spend 2dae reflectin about myself

i realise tat in the past i was
-a brat
-act hapi nia
-a ***** joker
-a crapper!
-a lamer
- dunoe de real meanin of friends
-dunoe de real meanin of love
- a freaky person who question friendship OMG
- a freaky person who is despo of love & hatin 2 lose love even if tat piece of love is painful
-SO CHILDISH!!

overall i must have suck in de past
no wonder so mani ppl hate mi...
...if i were to find a person that is of de same character
of my past self..
omg..i would faint..

giving up is not a act of weakness...its letting go stuff
that is not meant to be

friends was there for mi when i was down
i treasure every single one of them
if anione ask mi to chose them over friends..
sori i had 2 sae i chosen friends..

love should not be painful..if it was..its not true..
cos something in de process of love has hurt u
n love does not consist of hurtin those u love..
true love can be felt when u look into de eyes of those u loved or those who loved you..
if u cant even look into de eyes of those u love...how can u even sae love?
how can de person u so called "loved" even believe in u?
cant go on animore
sorri cause u to waste your time on mi..
i had slowly let go..
dunwanna be hurt animore
mayb i might regret it in de future..
but...
i reali hate de pain ..the hurtin


LOVE cause mi alot of pain...
so ..
FINALLY A BREAK FROM LOVE
..
hopefuli stil can b frends ..

memories jus make ppl cry..
but cry for a gd cause?


所有的一切早就已结束

for those who still in love..
mus jia you...
will b rootin for u ppl

now i realise
im emotionally much more stronger..
but i still have 2 depend on certain ppl in my life..
hopefuli they would let mi depend on them until i m more stronger..