my life have started getting busier
but all is under good planning
hopefully turns out well

i should really absolutely start ******!
the word ! the magic word!!
reason 1:school is reopening
but my lack of motivations and inspiration just overcome the urge to start doing -.-

its not that i dont like school
its just that i getting tired of studying
yes .
i neeed interesting modules to study!
LOL
and less maths and numbers ! (got POA sia -.-)
if i didnt took it during my secondary school life, why must i do so in poly?
SI LIAO LA
hahas i think i will pester my classmates with my questions
or maybe i wont even bother about the module LOL

i know everyone misses me!
hahahahahahahahahahahahs
YAOI is loved!

starting afresh!
i realise even more difference

Jes coming back from New Zealand too.
at last !

珊瑚海

Verse 1:

海平面远方开始阴霾 悲伤要怎么平静纯白
hai ping mian yuan fang kai shi yin mai / bei shan yao zhe me ping jing chun bai
Clouds gather on the faraway (sea) horizon, How can I keep my sadness calm

我的脸上始终夹带 一抹浅浅的无奈
wo de nian shang shi zhong jia dai / yi mo qian qian de wu nai
I remained straight-faced, trying to cover the hint of resignation

你用唇语说你要离开 (情不在)
ni yong chun yu shuo ni yao li kai (qing bu zai)
You silently said that you wanted to leave (The love's gone)

那难过无声慢了下来
na nan guo wu sheng nan le xia lai,
The sadness slowed down silently

汹涌潮水 你听明白
xiong yong chao sui, ni ting ming bai
Listen carefully to the crashing tides,

不是浪而是泪海
bu shi lang er shi lei hai
It is not from the sea but from tears

Chorus:

转身离开 (你有话说不出来) 分手说不出来
zhuan shen li kai (ni you hua shuo bu chu lai) fen shou shuo bu chu lai
Turning around to leave, (You have something to say but remained speechless), unable to say it's over

海鸟跟鱼相爱 只是一场意外
hai niao gen yu xiang ai / zhi shi yi chang yi wai
The love between a seagull and a fish is only an accidental occurrence

我们的爱 （给的爱）差异一直存在 (回不来)
wo men de ai （gei de ai） cha yi yi zhi cun zai (hui bu lai)
Differences had always existed in (the love you gave) our love (we can't go back)

风中尘埃(等待)竟累积成伤害
feng zhong zhen ai (deng dai) jing lei ji cheng shang hai
The dust that gathers in the wind (ends up) accumulating to pain

转身离开 分手说不出来
zhuan shen li kai fen shou shuo bu chu lai
Turning around and leave, (can't say it's over), unable to say it's over

蔚蓝的珊瑚海 错过瞬间苍白
wei lan de shan hu hai / cuo guo shun jian cang bai
An azure coral sea, a missed momentary paleness

当初彼此（你我都）不够成熟坦白(不应该)
dang chu bi ci （ni wo dou) bu gou cheng shu tan bai (bu ying gai)
Right from the beginning (you and me both) were not mature and frank enough (shouldn't)

热情不改 (你的) 笑容勉强不来
re qing bu gai (ni de) xiao rong mian qiang bu lai
The passion had not changed, (your) smile cannot be forced

爱深埋珊瑚海
ai shen mai shan hu hai
Love is buried deep within the coral sea

Verse 2:

毁坏的沙碉如何重来 有裂痕的爱怎么重盖
hui huai de sa diao ru he chong lai / you lie heng de ai zhe me chong gai
How do (we) rebuild the damaged sand sculpture, how can (we) fix a broken relationship?

只是一切 结束太快 你说你无法释怀
zhi shi yi qie / jie shu tai kuai / ni shuo ni wu fa shi huai
Only that all has ended too quickly and you said you could not understand why

贝壳里隐藏着什么期待 (等花儿开)
bei ke li ying cang zhe she me qi dai (deng hua er kai)
What surprises await in a seashell (Waiting for the flowers to bloom)

我们也已经无心再猜
wo men ye yi jing wu xin zai cai
We do not want to play the guessing game anymore

面向海风 (面向海风)
mian xiang hai feng (mian xiang hai feng)
The sea breeze caressing the face (the sea breeze caressing the face)

咸咸的爱 (咸咸的爱)
xian xian de ai (xian xian de ai)
The salty love (the salty love)

尝不出还有未来
chang bu chu hai you wei lai
Unable to feel any future (between us)

~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!

::我不難過:: | 原唱:孫燕姿 |
作曲：李思菘 作詞：楊明學 編曲：Kenn. C

又站在你家的門口　我們重複沉默
這樣子單方面的守候　還能多久
終於你開口向我訴說她有多溫柔
雖然你還握著我的手　但我已不在你心中
我真的懂　你不是喜新厭舊
是我沒有　陪在你身邊　當你寂寞時候
別再看著我說著你愛過　別太傷痛
我不難過　這不算什麼
只是為什麼眼淚會流　我也不懂
就讓我走　讓我開始享受自由
回憶很多　你的影子也會充滿我生活
我並不懦弱　你比誰都懂
雖然寂寞　這會是我最後的寬容

終於你開口向我述說她有多溫柔
雖然你還握著我的手　但我已不在你心中
我真的懂　你不是喜新厭舊
是我沒有　陪在你身邊　當你寂寞時候
別再看著我說著你愛過　別太傷痛
我不難過　這不算什麼
只是為什麼眼淚會流　我也不懂
就讓我走　讓我開始享受自由
回憶很多　你的影子也會充滿我生活
我並不懦弱　你比誰都懂
雖然寂寞　這會是我最後的寬容

抱緊我　再抱緊我
這一份感動　請你讓我留在胸口
別在說是你的錯
愛到了盡頭　是非對錯就讓它隨風
忘了所有　過得比你快活

我真的懂　你不是喜新厭舊
是我沒有　陪在你身邊　當你寂寞時候
別再看著我說著你愛過　別太傷痛
我不難過　這不算什麼
只是為什麼眼淚會流　我也不懂
不要再說　或許這是最好的結果
現在分手　總好過你不愛我一拖再拖
鬆開你的手　離開你左右
我向前走　這會是我　真正的解脫


"the strength of a relationship should not be judged by the duration of it."