*decoration(s) for my SCH BAGGIE!!
*maybe some more bags?
*more BRACLETS
*more EARINGS

but a pity ....no money...so saving up!!!

exams comin...may god bless me!!!!!!!
tomorrow monday le.....MONDAY BLUESS

a painful lesson to learn....
You can only hold on to yourself...
family and friends...will turn against you...
sad? hurt?
do they care?


after you slap me...
i knew that my hatred grew.
but what can i do....
this the first time you slap me in years...
......crying erase some of my pain...
your hand marks on my face will fade...but how about
the scars in my heart?

but i cant kill you....cos you took care of me for 15 years.....
..........i must pretend that nothing have happen....


life still go on......

so cold.....>.<
still got core geo test nxt tuesday...haiz..
exams coming....
heard from my frens ..stanley 's condition went from bad to worst
even though i dont really know him...may god bless him..
..............
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.........................
everyone feeling so stress.........so many problems.....
JIA YOU EVERYONE

what if you only have one wish?
what would u wish for??

2day so rush...
should not have wear old uniform...TUCK OUT >.<
everything went well until recess...
i love big gang of people walking together :D
:P :P
chemistry...so headache...luckily got ivone and james and kath( not sure is i help her or she help mi)...then finish...THX PEOPLE
biology is so.....sianz>.<
2day first time in secondary life i not the first:D:D
very elated but still very tense up...but i did my best..
AND Ms Sandra 'eyes are so big........eye contact like abit..weird...
but she say must back up on my reading..i will take note of it.....
then same time walk out with audrey from the hall...fate? lolz...
went to bliss cafe..
have fun but.....nvm...
today is a fine day...but....i now...lolz....
tired....then tml got core geo test? wth!? lolz...tml then i read...

never talk/chat/greet him ........haiz...
goong will be on air by 9 October rember to catch it:D


太阳在你的眼里，月亮在我心。
^^ dun understand??

today...nothing really shock happen...
just that i do not understand math...
well please dont have another ca...or i will be DOOMED

...going quite well for now...hopefully...my teeth stil hurt alot...i dont want put retainers T.T pressure=PAIN ...
math homework hard to do...but have to do it...-.-

SAW THE CLASS PHOTO...omg...dontwan buy....it sucks....I SUCKS IN THE PHOTO......dont buy.....T.T
but nvm...lolz

lalaaaaaaaaa

today went to dental...thought that this was the last dental appointment for me..but it was NOT!! i still need to put retainers so that my straight teeth wont go back to the OLD TEETH.after 3 months have to back again..URGHH..lolz..lucky my retainers are removable...even though it is made up of plastic(-.-")..nevermind the most worst is that ...MANY PEOPLE MAKE FUN OF MY PRONOUCATION..(spell correctly mah?)
nevermind i will get use to it..should get use to it...must get use to it..

AND I PASS MY MATH :D
YEAH! 18/30!PASS LE:D:D:D
even thought must treat audrey and simping drinks but can treat cheap 50 cents the wad...sorry guys..i m POOR...

thought that i wont cry today ..but ok..because of an incident...i cried...
HOPE HE REALLY FORGIVE ME....i do not want him to leave me.....no..never ever...i thought i like him only...but now i know that...i like him more than i thought ...perphaps love? not very sure...
really dont want him to leave mi........i dont want any quarrels le...
please dont leave me...T.T...
i will wait....
PLEASE FORGIVE ME

2dae whole dae chiong hmw..
luckily got audrey and hazel 's help
done quite abit
THANKS GIRLS

now status is WAITING ...hmmm
luckily there are also other people who suffered the same pain i am goin through now....but they more worst bah...but i wan to sae is LETS WORK HARD..WAIT HARD!!!!!!!!!

lalaaaaa

tomorrow can skip class...COOL
of course is a good thing..
counting the days..



3 day.....

ok..make up my mind..
NOT GOING TO GIVE UPPP!!!!!!!
i just going to give it a small break..
then contiue bah....
maybe the break would be slightly longer then i plan...
even thought its hard work...but i believe i can do it:D
but still feeling abit ....sad ...
ok..but mus JIA YOU...
but~but~but~but~
i seek advices
give up-1 hold on-2

Parts of lyrics for Doing too much by Paula Deanda feat. Baby Bash

"I keep on wondering if you was even
Feeling me, I keep on wondering if
This was even meant to be
Tell me imma waste of time, boy
You showing me no sign, is it cuz u on
Ya grind, cuz you're always on my mind
I keep on wondering if everything you said was true
I keep on wondering if you were really coming through"

"But I came to a conclusion that this is pure illusion
Chaos and confusion but I'm not gonna let it ruin
The way I feel about myself cuz I have self-esteem, sometimes
IWonder if I'm just chasing a fantasy"

LYRICS of Breakaway by Kelly Clarkson

Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I just stared out my window
Dreaming of a could-be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)
Trying not to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray (I would pray)
I could breakaway
[Chorus:]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway
[Chorus:]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around wild indoors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway
I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway


...dont you think it is meaningful??


i saw a show ....make me even wonder more...
the girl can give up almost everything to bewith the man she love..
was that to show that she have courage? or she was stupid ?
even swear that she wont give up....she was doing all the work..
this shows that she love the man more than the man love her...
is it fair??

the more i wonder..the more i dont wan to let go...but why am i still holding on??
feelings are manmade...why does human beings have the power to make feelings?? HATE IT..
i will have to figure it tonight..struck between giving up & holding on>.<

Why I never walked away,
Why I Played myself this way,
Now I see the testing me, Pushing me away. Pushing me away.Pushes me away! ~ Linkin Park - Pushing Me Away

i will do everything for myself :D
i sense something bad is going to happen...
what will it be?...

i have tried..but it did not go well ..should i still hold on ? or let go?

saving myself...

change my song to goong de song..
goong is coming soon:D:D

To let go doesn't mean to stop caring.
To let go is to learn theres something beyond.
To let go means accepting reality.
To let go is loving more because you only want the best.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything;they just make the best of everything that comes along their way

today is the day where i have my core geography trip..

7.35am -called melvin ; ask him buy sweets(but he just dont want buy)
7.40am- left home
7.50++am-called serene and ask where she is ; saw her with a gang of boy
8am- decided not to sit with her as too many boys was there ; saw choir eating their breadfast; saw jocelyn and cindy quening for the food
8.10am-walk around school and then settle down ;xue li gave me mentos and pringles
8.10 to 8.20am-waiting~~~
8.23am - at last on the bus

then we went to east coast park...changi park...sandy beach..cool:D
lunch -mee soto plus one satay from melvin..
satay -10 for $5..EXPENSIVE

after trip,went to gek poh...then went to pionner mall then HOME SWEET HOME....

i want to be acne free!!!!!!!

just now chat with shimin and audrey online(msn)
nothing to chat about

but noticed theres alot of dramas in our class..
good thing or bad thing?

not very sure...
make a film or write about the story of the dramatic 3e9 sound kinda weird ?

feeling weird...1 day never sms or talk to HIM ...wonder hows he doing....should i sms him?

today is my mum b-day
YIPHEE
muacks mum:P
i made chocolate coated fruits...
hope its nice

只對你有感覺 -
飛輪海 & HEBE歌手：飛輪海, Hebe 作曲：林俊傑填詞：張家瑋 編曲：呂紹淳
無解的眼神　心像海底針光是猜測　我食慾不振
有點煩人　又有點迷人
浪漫沒天份　反應夠遲鈍不夠謹慎　花挑錯顏色但很矛盾　喜歡你的笨
＊微笑　再美　再甜　不是妳的　都不特別　
眼淚　再苦　再鹹　有你安慰　又是晴天　
靠的　再近　再貼　少了擁抱　就算太遠　
全世界只對你(妳)有感覺　
玩的　再瘋　再野　妳瞪一眼　我就收斂　
馬路　再寬　再遠　只要你牽　就很安全　
我會　又乖　又黏　溫柔體貼　絕不敷衍　
我只對你(妳)有感覺＊
體貼卻黏人　愛哭卻溫順有時天真　有時很邪惡對妳耍狠　就是捨不得
請吸收養分　讓腦袋平衡要你現身　動作慢吞吞怎麼承認　我非你不可
REPEAT＊＊

I LOVE THIS SONG...hazel thanks:D
tokyo juliet is a nice show..
rember to catch it:D

WEEEEEEEEE
BRACESFREE:D
lolz...cool:D

yesterday flag dae...took neoprints with alot of peeps:D
now i learning to type in full sentences to avoid confusion
and to improve my LOUSY english..
trying to learn new words...

sayonara BRACES